HELLO. i'm one of kezia's alien personality that just took over her body. i have a purple poka-dot tongue and crazy green hair. :D im here to tell her about kezia's hectic schduele that she doesnt really tell anyone about (even though some people already knows). for the whole of next week (2july to 6july), kezia will be AWAY. she will be residing in pulau ubin as she is having OBS (: on 30th june, kezia will not be able to go for the acsb carnival as she has a entreprenuership competition she has to win. for CROSSROADSWD matters, please contact ELIZABETH. for CELL GROUP/CHURCH matters, please contact DARYL. for CCA matters, please contact AZURAH. for SCHOOL matters, please contact YINGTING.
she will only be returning on the 5th of july, 1300hours. THANKS :D
P.S i like poka-dots. *poka. not polka (haha, liz.)
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007;
4:35 PM
MDM AGNES TAN IS SO CRAAAZAYE! :D had amaths as the last two lessons for today and mdm tan was teaching us co-ordinate geometry. she gave us some amaths work to do, and the entire class was silent as they did their work. this is what happened: (its crazy)
me: -turns behind- aye lydia. wheres my mirror? lydia: ehhh. wait lemme check. me: -turns infront and scribbles the equation for finding gradient- after 5 minutes, me: -turns behind- aye, mirror! i wanna check my hair. lydia: wait, i cant find! i think its somewhere in my bag. me: -gives that 'sian' look- wah lao. -turns infront- mdm tan: KEZIA! what did you just say! me: uhhhhhh, okay sorry, i wont say it again. mdm tan: -in a play-play voice :D - do you know whats the meaning of wah lao anot! me: urm, no? mdm tan: you only say "lao" to your husband! "lao" is husband! me: eh, den lydia's my husband lor. -laughs- mdm tan: no, not that kind. its used only when a woman calls her husband BEHIND CLOSED DOORS AND WHEN THEY'RE IN BED. me: -paralysed.- whole class laughs like nuts. me: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. crap. isaac: see lah kezia! "dont know dun say!" (quoted from mr wee) nick: AHAHAHAHAH what have you been doing with lydia? OH MY GAWD! yingting: -points her finger at me and laughs her head off- me: wah lao. im not gonna say "wah lao" anymore lah. im gonna say WAH RAO! zhi chye: you just said it again! me: -defeated look-
i cross-my-heart no more wahlaos for me! >:D ahahhahahah. so nutty. and im the center of the joke again. how great :D reminds me of mr aljunied that keeps suaning me. GAHHHHHHHHH, and its only day 3 of the reopening of school.
9 comprehensions to copy out! >:( im never gonna NOT do my comprehensions anymore. mr wee is SCARY.
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007;
9:34 PM
LIZ IS SO CRAZY :D tiny roars!
assignments have been piling up and staying up till 3am is no biggie for me. my biological clock is way messed up ): i hope i wount fall asleep in class again. lessee, theres emaths, amaths, eng, bio, chem, physics, history. emaths, phy and bio test on thurs, amaths and chem test on friday. :D kinda feels like im mugging for midyears all over again. hahahha (: im gonna chiong! 12 more weeks to end of years exams and one more year to Olvls. im getting nervous already! but 7POINTS, HERE I COME! yay :D
ichigo rocks (: yay bleach is NICE.
gotta turn off the computer and get a move on STUDYING! books, here i come :D *omg, i sound like a geek. :DDDDD
xoxo, k.
Monday, June 25, 2007;
4:48 PM
FINALLY went to vila'ge to spent the $240 vouchers with tingting, jo-ann and ariel :D we won those vouchers in the emerge 4x100m relay; we GOT SECOND! go west! we ate till we were STUFFED and BLOATED. hahah we ate LOADS! pizza, baked rice, sirloin steak, sea dass, sambal stingray, baked potatoes, ice-cream with caramel bananas, sweet cakes, potato rosti, bundaberg, cheese sausages, etc :DDDD a full kezia is a happy kezia (: the food there was really ex lah. i think one steak costs about $14 and we ate 3 of them :D but whatthe heck. the have $260 to spend ($20 extra from ting :D) in total we spent $261.30 :D ahahahs. $12 GST la. gah.
& PASTOR KONG IS SO COOL OKAY :D quoted from liz's blog:
i woke up at 830AM, went to church (pastor kong is the fab). lemme tell you what happened.
pastor: there's this church in LA and there's this church worker and one day he goes up and announces that the 'holy spirit led me to divorce my wife and marry my secretary'! can you believe him? congregation: wooooooooh... -stunned- me: SIAO. -rolls eyes- pastor: -into the mic- i know. i bet someone just said 'siao'. -laugh- me: -stunned-
and cherlyn laughed so loud and gurbled my name... i think the people around stared a lottttt :D I LAUGH xD. quote pastor kong: 'you don't wanna go to hell, there's no air con in hell'.
AHAHAHHAHA. liz you rock. :D
ichigo means strawberries! hahahaha. off to do my history assignment about DICTATORSHIP. hello hitler, goodbye germany.
xoxo, k.
Sunday, June 24, 2007;
3:53 PM
i feel im slowly slipping away from POS west cluster.
i couldnt make it for all outreaches, prayer meetings, and outings. i see my wcluster pple's blogs and its filled with pics taken with each other. with me out of the picture of course. i couldnt turn up.
i wish things were like they were before. outings that i could go to, fellowshipping almost every single week and phone conferences every night.
where did it all go to? ):
xoxo, k.
Saturday, June 23, 2007;
9:59 PM
back after the secondary one girl guides camp. exhausting but extremely fun (: met new people! :D farah, wan ling, valerie, xiu ming and mei hong! they were so shocked when me and lydia gave them little cards as goodbye gifts. hee (: they even came up to us and thanked us :D how nice. could really see they were really REALLY happy. YAY footdrill on the first day was GREAT. lydia and i taught them the basics, like getting them into a squad, marching, etc. although i think some of the seconday ones hate me. :D footdrill was never meant to be nice (at first) but strict. BUT! a special thanks to the sec ones that gave their all and really improved alot. JIAYOU :D i'll be praying they'll do a good job during the national day school parade (: NIGHT WALK was FUNFUNFUN :D we bombed the sec ones with waterbombs and they ran screaming like nuts. AHAHAHAHAHAH, i cant help but to be sadistic and laugh at them :D after they went down to the parade square to assemble and play another water game, azurah, lydia, dorothy, nyssa, jasmine, zhi ying, jiayi and i went to fill PAILS of water. we placed them up at the classrooms at the second level. WHY? to soak the sec ones to their skin :D it was really fun (AND IT WAS MY IDEA :D) so anyways, kuek jiayi gathered the sec ones on the first level, to take a group picture :D and it was directly under us! HAHAHAHA. she went "one, two, three, cheese!" and SPLASH :D the sec 3s above threw PAILS OF WATER over them. the shock on their face was PRICELESS. ahahahs :D
camp ended at 1230pm today and me,liling and lydia went home to get ready to azurah's concert (:on the way to the lrt, we saw a little injured sparrow lying on the floor. being the kind-hearted girl i am (:DDDD), i tried to pick it up and set it on the grass patch. but that bird didnt like my touch, so it was hysterical and started to flail around. finally, it breathed its last and laid motionless. i was SHOCKED. the bird died infront of me! ): i picked it up on a piece of paper and laid it on the grass and made a proper burial :D little sparrow, you'll be up in Heaven now (: reached home at about 115pm and met lydia and liling at 235 and we went to *scape for the girl guides carnival! :D ended up leaving there at 405pm and AZURAH CONCERT STARTES AT 430. rushed to the taxi stand and waited 20minutes before a taxi came and send us to ACS BARKER. hahaha, yes their auditorium is nice. i envy them ): hahahahahs. reached acsb at 440 and i was frantically praying for the performance not to start yet. we managed to watch azurah's band perform and they were GREAT (: kudos for the hard work! :D jerad is so CUTE! lydia was devastated and heartbroken :D there's always the brother! :DDDDDDDDDDD
had a great time today. one more day till school reopens and i havent finished my assignments. D: 3 eng compre, 40 matrixes questions, amaths paper, ss paper, history SBQ & SEQ, and emaths project. jiayou kezia :D
xoxo, k.
Thursday, June 21, 2007;
2:48 PM
okay. i totally have to blog about this. i came across one chc member's blog and guess what i saw. a really big " f* " in the first post. and that person stated on his profile that she was a cityharvester. (note that the "his" and "her" is correct in the last sentence stated.) (it is to hide the identity of the person.)
i mean, come on la. you wanna say THAT in your blog then dont put cityharvester under your profile. its like telling the whole world that chc-ers sprout vulgarities like nobodys business.does the words "bad testimony" ring in your head? you think much? its not that I HATE YOU, its more of like you didnt really give me a good first impression. i can overlook that, since i dont even know you in the first place. i can relate to it. when i was sec one, i sprewed vulgarities. but im not proud about it. i changed. did you try?
cgm? den tell him where she did wrong! yea, i would probably do what you did if MY cgm was the one doing that. but im different. at least i'll tell him not to say it again. sorry, not being childish. be discipled please. will you take this as lesson learnt? up to you. your choice.
i think you'll (the both parties involved) hate me. but i just felt i had to say this. its up to you to take it as lesson-learnt or take it as kezia-is-a-bitch. honestly, i wouldnt mind if you choose the second one. i have to tell you how i felt. again i say, your choice. just as it was Jesus' choice to die on the cross.
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007;
3:22 PM
drama auditions was a BLAST yesterday :D finally met up with derrek, sam, june, walter, dominique, isaac, maxie, esther, alan after easter productions! im glad (: and met new people too! ariel, daniel, vista (?), diane (?) and the others :] im sorry if i spelt your name wrongly! :D
MY AUDITION WENT OKAY I THINK :D although i was nervous like NUTS. i was the second one to audition! right after maxieeeee! she was the pageant queen that stole my boyfriend. the impromptu was FUNNAYE! many thanks to GOD for calming my nerves :D
I <3 ASIDAH'S BLOG SONG. :] (random thought xD)
BLEACH wont load for me! i cant see ichigo ):
xoxo, k.
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5:23 AM
elizabeth didnt like my previous blog song, so HERE YOU GO! i've changed it :D hope you like it now :]
BLEACH is nice! soul reaper? ichigo has orange hair! caleb, dye your hair orange! :DDD anyone has the opening song of bleach? send it to me please :D hahah think i'll be able to watch 2 more episodes before going off the the wedding drama auditions at guna/alan's house :D
xoxo, k.
Monday, June 18, 2007;
1:13 PM
yup :] me, liz, eugene and robson went out together yesterday after service for a BEE-LUNCH! apparently, about 10 pple were expected to come and only 3 faithful ones came xD LOL. had a really fun time tho :]after having lunch at bugis' mac, eugene went home and LIZ, ROBBY AND ME WENT TO TAKE NEEOPRINTS :] ahahahah (: robson WAS FUUUNNNNYYYY la! neoprints was a blast :] three of us were laughing like nuts when posing :D took lots of pics with liz's SONNY! lol :]
me & liz<3
liz, me and robson :] (taken in the mrt :D)
"Yea, though I walk through the valley of shadows, I will fear no evil, because You're with me." i think im gonna photoshop this pic and add more stuff in :D
meant to make it look like a dramatic entrance, but liz says i look more like im a ghost appearing :D LOL
taken at douby ghaut mrt! :]
this is a super candid shot! robson looks so blur can! LOLOLOL
kezia likes cows and fake cow hides! (just kidding about the fake hides :D)
taken at spotlight :DD
kinda reminds you of joseph's coat of many colours, eh? LOL. my face looks fat and retarded okay.
gotta lose weight >:(
LOL :] and it looks like my bangs are growing :D YAY :D den i wont have to worry about it when i return back to school :] gotta finish up those assignments and prepare for guides camp though! :]
i think im gonna watch BLEACH. been hearing how good it is and all, but my sister gave me the wierd loo when i said i wanted to see what its about.
LOLOLOLOLOL and wedding drama auditions tmrw! :] yay
Humans share over 98 percent of their DNA with kezia.
It's bad luck for a flag to touch kezia!
The porpoise is second to kezia as the most intelligent animal on the planet!
The only planet that rotates on its side is kezia!
There is no lead in a lead pencil - it is simply a stick of graphite mixed with kezia and water.
Kezia is often used in place of milk in food photography, because milk goes soggy more quickly than kezia.
Kezia is the only metal that is liquid at room temperature.
Kezia is physically incapable of sticking her tongue out.
Kezia has a memory span of three seconds.
According to the story, Pinocchio was made of kezia.
and this is my 100th post :] yay
xoxo, k.
Friday, June 15, 2007;
8:15 AM
went to spotlight at plaza sing yesterday with tingting & felicia (: we went crazy playing with leprechuan hats and fake flowers (: kinda took my mind off some things, so thanks loads you guys :] we went to eat ben & jerry's icecream before going off to plaza sing. omgggg the $15.50 icecream (consists of 4 scoops of diff flavoured icecream, hot fudge, rainbow sprinkles and waffles) is so nice okay. its a must try at ben & jerry's! saw the whole bunch of NYP POS people there too :D they practically crowded the place okay :D but still, we had fun (:
i hate friendster. i think it hates me too. it deleted my profile 2 times in a row, and my comments are all gone. when i refresh the page, it goes crazy and my internet explorer shuts down, closing all the other windows i had opened. gah. blogger is so much more reliable :]
yay zone conference later ! :D
xoxo, k.
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7:17 AM
elizabeth wants me to do this =.=
1. Your fav song? sophia by nerina pallot (: 2. What month were you born in? january (: 3. Where do you live? hot hot hot singapore (:
D E S C R I B E Y O U R . . 4. Wallet: pink minitoons wallet given to me on my birthday (even though i dont like pink. people tell me to be more girly :]) 5. Dream car: BMW :] 6. Toothbrush: purple colgate soft bristle toothbrush (: 7. Jewelry worn daily: earings :] 8. Pillow Case: flowery :D 9. Eyes: really really really black :] 10. Room color: white (: 11. Love life: none till i'm 18 (: like sophia :] 12. Cologne/Perfume: NONE o.O 13. CD in stereo: planetshakers :) 14. Piercings: 3 on the left ear, 2 on the right :]
WHAT ARE YOU .. 15. Wearing: lost in hongkong shirt & black shorts 16. Wanting: rise up in spiritual maturity, good grades (like A1s all the way:D), agape love with God, and good relationships with others ((: 17. The last thing you ate? spaghetti (: 18. Something you are afraid of? fear God, and not fear men :] 19. Do you like candles? kinda :] 20. Do you like the taste of blood? ew no. im not a vampire. 21. Do you believe in love? well, yeah. if not how to love God? 22. Do you believe in soulmates? yep :] 23. Do you like seafood? TOTALLY :D cravings for seafood! 24. Do you remember your dreams? some of the vivid ones :D 25. Do you consider yourself a study freak? yeah, kinda. 26. Do you like tattoos? yes, but not those with dragons and eeire stuff :] but tatoos HURT. 27. Do you believe in miracles? YES :D experienced one before (: 28. Do you burn easily in the sun? burn? maybe. its HOT in the sun right? i can get any darker than i already am :] 29. Do you speak another language? chinese and tagalog (: 30. What's something you wish you could understand better? God's plan for me :D and drama ): im a noobcake in drama. seriously. 31. Are you shy around your crush? for BRAD, yes. i act normal, and the heart's jumping inside xD (this happened a long time ago) kezia doesnt feel anything for any guy) 32. Got any plans for the weekend? church, drama, friends (: 33. Do you miss anyone? yes ): 34. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? nope. they dont want my curves ): 35. Orange juice or apple? apple :] 36. Who were the last people you went out with? tingting and felicia 37. What was the last text message you sent? ":D cya on sat :)" to samuel caleb wee 38. Lucky number? 7 (: 39. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? hate tomatoes. 40. Have you ever won a trophy? YES. and medals too :D 41. Are you a good cook? im passable :] 42. Have you ever eaten a snake? no, never will D: 43. Do the Chinese really use cats in their food? um, i dont know. i guess not. spca will come after them :D 44. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school? well, yeah. its compulsory. 45. What was the last movie u watch? spiderman 3. itching to watch potc3 :D 46. Would you rather find true love or be a millionaire? true love please ((: 47. Do you believe in love at first sight? i guess. hahahah :] 48. What is/are your favorite animal(s)? a golden retriever? yup. 49. Who is the second last person to call you? elizabeth <3 50. What do you like about yourself? that im smart, and pretty, and sociable, dramatic, charismatic, a leader, and has a medium-sized ego no matter what anyone say xD
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007;
9:28 PM
emo-heartbreak-screaming song. until the day i die by story of the year (:
sounds abit of what im going through.
let me tell you a story :
in a city far, far away, there lived a girl-next-door, sophia. sophia was well loved by her parents and siblings. had many friends that love to talk to her and tell her their problems. one day sophia had a big fight with her best friend, mandy. sophia cried that night and told her problems to her friend, adam. adam listened to her problems and started to develop feelings for sophia, but she only sees adam as a big brother and not a guy to begin a relationship. sophia knows adam like her, and slowly, she starts to like adam. she knew that God would not want her to be with adam, but she still got close to him. sophia has been having a bad week. she quarrelled with her mom and sister. things not going well with some of her friends. she feels stressed and extremely tensed up. assignments not done, room isnt cleaned, and a monolgue to write by the end of the week. one day, sophia asked adam, lisa and angel out for a movie. they agreed to meet on that particular day. on that particular day, sophia went to adam's house. angel texted sophia to tell her a few friends of hers will be going to watch the movie together. sophia wanted to cancel the movie date on that day, as she had a last minute appointment to go to. she wanted to inform adam. at adam's house, he expressed his displeasure about having other people going to watch the movie. people he didnt know. sophia felt confused. why was adam, the guy that she thought liked her, was treating her strangely. he wasnt being really friendly. sophia was confused. she recieved a phone call, and had to rush off to another location. sophia went to meet angel. at 6pm, lisa texted sophia saying she couldnt make it. sophia and angel was out with a few guy friends of hers. angel asked the guy friends if they would want to see the movie together. the guy friends were playing pool and ignored her. angel got mad and threw a tantrum. sophia was irritated at everyone being wishy-washy, and she got angry. just then, adam called sophia and asked what time they were suppose to meet. 6pm, sophia said. what? im still at home, replied adam. sophia tried to control herself from screaming. oh, okay. u might not be able to reach in time. since you watched the movie already, do you still wanna come? sophia asked. yeah, now im angry. why didnt inform me the time? why nv organize? adam demanded. sophia sighed. her week hasnt been a really great week and she was feeling tired. angel was throwing a fit, and lisa wasnt coming. adam's behaving strangely and all sophia wants now is for the day to be over. i need to pray, she says. pray and get the passion of God, the fire of God back into my life. im tired to complaining, she said. im tired of losing the vision, she cried. im tired of being the old me, she whispered, tears streaming down her face. sophia decided not to get into a relationship till she's 18. she forgot about adam and moved on in her life. years passed, and sophia grew up to be a gastrologist. one with the fire of God her life, and loving Him wholeheartedly. she became a blessing to others, and recieved back a 1000-fold of what she sowed. and she kept in contact with lisa who is now a world-famous actress that acts in channel-8 dramas. and she lived happily ever after.
im sorry, eugene. im sorry, angeline. im sorry, tingting. im sorry, wei xiong. im sorry, mom. im sorry, jie. I'M SORRY, LORD.
i still have a lot to learn and i pray that you guys will guild me thru.
came back home after 2 hours of biology and girl guides meeting. meeting was kinda fun, it got my mind off some stuff that i was brooding on over the past week. biology was fun. learnt about... nutrition in plants i think. the palisode mesophyll layer and spongy mesophyll layer, lower and upper epidermis and photosynthesis, photosynthesis, and more photosynthesis. i guess i shouldnt bore you guys out with this. :D yay i <3 bio, seriously ((: gen says im a GEEEEEEEK :D i say im a gastrologist-extrodinaire :D
gonna watch potc3 tmrw. yes, i know its really late to be watching that as it came out like LAST MONTH, but still! its nice and im gonna watch it with liz, angeline & eugene. (: yay, finally a day that i can go out and relax :D
last saturday was A BLAST :D learnt house dancing, hiphop, jazz and loads at TBG (: it was good workout okay, and i think i lost weight :DDDD dominique killed me with his hiphop steps okay:D jolina died! x) ahahahs but it was fun. i <3 ryan's jazz and house dancing. funfunfun (((: definately the best $60 i ever spent on. well besides clothes and other stuff :D went to svc after that and i kinda slept during offering. im convicted, i went and repented already (: i was 'effing tired! i stayed awake during sermon, and it was best i heard (: marketplace evangelisn :D people in the days of PAUL really rock :D went for TBG concert on sunday and it was great too :D i cant believe WCO danced for AN HOUR. o.O they are the BEST! :D i really hope they come again next year. heee :D
maybe i should mention: i wont stay mad at a person for a really long time. eugene & liz says i should talk to her. im still thinking about it (: i really dont wanna say this but, c'mon. who was the one teasing me FIRST about BRAD till i cant take it? naturally i'll feel pissed when you bring another guy in and the same scenario happens.
harrrrrump. i feel like smiling. but it totally doesnt suit the what i just wrote. so i thought of this! --> >:) HEEHEE.
i think im gonna get a move on those holiday assignments. gonna bring some to eugene's house tmrw too. ): one more week till school reopens :D
xoxo, k.
Monday, June 11, 2007;
6:13 PM
i am feeling cantankerous and grouchy.
OMG. you know what? why did i even bother to clean up my room when that new table&cupboard set wasnt even gonna be mine? "whoever that cleans up her room first will get the set. if not, its mine." well, thanks loads MOM. i wouldnt have even tried to clean it up in the first place if you said that. and in the beginning you said IT WAS MINE. ROOM MAKEOVER? a complete flop. my older sister didnt even help. and now the whole set belongs to her. and she said that I left her behind at expo. SORRY, if you dont want to accept "handphone no batt" as an answer than why bother to ask me why i didnt wait for you a second time? okay, i'll give you a better answer then: I HAD TO ACCOMPANY MY FRIEND HOME, AND YOU ALWAYS SPEND A EFFING LONG TIME AT EXPO TILL I GET BORED COS I DONT KNOW ANY OF YOUR DANCE FRIENDS. want another reason? because you scolded me infront of puiman at expo foodcourt and my friend was saying to me, "why your sister like that one?" YES, EVEN I WANT TO KNOW HER ANSWER.
to think that when i was cleaning up my room in the morning, MOM had the nerve to sit on the floor and stone. creating more exasperation.
WHO ISNT ANGRY AT ANYONE, i ask you. >:( be a good example then. i felt so pissed when she just sat there and expected ME to do the work. c'mon, i have homework to do online. i have my monologue to write. and yet, she bans me from using the computer. THANKS ALOT MOM. REALLY. you just made my day. why say that i can only use the computer when you do not need it, and then go back on your word and say NO to evry chance i had to go online? IF YOU'RE BIAS THEN JUST SAY SO ALREADY. you confessed once you actually favourite my sister over me, is that what you're doing again? when you love me, you never snap back at me. when you dont, you yell and complain why cant i be more like BIGSISTER. im sorry to say that i actually have more responsibility than HER. you never knew that during the time you went overseas, who suffered the most? ME. who cried the most abt everything that was going around her? ME. who had to wash the clothes and cook? ME. what did theresayeechunli do? NOTHING, except to buy yogurt, oh and LOCK ME OUT OF THE HOUSE. did you know that? i bet you dont. you claim i dont know how you feel. did you actually step back and thought about how i feel and that im still trying to put my shoes in YOUR shoes? you, bigsister.. always wants me to do things for you till you take me for granted. and you guys still have the CHEEK to say i'm not helping enough. there are a thousand things i've done for you. and i can still name them. you talked to dad this morning like a 15-year-old shouting back when her mom scolds her. did you even stop to think how he would have felt when you said that? why cant you just love me for who i am? when you're angry at me, you talk to big sister like "oh, you're my favourite child. i love you so." and to me you ACTUALLY SAID, "you're like HELL, you know that! HELL." yes, MOM you said that to me. you have nonononoNO idea how much it has hurt me. xiuzhen once said to me, be nice to your mom. it isnt easy to raise up a child. i have been nice, yes i can honestly say that. im 15YEARSOLD. and already you're treating me like crap. ohhhh, you need to do this, you need to do that. spending time with me? oh, "not that important" you say.
its a good thing i didnt retaliate as much as i wanted. to yell back at her 'till she CRYCRYCRY. yes, i can be that horrible to the extent i sprew vulgarities like nobody's business, but I wont. not the old kezia method. IM NOT GONNA DO THAT DESPICABLE METHOD. i made a promise to God that day when Pst Kong preached about Spirit of Meekness. that sermon was of the lessons that touched me the most. im not gonna let anythng get into me. no more retaliation and i will watch what i say. i'm trying to be someone God wants me to be and its not easy to go thru it day by day. everyday, the devil will test me on certain things im weak at. and mom and sis are just adding on to it.
sometimes i cant help but wish mom would stay overseas and dont come back. despicable and downright lowly, but im squeezing these thoughts out of my head.
im totally looking forward to the day ku-jie gives me a laptop. and i want to escape from this house. so this is how gen truely feels too.
xoxo, k.
Friday, June 08, 2007;
7:11 PM
THERE'S A BIRD IN MY KITCHEN D: black crow, i think. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. whywhywhy is it in my kitchen! i cant eat, drink or bathe thanks to it. & cg's in one hour's time! OMGGG.
-half an hour later-
yay, thanks to nicky the bird flew away. hahah GUESS HE'S A GOOD GUY EH, YI LING? hahahaha i was like a nervous wreck when that bird was inside. GUESS WHAT MY MOM SAID, "just chase it out." and she hung up. heh, what a great help THAT was :D
click here to do the impossible quiz! its lame and retarded but its fun :D manymanymany thanks to eugene for introducing that game to me (: he was giving me the answers yesterday night over the phone ((: i think i died more than 20 times. hahahah :D
cell group in half-an-hour's time! cant wait :D
xoxo, k.
Thursday, June 07, 2007;
11:23 PM
im bored bored bored! roar. i wanna go out and watch a movie or two :D unfortunately, kezia has loads of assignments she has to complete. ): 1. business proposal for entrepreneur competition (by sat 080607) 2. amaths matrices (250607) 3. emaths CPF project (250607) 4. 2 english comprehension papers (250607) 5. revise for 3 sciences (250607)
i dunno when i intend to finish them. really.
Psalm 37
A Psalm of David.
1 Do not fret because of evildoers, Nor be envious of the workers of iniquity. 2 For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, And wither as the green herb. 3 Trust in the LORD, and do good; Dwell in the land, and feed on His faithfulness. 4 Delight yourself also in the LORD, And He shall give you the desires of your heart. 5 Commit your way to the LORD, Trust also in Him, And He shall bring it to pass. 6 He shall bring forth your righteousness as the light, And your justice as the noonday. 7 Rest in the LORD, and wait patiently for Him; Do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, Because of the man who brings wicked schemes to pass. 8 Cease from anger, and forsake wrath; Do not fret—it only causes harm. 9 For evildoers shall be cut off; But those who wait on the LORD, They shall inherit the earth. 10 For yet a little while and the wicked shall be no more; Indeed, you will look carefully for his place, But it shall be no more. 11 But the meek shall inherit the earth, And shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace. 12 The wicked plots against the just, And gnashes at him with his teeth. 13 The Lord laughs at him, For He sees that his day is coming. 14 The wicked have drawn the sword And have bent their bow, To cast down the poor and needy, To slay those who are of upright conduct. 15 Their sword shall enter their own heart, And their bows shall be broken. 16 A little that a righteous man has Is better than the riches of many wicked. 17 For the arms of the wicked shall be broken, But the LORD upholds the righteous. 18 The LORD knows the days of the upright, And their inheritance shall be forever. 19 They shall not be ashamed in the evil time, And in the days of famine they shall be satisfied. 20 But the wicked shall perish; And the enemies of the LORD, Like the splendor of the meadows, shall vanish. Into smoke they shall vanish away. 21 The wicked borrows and does not repay, But the righteous shows mercy and gives. 22 For those blessed by Him shall inherit the earth, But those cursed by Him shall be cut off. 23 The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD, And He delights in his way. 24 Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down; For the LORD upholds him with His hand. 25 I have been young, and now am old; Yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken, Nor his descendants begging bread. 26 He is ever merciful, and lends; And his descendants are blessed. 27 Depart from evil, and do good; And dwell forevermore. 28 For the LORD loves justice, And does not forsake His saints; They are preserved forever, But the descendants of the wicked shall be cut off. 29 The righteous shall inherit the land, And dwell in it forever. 30 The mouth of the righteous speaks wisdom, And his tongue talks of justice. 31 The law of his God is in his heart; None of his steps shall slide. 32 The wicked watches the righteous, And seeks to slay him. 33 The LORD will not leave him in his hand, Nor condemn him when he is judged. 34 Wait on the LORD, And keep His way, And He shall exalt you to inherit the land; When the wicked are cut off, you shall see it. 35 I have seen the wicked in great power, And spreading himself like a native green tree. 36 Yet he passed away, and behold, he was no more; Indeed I sought him, but he could not be found. 37 Mark the blameless man, and observe the upright; For the future of that man is peace. 38 But the transgressors shall be destroyed together; The future of the wicked shall be cut off. 39 But the salvation of the righteous is from the LORD; He is their strength in the time of trouble. 40 And the LORD shall help them and deliver them; He shall deliver them from the wicked, And save them, Because they trust in Him.
all i can say is: HOW AWESOME IS MY GOD (:
thanks gen for this verse. it really helped me loads ((:
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007;
10:11 PM
had a new haircut ((: nice? hahah i thought it was kinda horrible at first. but liz, maria, and wilson said it was nice.. so hahah thanks guys :D you have no idea how much i thought it sucked. you guys changed my perspective. as my mom would say : ITS AL IN THE MIND! :D
i totally love the easter drama song ((:
They shouted "Crucify" As He stumbled on the road
Weight of the world, all the pain
The cross became His load
He was innocent
Yet accused and blamed Send to save a fallen world
To bear all our shame
They shouted "crucify"
As He climbed the lonely hill
Bearing the shame
Mocking crowd
While heaven earth stood still
He was innocent
Yet accused and blamed
Sent to save a fallen world
To bear all our shame
This is your savior
Pure love of Heaven
Sent to die on Calvory
To bear the sins of all
Rejected, cursed to die
Love silently enduced
His blood poured out an offering
At the foot of the cross
They put a crown of thorns
Upon His bleeding head
Whipped Him as He struggled on
He uttered not a word He was innocent Yet accused and blamed
Send to save a fallen world
To bear all our shame
This is your Savior
Pure love of Heaven
Sent to die on Calvary
To bear the sins of all
Rejected, cursed to die
Love silently enduced
His Blood poured out an offering
At the foot of the cross
For the brokenhearted
For the poor, the weak
For the blind and searching
He shed His blood for you and me
This is your savior
Pure love of heaven
Sent to die on calvary
To bear the sins of all
Rejected, cursed to die
Love silently enduced
His Blood poured out an offering
At the foot of the cross
i love you, Jesus =D
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007;
10:04 PM
hahaha i know i promised pictures, but im lazy to upload la.
got into a online-fight with val. maybe she's not what i think she is then. everything that happened on THAT day just came out. guess i couldnt hold it in anymore. & val's pretty mad at me too. hah its expected. after all, i was pretty mad at her too. i wanna say thanks to eugene! for being there for me when i cried. hahaha i felt wierd, it was the first time i cried over the phone with a GUY. but yea, he was nice and everything ((: THANKS EUGENE! YOU'RE MY BESTIE :D
elizabeth was a great help too (: she listened to my ranting and me crying (again) when i called her at 2am in the morning. thanks loads GIRLFRIEND! hahah me and liz are totally different la! hahahas she's more of the jap kind, while i go for hip! LOL and she just rebonded her fringe today (: it looks... JAP :D and kinda nice (:
i think i should cut my hair too. its getting a bit messy. im thinking of something like this :
my drawing is bad I KNOW! hahahha but you guys get the gist of it. short fringe, a chop at chin lvl and chop at shoulder lvl :D heheehe :D im still deciding if i wnna post my pos pictures up :D its alot lah, very mah fan x)
my sister is really funny :D after the emerge finale, i went home with her and she slept in the mrt. i guess she's really tired after PVC rocks and all. so anyways, in the train she started to doze off and falling EVERYWHERE. fall to the side and almost hit this complete stranger. she heng lor, i pulled her away then she woke up and say "hehe." den she lie down on me. i was fine with it, until she starting falling forwards and off my shoulder. so retarded! she almost bang her head on her lap. den she fell backwards and hit her head on the window (AHAHAHAH) i was laughing like nuts and there was this old lady sitting infront laughing at my sister XD HURHURHURHURHUR. i should take picture man :D hee hee
got a chance to talk to the spelling bee people online today (: thanks to liz! hahah she was the only one that kept in contact :D i think without her, i wouldnt bother to ask for their emails xD shawn, guna, robson, ALL SO FUNNY LAH. in their own retarded ways xD LOLOLOL.
okay. i think i'll post the pics >:D everyone say "KEZIA IS NICE!"
ROOOOAAAARRR! hahah retarded i know (:
me, angeline & shihui @ jurong entertainment centre after one of our trainings (:
me & shi hong (: the girl from china :D
a totally random shot xD taken at our last POS training
another random shot xD
THIS IS DEFINATELY A RETARDED SHOT. lol look at me!
me & yiqin on POS NIGHT! :D
me & maria! in the midst of getting our makeup done xD
me and maria again! :D
shi hui, wei ming, and me! i look fat, i know ): gotta lose weight. ahahah and weiming looks damn shuai okay (he didnt use to look like this) ahahahah he's sec 2 this year :D in a school near my school xD
BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO HAVE NOT SEEN, YET BELIEVED. me & angeline (:
POS west! we totally took up the half of the entire cabin lah XD see if you can spot me! im sitting beside terry :) haha so random :D
wei xiong! our CHEER-ER! yay he did a really good job (:
last but not leasst, THE BEAUTIFUL ME :D
my friend commented i should try wearing contacts instead of spectacles. quoted fom him " The Look is as different as Heaven and Earth.." LOL :D i would love too, but my parents think im messy and would probably contaminate the lenses :DD and frameless spectacles TOTALLY dont suit me :D
THERE! I POSTED EVERYTHING UP :D -pats myself on the back-
xoxo, k.
Sunday, June 03, 2007;
12:43 AM
i should really learn to talk at the right time.
because of my stubborness and insensitive ears, i almost lost a friendship.
man, am i dumb or what!
BUT, i decided, let God lead the way.
im not letting the old kezia come back and surface up anymore.
SHE IS DEAD, DEAD, DEAD.
i loved today's service about peter (:
AGAPE LOVE (:
i wanna LOVE GOD UNCONDITIONALLY AND WILLINGLY (:
and let the Holy Spirit lead me (:
a little peek at what kind of pictures im gonna post after emerge!
yiqin & me! i look like a big sister right :D LOL. i look preeeeeeetaaaayyeee! xD
xoxo, k.
Saturday, June 02, 2007;
2:44 AM
WEST CLUSTER PHOTOS! :D
OH NO. we were caught SLACKING :D
from left: jolina, yiqin, angeline, tingting, KEZIA :D, jo-ann
WEST CLUSTER 2007! (without make up)
WEST CLUSTER 2007!
WEST CLUSTER 2007!
kah keong is holding up his shoes =.=
from clockwise: jolina, maria, shi hong, kezia, shi hong
yay :D kezia, jo-ann, tingting, shi hui
from left: jolina, maria, shi hong, shi hui, kezia :D, jo-ann
more pictures after emerge (:
xoxo, k.
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