randomly found this picture in my computer! haha my cousin is so cute. this was taken during CNY 2008 and apparently my cousin's favourite uncle is my dad :D what the heck right? hahaha! of course my dad was nice and let my cousin scream/put oranges on his head/tug at his shirt/pull his legs/etc. hilarious.
going over to cousin's house on saturday night to celebrate Joel Yee's 6 year old birthday! :D no, the guy above isnt joel, its marc (in case you're wondering) :} rest of the cousins will be coming over on sat! sam, reuben, raph, isaac, and nat! yayness. they are all younger than me (unfortunately) but sam is 16 this year too! ((: he's hot. (hinthint mag!) cant believe they'll be driving down to s'pore from malaysia, sam and reuben get to skip schooooooool. roar, lucky asses! :D guess i'll have more time to talk with reuben and samuel! aunt from hongkong will be coming down toooo, i hope she brings me something (HAHAHAHA.)
International You Day - Joey Cape and Tony Sly
tell me how to sing this song when its so dang low? ahhhh but sarah btter play a key higher. hahaha i so dont wanna embarrass myself on stage. hoho
amath mock today was rubbish. i could probably get a C6 for it. :D
okay i wish there were incentives so that i would stay back after school to mug at the school library! incentives like... oh well, lydia would know. hahahhaha! too bad school's gonna end at 330pm tmrw. dang, its gonna be another draining day. annoying. roar. haha
i cant believe lydia is actually studying! :D she got the Longman physics book (1001 mcq questions I STILL REMEMBER HAHA.) from jerald. :D heee kudos to ly. i hope you finish everything and score your A1! oh YES. i have to thank her. THANK YOU LEE LING EN FOR TEACHING ME AMATH EVERYDAY! CONTINUE TO BE NICE AND TEACH ME, AND I'LL FINALLY SEE THAT C6 I'VE ALWAYS BEEN AIMING FOR :D although i seriously think lydia is probably exasperated with teaching me. haha!
oh but the inverse matrix was attainable in today's mock. yayness.
had english this morning - mass lecture with mr wee ((: sarah told me he claimed he's gonna wear the American Flag coller pin on friday for America's Independence Day. hahahaha!
and i just realised the last statement was really iRandom. :D
okay, im hungry and dinner's on the table! see you around!
xoxo, k.
Sunday, June 29, 2008;
5:36 PM
walking down endless stairs.
Wenkai's Parables: The Parable of the Girl who likes The Guy.
(wenkai) you know the chess board right? it has black and white squares. So what is the pattern called?
(people) checkered?
(wenkai) very good. now, think about it.
how is it related to the parable? :D GO AND GUESS. haha its so lame.
went blog hopping and came across this guy's blog. i've known him probably last year or so, but we kinda didnt keep in contact and i dont even know where he is right now. -_- all i know is that he's 17. haha! okay so anw. went to this guy's blog, and he's one of those people that can really express his thoughts and all through words. so basically, he's someone i admire. actually, i really look up to those that can write well with good english and use different words to bring out the full flavour of the language. it is such a nice change from all the somewhat entertaining blog posts describing their life stories with reasonable use of english. and i dont mean all those myiE name iShhx sh0 kAwaiixx twit talk. seriously, half of the time i wouldnt know what they're talking about, or i'll close the whole window. so back to my friend's blog. this guy doesnt even have to try so hard to write a sophisticated blog or some 5 syllable word (that doesnt even freaking fit in the sentence) like some people. it just comes out naturally you know? i dont understand why some has to use ridiculously profound words to attract people. well, kudos to my friend. i'll be regularly dropping by his blog to read, although his last post was DECEMBER 2007.
i bet he doesnt even know i blogged about his blog. haha he's the winner of Emerge Spelling Bee 2007 Upper Sec Category. bet some of you will know him :D
cant believe that we dont have Emerge this year! it was the last year i could join for the Upper Sec Categ. before i turn 17! so annoying. guess i can only face brandon next year. haha! and i have proof that my ego isnt the biggest, brandon's ego is. and hopefully he doesnt come across my blog and sees this. he'll totally kick my ass. hoho
this is really random. Avril Lavigne's I'm With You is currently playing on my iTunes and i remembered that there was a time i was listening to this on the mp3 (it was during sec 2) while standing under the pouring rain. and i was crying. lots happened when i was 14, things just started cropping up and went under lots of pressure and obstacles. i think the previous clique would know about it. i have never felt so alone or dejected, so ostracized, so down and out before in my entire life. i faced the one thing i feared the most - loneliness. i guess after a few years, the scars are still there. im still fearful of being alone. not alone at night or alone at home or stuff like that, but real loneliness of being pushed away by people whom you cared the most and whom you have thought were your whole world. but well. through that incident God has really pulled through and taken me out of the valley and showed me that its okay to have the whole world turn their backs on me cos i have Him. i guess... maybe thats the reason why im not very open to Munchkin even up to today. we were in the same clique, they turned away from me, she followed them, but the only thing that separates her from them was that she apologised. wholeheartedly and sincerely. but i dont really blame the rest, i know inside them they're nice people. (: not really as close to Munchkin as i am with Mag... probably cos of being afraid that one day the whole thing might go through a replay. but, i know she isnt like that. which makes me think that im being too paranoid over Munchkin. she'll be a life-long friend to me la, thats certain. doesnt matter what the past was. i dont even know why im typing this or even reminiscing the past, maybe the smell of rain brings it all back to the day i stood under the storm.
i always thought that if you could taste hurt, it would be bitter.
and there's the smell of rain now cos its gonna rain soon. :D
so Avril has been playing for the 20th time and i have an unbelieveble urge to cry now. no idea why.
some people's gonna laugh at that last sentence but... i dont know. i just feel a bit out of the body today.
sigh.
xoxo, k.
Saturday, June 28, 2008;
9:47 AM
the evil joey. :D
joey has shiny braces and she looks like the fish-killer girl that wanted to kill Nemo in the movie Finding Nemo :D
school's alright for the past few days. 'cept for those annoying tests that never seemed to end! hah. even the library's taken over by the MT ORAL people. roar. but its a good thing the library will be open at night :D can go back and mug. i cant get anything done at home one. seriously. haha! mugged at school on friday till 430 until i switched off from amath with lydia, alicia, bai and WAYNE! haha i've never stayed back in school on friday before after stepping down from Guides. :D dang i never realised how much time i actually spent in cca la! ah whatever, at least i have my 2 cca points alr. yayness.
so anw. met some other people in the canteen. and i wasnt red can!
moronic bainy! :D i was doing my amath and not looking at anyone!
bainy was being nice (or maybe cos i showed her the i-want-to-cry-if-you-dont-buy-me-the-waffle look) and got us waffles. i cant imagine lining up in the freaking long queue. :D its for ppl that has more patience! like bai. haha! camwhored with that lydia who tried to take a bite out of my (and alicia's) blueberry waffle and then we finally started work. and that Munchkin went back early! ): dang. haha
lots of stuff to do this weekend, english testimonial + revision for hist, chem and amath mock exam + homework! and the social studies test is gonna be returned to us next week. ROAR. bet some people's gonna be clawed by the (kitty) cat ms may tan. :D
okay see you around, gotta study! (:
just one look to set the heart beating hard.
xoxo, k.
Thursday, June 26, 2008;
3:49 PM
blog update before mugging for history and chem mock next week! ((: back home reeeeeally early today (like 250?). its a nice change from revision/homework/mug with lydia, bai and alicia. :D poor them, they have mother tongue oral today and I DONT HAVE CLB ORAL YET. haha! took the usual crowded lrt that had the overpowering smell of sweat and rotten cheese. WHICH IS REALLY DISGUSTING. dang im glad my classes end at 330pm everyday! except on tuesdays of course. but its really draining at times though. haha
i found out today that my new haircut costs more than the rest of the people who had their haircut last week! :D
okay, so here's a really nice song that lee ling en sent to me ytd during mugging period at library. i think Jesse McCartney's version is better than the Leona Lewis one :D a must listen!
wont be blogging much today, i think im gonna nap before studying. :D hee
Jesse McCartney - Bleeding Love
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain Time starts to pass before you know it you’re frozen (Frozen...)
Oh, but something happened for the very first time with you My heart was melted to the ground found something true And everyone’s looking round thinking I’m going crazy, baby
But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling (Ohh...)
Oh, but nothing’s greater than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me thinks that I’m going crazy (Crazy) maybe (Maybe)
But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
And it’s draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I’ll be wearing these scars For everyone to see
'Cause I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing Oh, you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love Oh you cut me open and I
keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love ---
tired of chasing after empty trains, of walking past filled rooms with the one person in sight, sweeping eyes over the crowded stores, and a dejected heart falling again. bleeding love - 'nuff said.
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008;
8:38 PM
figured i got to stop getting all stressed cuz of the upcoming mock exams and prelims. so... decided to photoshop a little! :D its a good way to de-stress! without wasting monehh in arcades playing those basketball/car racing/smashing fish games. heee :D
so anyways. dad brought back the new hillsong cd! :D its not out in s'pore yet (so dont bother finding it at cd stores till 2 weeks later!) and the cd cover is super uber cool okay. seriously, you guys should get it. HA i feel like im promoting the cd O: PLEASE DONT RIP THE SONGS OFF (when it comes out) THE INTERNET cos you're totally coverting your neighbours' items (10 commandments okay!) hahahahaha
(: i cant believe i havent blogged or been online since thursday. HAHA. seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. people like me need REST AND SLEEP more than ever. i mean, look at it this way okay: i had to finish 3 emath mock papers, 2 amath mock papers, 1 chem mock paper, 3 history sbqs (4 questions per sbq, that makes a total of 12 questions), 5 social studies sbqs (4 per sbq, making it 10 questions!) and on top of that, preparing to amath mock exam, emath mock exam, history mock exam, chem mock exam and the Science practicals! all in one week O: dang. everyone in my class is sleeping after 12am la can! so annoying, all the homework that is due next lessson (which is like, the next day!) and plus staying back in the school library till 6pm with lydia, bainy and alicia, mugging for the tests the next day. gah O_O
okay, i have to stop complaining! haha :D its all for the results! O levels! mug!
oh yes, i almost forgot. happy 14th birthday to MAG LIM YUNYI! my really really really great friend (: i gave her the best birthday present of all: ED HARDY GEISHA ACID WASH TUNIC SHIRT. cost over a hundred? :D she has a lot to live up to for my birthday in january! haha! thanks maggie for being a great motivator, encourager, helper, listener, guitarist (in training LOL), and the BEST FRIEND ever (:
ah seriously, i dont even remember what happened in school these few days. okay except the fact that this week's timetable is so screwed up that i have 5 periods of amath today and 5 periods of emath tmrw (like, wth? 2 and a half hours of lesson! O_O) its so hectic and fast, and already its just 4 more weeks to prelims, 15 more to O levels. O_O all i know is that i really missed the school food (HAHAHA) and i want to go over to mr wee's place again and do english essays, and stare at all his shakesphere books! :D its funny when mr wee goes thru our (me, sarah and dominic jr's) essays. its like, mr wee tells a joke, sarah and i dont laugh (cos its not funny obviously) but dom jr laughs ._. its like some invisible joke between father and son! hahahaha :D mr wee rocks can.
okay so i wont be updating for a long time (a week is a long time for me okay! haha) or at least, until i use the com to submit mr wee's testimonial essay thingy! :D ahhhhhhh. okay, emath mock exam tmrw, gotta go and study.
see you around!
xoxo, k.
Thursday, June 19, 2008;
7:06 PM
through tears and joy, through the darkest times,
i will trust in You.
its four more months to O levels.
i think im undergoing serious personality change.
the stress is getting into me.
i have to listen to more happy songs!
im gonna really busy when school reopens.
gonna chiong every single thing in my brain.
i realised once i get the ball rolling i'll just naturally mug until exams or something.
running out of timeeeeeeeeeeeee ):
did the DISC personality test again today.
i'm an I personality (of course mans) but there were suprising changes in my graph.
i used to be an I/S personality person (I being dominant) but now the D personality suddenly rose above the line.
O: and im apparently very domineering under pressure too.
D PERSONALITY PEOPLE ARE stubborn, demanding, domineering people!
nooooooooooooo. i dont want to be misuse my authority! and be mean! and stingy! and stubborn!
and D personality people are born leaders too :D
so i guess... thats okay then. surprising things crop up when you're under pressure.
sigh. at least its a LOW D. and im still a high I. haha!
i can be more tactful with my words used then! :D
this is really random, but i miss school.
i cant wait for school.
and i seriously need more time to finish my emath papers gahhhhh.
i must go back home straight after sat svc or something.
hurhur. and i've been sleeping really late too. dark rings are forminggggg.
which is CHAOJI bad. at least i have something happy to look forward to tmrw.
gonna cut my hairrrrrrr. happy! :D
ahh. tired today.
gonna go visitation with wenkai, then coming back home and conk on the bed.
i need the sleep and the energy.
i need God's strength! wheeeee.
okay wenkai just texted me, see ya around!
xoxo, k.
Monday, June 16, 2008;
2:44 PM
CHC Easter Productions 2008; the disciples!
haha found this picture by chance.
was busy clearing all my files in the computer (cos it was lagging so much gah) and came across this.
its so random luh. and it really reminded me of those late night rehearsals haha!
everyone was either practicing their lines, eating, using their laptops, talking and poking fun at each other, sound checking their mikes or playing PATAPON on their PSPs :D
and i was one of the people playing patapon on vincent's PSP lol.
:D i think people with emo hair are cute can!
hahaha but emo are not cool. they're weirdddddd.
(i can totally imagine wenkai reading this and guessing that particular person and then coming after me on friday/saturday/sunday) hahahahaha!
eh but its so O_O can. everywhere we went he was there.
ROAR. and i seriously feel really bad la.
you know sometimes when you wave at people, but they turn away too quickly to see you so they cant wave back, and then you start wondering if you did something wrong?
i told myself i would never be those kind of people and omg.
isaac waved and i didnt see.
oh mann. only when wenkai told me then i turned, but he wasnt looking anymore.
ROAR. i feel bad. must apologise the next time i see isaac. haha!
finally watched Kung Fu Panda!
omg its so funny can. and i still find it hard to believe a DUCK is the father of a PANDA.
hahahaha but yep i did enjoy it.
go watch! i think you'll be thinking "whattttt, like that also can one ah."
hahahaa!
went to school this morning for classes.
had physics where mr yosef showed us the picture of the BRAIN SCAN of a person suffering from schizophrenia. :D it was like that:
case study #1: Lydia Lee - Potential Schizophrenia
[HUGE PICTURE]
LOL can?
hahahhahahahaha i bet lydia's gonna see this roar.
LYDIA I THINK YOU'RE SCHIZO TOO! :DDD
bio was alright. lots of little fishies died in the experiment we were doing.
haron went cut the head off a live fish! D:
poor thing.
and i meant the fish. not haron.
haha but my group was nice. we saved the 3 fishies we used.
although i think they're die like in a few days cos of the experiment.
we had to dump them in test tubes with hydrogencarbonate indicator and see if they breathe out CO2 or not.
-____- one of the fishies were jumping out of the water in attempt to breathe in more oxygen.
but obviously thats impossible so yeah.
too bad fishies dont go up to heaven. it'll be nice though.
OKAY WHEW. im supposed to be on hiatus LOL.
okay whatev lah. i can always do my work and use the computer at the same time.
although the homework is piling up. ): not good. not good.
okay i should really finish the Midsummer Night's Dream book and do my homework.
discipline! DISCIPLINE! roooaaaarrrrr.
xoxo, k.
Sunday, June 15, 2008;
5:48 PM
i really miss Delphi 2 alot. ): i think we were one of the closest team ever. haha :D i mean, its only 3 days that we slept/ate/played/laughed/crapped together and whoa lah. (: i seriously miss them! and i think jeyun does too. hoho i think the one person i really got to know was elisha. (when im not hanging out with maggie and the rest) WHEN ELISHA SMILES HE'S REALLY CUTE HAHA. and no, i not remotely attracted to him in any way and he's two years younger than me. HINTHINTMAG! okay lol. haha i still remember the night we played heart attack lol. and that bryan was trying to match me up with him -__- by dropping the cards in between us. lol lame can? :D but anywayssssss. i hope i'll see them around on saturday expo svcs :D ah memories. see i told jeyun that one day she'll be glad for the photos lol.
currently reading A Midsummer Night's Dream! i know im really lag luh. ha, all the literature people read before one. hoho but whatever, i dont exactly have the time to readdddddddd but i borrowed this from mr wee! :D its his teaching copy so he has all these little notes inside so that i'll understand the story lol. yay im so gonna read it and whoooo. i love lit. seriously.
service was great. HAHA! bernard bernard bernard. he's a chao ji good actor manx! and lucas. and adrian. haha one day i'll be like them :D yay. but the drama was great. bernard "aiya, stop it lahhhhh" yosh! imagine the gay voice. omg its cool lah. :D
right. so im going back to read my book. and school starts like one week earlier (counting the amt of classes we have! ugh its like going back to school) so will be on hiatus for a while. at least until thursday comes and i watch my anime. HAHA! OKAY WHATEV. SEE YOU GUYS AROUND ;D
xoxo, k.
Friday, June 13, 2008;
9:59 AM
ngee ann's molecular genetics revision thing!
still pretty miffed i couldnt go over to mr wee's place yesterday >(
dang dang dang, i should have finished the essay ages ago.
ahh. but even if i finished the essay, i cant go over.
class ended like LATE. and had to rush home to dump the thumbdrive.
and grab rachel's birthday present.
and run down to yi ling's house by 4pm.
went home at 5, met a very unreasonable woman, got hit pretty badly.
okay i should have totally went over and not come back home.
at least i'll finish my essay there.
or distract my mind at macs or something.
okay shan't dwell on this. its over and God has brought me through!
yay (((:
so... went down to ngee ann yesterday.
molecular genetics is fun i guess.
pictures in another computer, will upload sometime soon i guess.
wanted to go into chemical technology or life sciences in ngee ann. :D
then i decided to go JC. lol.
OH. i've decided to go to the Anna Scher Theatre School when i have the chance to go overseas. :D
i think its pretty cool and i really hope that someone will sponser me!
haha! but even dramatists has other jobs as backups, so i'll have my editor of Straits Time job as backup lol.
i think its pretty cool to do what you love as your job.
i mean like, you wouldnt want to be stuck doing something you hate for the rest of your life right?
hahahah you have only one life, live it good!
dont throw it away to smoking or cussing, or even sniffing glue.
try going bungee jumping or cliff diving or sky diving or something.
THATS FREEAKING COOL LAH. ;D
i want to do somethine reckless like sky diving before im 30! haha!
cell group today at 1pm, and then cic class with the others at 630pm.
woke up this morning at 7am (what is wrong with me) and read about Gideon in the bible.
i think Gideon is cool. he practically wiped out the Midonites with 300 men!
and of course, God's power. ((:
so anyways. bandana design for later is done.
all thats left is potluck! i have no idea what to make.
and MOTHER is not helping out either roar.
hmfp. i shall do it with my own two hands! and with God!
songsheet to be prepared by 1pm (i wish maggie was around, roar) which is like in 2 hours.
O: maggie's birthday is coming! hoho
and i wish Os will hurry up and be over so that i can work on drama productions.
roarahahahahaha.
service tmrw! i dont have bs, and im going for JW service!
like finally i can see the red and black guy LOL.
and True Worshippers coming tmrw! and omg its father's day too.
I NEED TO GET A PRESENT FOR MY DAD GAH.
i should just tie a red ribbon on my head and give it to him haha!
okay shall find something, somewhere.. -__-
i have a ton of things to do!
and the english essay is staring at me from my table so i think i should finish that up.
okay so bye, see you around!
xoxo, k.
Thursday, June 12, 2008;
7:46 PM
CHAN WENT OVER TO MR WEE'S FOR ENGLISH CLASS AND I COULD'NT! OMG WHY. WHY TODAY OF ALL DAYS. this really sucks.
kinda gone through rough stuff today. im glad there's Psalms 23. :D Johovah Jireh, He is my Provider. :D
gah that mr wee better make another english class that i can actually make it for. dang dang dang!
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008;
11:16 AM
you finally find; you and i collide.
i think if a guy sings this i'll really melt. :D
kyahhhhhhh. there was this guy during the NEOs concert that sang this song.
it was so nice can. haha
i wonder if next year emerge talentime anyone'g gonna sing this.
maggie will so scream. ahah!
my USB wire isnt working! >(
roar this is so ugh. shall try again tonight!
patience is a virtueeeeeee.
-tries to convince herself.-
going sakae with maggie later! :D
yay. havent ate sushi in a long time.
and its really random but im starting to miss the D2 people.
): okay i hope we'll meet up soon. :D
(and play heart attack lol.)
meeting maggie in an hour, gotta go! see ya around.
xoxo, k.
Monday, June 09, 2008;
9:04 PM
back from camp! (: and gah im really tired out. slept once i got home and my bones are still aching. :D but its fun. and i totally want to go back again. hahahaha! man, those that missed it really missed the fun luh. :D prayed till 2am the first night and then had to wait A HOUR for a BATH. haha! somemore me and mag can talk till 4am in the morning and not die the next morning lol. although maggie had huge eyebags after that O: devotion in the morning was great seriously. you feel really refreshed after praying and reading the bible. and then brother Ian shared a really good word. was really blessed. :D
omg then we had games O: I THINK WE SHOULD HAVE A CLAN TUG-O-WAR!! hahahahaha! or like during school camps have tug-o-war luh. its dang fun :DD campfire at night, i definately lost my voice then can. hoho. and then there was the thousand legged worm dance thingy. omg, so chaotic lah. i was practically grabbing samson so that i wont lag behind lol. 200 PEOPLE RUNNING AROUND IN A REALLY REALLY LONG LINE IN A TIGHT SPACE! ahahahah fun can :D mel was wearing the chingay costume that kept slipping off LOL. the skirt kept dropping luh, i was practically laughing when he hitched it up and finally flung it off :D and he was totally enjoying the gladiator costume thing. LOL.
played Heart Attack till ike 2am (omg) ytd night. so random can, we were all really scared we'll get caught for playing cards (even though we werent gambling and stuff) so everytim a random person walked pass we'll hide the cards, wes would play his guitar and i started leading the "prayer meeting" -____- haha! and when they're gone brian gave out the prayer cards LOL. "okay, im giving out the prayer cards!" (me) "okay whatever cardS you get right, add up the numbers and you gotta bring that amt of friends for service next week!" HOHO. :D THEN OMG, when we were halfway playing there was this guy (CHING SENG LOL.) that came up to us. everyone was staring at him luh. we thought he was some adult person coming over to tell us off for playing cards. so this guy, he came up to us then he stood behind CY. brian: what are you doing here? ching seng: felt led by the spirit to come here. everyone: -silence- serena: -starts breaking up in hysterical laughter- me: -stares at the guy and wonder if he's possessed.- CY: ER, so do you want to play? ching seng: okay. LOL CAN. he was really stone lah. he had this oh-okay-i'll-do-whatever-you-guys-are-doing look on his face. hahaahahah and in the end when we played heart attack, he's the only one that didnt siam off. ahhhahahaha.
so okay! random pictures from a 2.0MEGAPIX PHONE! i really want to get a 7.2MEGAPIX CAMERA ALRD LAH. roar. i cant take blurry pictures! >(
serena and maggie's in the Corinth group! :D
and im in the ever chao ji good Delphi group yay.
(and i realised something. i look the same for all the pictures lol.)
(seriously, look at the rest of the pictures -__-)
xiuzhen in her extremely unglam morning look :x haha!
and that wenkai! >( was trying to hit me with his sleeping bag ROAR! he kept hiding when we were taking pics lah. so yay we managed to snap a picture of the (really really) wierd wenkai :D
ugh. maggie's barbie fingers O: i still cant believe i did this can! i look dumb la! O_O
okay! there's more pictures to come, but gotta wait till wanxin comes online and sends it to me :D
ahhh. but im really glad i met lots of people.
elisha, anzoe, the track&field girls (lol), mousey, edmund, raymond, cy, alvin, avery, ching seng, brian, heather and other fab people. thanks you all! (:
hahahaha! now that camp's over im gotta mug like !!@#!@# again.
prelims are next month! O_O
okay gotta go. its 9pm but i need sleep badly.
see you guys around!
xoxo, k.
Saturday, June 07, 2008;
1:18 PM
way away away from here i'll be;
way away so you cant see.
gonna run away for 3 days and will be back only on monday! :D
imagine taking a break from all the computers and teevees and telephones and laptops.
i bet my tagboard's gonna overflow with tags from that anonymous person :D
okay lydia texted me today and told me we've got ONE MONTH TILL PRELIMS.
ohhh great this totally screws.
going to camp = missing 3 days of rev!
but it'll also mean a touch of Heaven, and a rhema relevation. :D
so i guess thats okay.
alrighty see you on monday!
xoxo, k.
Friday, June 06, 2008;
5:34 PM
OH MY GOSH.
i think it has finally sunk in.
its THREE MONTHS TO O LEVELS. i have a million things to revise. I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME GAH.
xoxo, k.
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9:13 AM
with You i'll walk the narrow way,
through tears and joy and stormy seas
i will trust in You.
tagged by jeyun -_- havent done a tag for a long time so here goes.
Instuctions: Remove 1 question and replace it with your own. Tag 8 people, list 'em out at the end of the post Notify 'em through their tagboard that they've been tagged.
1.Who are you chatting with now?
no one. -_- i was talking to nick online but he had to go for tuition.
2.What do you want the most now?
finish all the holiday homework and do my revision instead of being online! ):
3.What will you be doing at 6pm?
probably doing my english essay online or watching teevee xD
4.Do you hate your friends sometimes?
nah, dont really hate. just disappointed in them.
5.When do you wish to die?
natural death: sometime in the future? spiritual death: NEVER. i'll live for eternity. (:
6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
noah saw it once :D and yes, i do cos i've seen it too. (i mean, look at the scientifically, the raindrops act like prisms when sunlight shines thru them after the rain and we all know that the light will split into 7 different colours etcetc)
7.What impossible things you would wish to do?
i dont have any impossible things to do actually. all things are possible through Him! ((:
8.What are your greatest phobia?
i dont anything to fear you dope. i got the bestest Father in the whole wide world and He's living in me (:
9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
what!? no! of course not, im so nice lah.
10.What if your crush asked you out?
i'll probably have that kind of smiley face :D and then scream YES. haha!
11.When was the last time you fell in love?
hmmm, when and not whom? :D few months ago lah. but after all im an "iron" person. i fall in love a lot. ha!
12.What feeling do you hate the most?
emtpyness.
13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
definately.
14.What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
ugh. homework and revision and school. bleah.
15.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
haha! God is always here for me so i dont really have to hope for that.
16.List words that describe you?
ahaha! you really want to know? :D okay here goes:
pretty, intelligent, charismatic, confident, good leader, talk talk talk, and every good thing you can find in the dictionary! :D
17.Who do you love most?
God. duh.
18.The craziest things you ever did?
ah i dont know. there's too many i think! haha
one of it is telling my physics teacher that a particular guy was cute.
which kinda sucks cos he told him. ugh.
19.What is your greatest secret?
ER. you might want to ask God that. haha!
20.Tagged people: anyone that wants to kill time :D and maggie, lizzie, chan, joelynn, wes, esther, laura, shelle.
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watched Prince Caspian on wed! ((:
Skander Keynes is so hot.
he's the guy that plays edmund.
and he's only seventeen! kyaaaaa.
but surprise ending tho. ha!
caspian actually likes susan. O:
that didnt happen in the book!
oh wells. but overall its nice.
you guys should watchhhhhhhh :D
man. i kinda promised myself i would study after blogging.
shucks i need to do notes! ):
and finish homework! and pack stuff for camp tmrw!
and there's only two weeks left till hols are over.
this screws man >( 3 months to Os! O:
i am so freaking out.
okay i should get a move on those math questions before i yell at myself for wasting the hols away!
roar.
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008;
10:32 PM
dont know if this is gonna be a short or long post, i havent decided yet.
english class was fun i guess. learnt extra stuff (and revision for stuff that mr wee went thru anyways) i feel really bad not memorising the english essays that mr wee gave in class. gah when he called me out in class i totally forgot the answer can. >( and im supposedly one of the "better" students. you can practically hear the disappointment in his voice lah. so okay, im setting aside WHAT LITTLE TIME I HAVE to memorise the descriptive phrases. hopefully i'll be able to use them in Os. anways. didnt want to sit thru ms kuek's and ms rafiyah's class but oh well. at least i learnt something. and omg lydia and diana. I TELL YOU ITS COINCIDENCE OKAY. seriously! hahaha and there were no staring involved in any of the classes! you guys are thinking waaaaaaay too much. roar! :D shall strangle you guys when school reopen, HAHA.
did productive work today like filing the !!#%^*!! worksheets that took up a huge amt of space on my table. i feel great lah, ha! i actually filed them. once and for all :D yay me. now i just have to complete the annoying pile of holiday homework (which consists of 3 mock paper ones and twos, 3 sets of SBQ ws (12 questions?) from the killer cat, an english essay, chem and other physics stuff) and i totally lose all concentration when i see those ADDITIONAL MATH QUESTIONS. hahaha and my dad was telling me it doesnt matter if i didnt score well for amath, he just wants me to pass -__- good encouragement. haha! at least im under lesser pressure.
oh speaking of my dad. he cooked this wierd spaghetti thingy today with boiled fish fillets or something. he was so glad that he was EDIBLE that he was prancing around lol. my sister took a video, and we're planning to submit in for the CHC's video thingy for fathers' day LOL. ((: we rock we rock we rock! :D
havent replied lizzie's email yet gah must do it tmrw!
okay need to study. dad's shoving huge amount of pressure on me >( !$@#!!!&^ now im always feeling i dont have time to revise on all my SEVEN subjects. i mean omg. have you seen how much stuff i have to write notes for and memorise and commit to memory!!? gah im just being paranoid. dang.
ah okay bye.
[edit] I DO NOT LIKE HIM OMG. i just think he's cute thats all okay! :) [edit]
xoxo, k.
Monday, June 02, 2008;
3:15 PM
social studies mock was okay i guess. lydia was complaining she didnt finish and diana was saying she threw 13 marks away. hahaha so gonna get clawed by may tan. i practically just wrote down everything i've crammed in 2hrs before the exam started lol. didnt manage to finish, but wrote a reasonable amt of words. lol can? :D should be able to get my A though. yay!
pastor preached a really good word yesterday (: faith + hope + love = servanthood. and servanthood means being willing to be the one that does even the tiny jobs that people feel its not worth doing! you know like, washing the disciples feet or being a choir member instead of a backup vocalist. things like that. willingness to do the tiniest and most unnoticable things instead of hogging the limelight. its great. (: and one hour of praying everyday!
your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
oh. and pst talked about Laminin too! ((: laminin is a 3 chord-strand protein in our body that is vital in making sure overall body structures hold together. basically it keeps our body from falling apart. and a 3 chord-strand protein is not easily broken. (: here's a picture yeah. (:
it's the shape of a cross! (:
its really cool luh.
imagine millions of millions of these tiny things in your body. (:
i have crosses in my body! :D haha
We are so very very small...
Our significance is in our insignificance.
God cares for us so much that his same fingerprint can be found within us.
yay.
i serve a good, and faithful and BIG God (:
xoxo, k.
Sunday, June 01, 2008;
5:28 PM
mag claims the teletubbies REALLY looked like this. O:
anyways. was sick yesterday, high fever 38.1 degrees. okay it really sucks to be sick, you cant move, you gotta have an icepack on your forehead and you sleep so much that you feel like you're melting. but! thanks to all that prayed for me (: especially evil rabbit, evil cow, evil orang utan and jeyun! (: and all those that i didnt mention :D ni hen hao! im feeling much bttr already and thank God for staying by my side the entire afternoon. i actually thought i was gonna be half dead in my bed till the next morning, but its a good thing that my temperature dropped at around 9++ pm. gotta study for the !!@#@ ss test tmrw anyways. dang.
yeah, so thanks you guys. (: you guys are the best (:
okay, gotta go. (mock) exam tmrw and if you get less than a B4, your parents are coming down at PTM. gah. see you around!
xoxo, k.
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