supposed to post up a very unglam photo of francis and jeyun but there's some annoying problem with my USB wire. so next time! (jeyun must be really happy now lol)
okay, both jeyun and mag tagged me. but jeyun tagged first so... here goes.
1. The person who tag you is: JEYUN. 2. Your relationship with him/her is: hao peng you. :D and cg member! 3. Your five impression of him/her: crazy, mad, insane, weird and hen hao. :D HAHA 4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: ERM, listen to me complain? and take pictures HAHA 5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: I LOVE YOU LOL. 6.If he/she become your lover, you will: please ah, kezia is 100% female. not sure abt jeyun tho. HAHAHA 7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: no lovers, no lovers. 8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: i will roar at her! :D haha! 9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: ahhhh jeyun so nice, how can be my enemy! (im nicer k) :D 11. Your overall impression of him/her is: hen hen hen hao! 12. How you think people around you will feel about you: you really want to know? hot, smart, pretty, charismatic, intelligent, confident, the list goes on forever. aahaha 13. The characters you love of yourself are: preserverence? i guess. and confidence babeh. 14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: procrastination ): 15. The most ideal person you want to be is: hot, from church, spiritual life high, less than 5 years older than me, knows how to play the guitar, smart, dramatic, confident (my OTL fits all of these. HAHAHA) 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: hello, i know you love me :D
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. 1. mag lim 2. chan chan 3. wesley 4. lizzie 5. franfran (no blog ah.) 6. lee ling en (also no blog ah.) 7. carlos (another one no blog ah.) 8. ally koh the apple pie 9. natasya! 10. (go!) Goh w-e-n-k-a-i :D
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? (ly) with the actor that played Peter in the Chronicles Of Narnia :D 19. Is no.9 a male or female? (natasya) HAHAH hard to say ah. :D:D girl! 20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (carlos, kai) huh, please ah. both guys leh. haha! 22. What is no.2 studying about? (chan) duh, she sits beside me in class. what do you think she's studying! 23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (wesley) yesterday, he was MEOWING over the phone 24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? (ally koh) her cheeeena music haha! 25. Does no.1 have any siblings? (yy) no, she's the only child! haha sad. 26. Will you woo no.3? (wesley) OMGGGG NO WAY HAHAHA 27. How about no.7? (carlos) HAHAHA THIS ONE EVEN MORE IMPOSSIBLE LA. 28. Is no.4 single? (lizzie) nope, she has the floppy fringe master that sings :D 29. What is the surname of no.5? (franfran) GUAN! FRANCIS GUAN YUE! 30. What 's the hobby of no.10? (kai) basketball, lol. soccer to bball. 31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (fran, natasya) huh, they barely know one another haha 32. Where is no.2 studying at? (chanchan) TAKE A GUESS, she sits beside me in class -___- 33. Talk something casually about no.1? (mag) she smells and she has cheena hair ahaha 34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (ally) er, no, although she always say she loves me haha! 35. Where does no.9 live at? (natasya) near the bubble tea shop HAHA! 36. What colour does no.4 like? (liz) pink i guess O: 37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? (mag, fran) they attached ah. HAHAHAHAHA! 38. Does no.1 have any pets? (mag) no, she has a stuffed cow though. haha 39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (carlos) no duh, cos i am the sexiest person in the world. 40. What is no. 10 doing now? (kai) probably sleeping in class or something. (no la no la) haha!
i just wasted 15 minutes of my life. ahahahaha
and i'm seriously going to not blog for a long long long time. :D O levels are in 2 months (which is freaking short) and i'm not even done with revision yet. okay so will be on hiatus! see you guys around
xoxo, k.
Friday, August 22, 2008;
2:41 PM
"Life sucks, and then you die." - Jacob Black.
yeah, i know what you mean.
tired beyond belief. and i'm really not kidding. having weird mood swings and getting pissed at people for no reason. and after that i feel really really really bad. i'm just really thankful bainy, lydia, carlos, chan and ally dont get mad at me. ahhhhh i have to work on suppresing the bad stuff. sometimes i really wonder what do i deserve to have them. haha they're great people :D it's really unbelivable though. i'm letting things that have never affected me before get under my skin. what happened to positive thinking? what happened to Greater is He in me than of the world? what happened to the confidence? i guess i just have to stop once in a while in the life race and get recharged and refreshed with God once again. and that reminds me... i miss cell group ): and mag, and franfran and wes. we used to have late night phone conferences and talk abt our problems and stuff... now we're all so busy and far apart. sigh.
i need God's presence back in my life, i can't go on alone.
well okay. prelim results are officially out. LIR5 was horrible, but im totally sure i can ace my subjects during Os. :D had an A2 (72% overall) for ENGLISH so thank God :) although i was hoping for an A1, but an A2 is good enough for prelims. hahaha shall get my A1 for Os. anw, mock exams are back and i'm actually doing my math tys. haha i must be really anxious to get my B3 for math. MATH IS FUN! MATH IS NICE! MATH IS MY BEST FRIEND! ugh. haha gonna get more assessment books later on... sept hols is in 2 weeks! dang, O levels are coming so fast.
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out
just brought me back to how i cried when i heard this song in FOP. haha
okay... gotta go, night class later and i wanna take a much needed nap. :D
xoxo, k.
Monday, August 18, 2008;
8:30 PM
and then you realise
there's always someone cheering you on
service was great. Dr Peter Wagner is one heck of a preacher man! and he truely saved the best sermon for the last :D prayer changes God's decision. and prayer is really the key for success to EVERYTHING. a prayer that has child-like faith, and bam God's power will flow thru your life. i'm so glad that i have the opportunity to be a ConnectGroup leader, to strengthen and enlarge my capacity and grow my members even in the midst of my busy schedule! realised that truely you put God's Kingdom first, all things shall be added onto you. yay for God, yay for me :D
English results out tmrw, omgomgomgomg i'm so nervous.
Prelims just ended and already i'm swamped with so much homework. 2 History essays, 2 SS essays, 3 THICK amath integration/differenciation papers, Chem skill set 3 prac, and argh so much other things to study and revise for. okay i shouldn't be complaining... its all for you own good kezia, all for your own good... dang.
i am getting pretty white metal thick-rimmed spectacles soon! very happy. :D haha but i gotta save up. so annoying. the frames alone costs $90++ and parents not gonna sponser me this time. ROAR. hah but i'll totally take care of my specs (for once) if i actually buy them myself. ahhh. white specs white specs! i hope the shop offers nice designs. shall go out with erica LEK soon and take a look at yew tee. haha
CLB prelims paper was absolute rubbish. HAHA but i actually wrote more than i normally would... so im guessing that i can probably get the merit i'm aiming for. although you gotta be O_O if you cant even pass CLB. (whoops sorry kenny wong! hahha) ah well. can't wait to get back to watching Letters From Iwo Jima during CLB lessons.
ohhhh. clb orals on 22nd sept. bet its gonna be easy as nuts. :D
ah well. the O levels stress is finally reaching the people in my class. one of them actually broke down and cried like hell this afternoon. cheh, 4E1 people aint perfect anyway. dont get why teachers love to compare us with other classes. creme la cream, the cherry on the cake... even superman needs a break. HAAAA okay ranting again. cheh.
right, so its 830pm now and kezia needs to study. bye :D AND IT'S GOING TO RAIN YESSSSSS-AH. (love rainy days :D) okayokay bye
xoxo, k.
Saturday, August 16, 2008;
10:57 PM
dancing in bright streets
streets that has no names
spent my entire saturday afternoon studying my weakest science subject - chemistry. (pats back) was a torture to sit down and concentrate on metals, mole concept, electrolysis, exidation and reduction and i finally realised that chemistry isnt that hard after all. :D i can't believe i didn't go out ('cept for school in the morning for biology practical) and didn't have something on. HAHAHA i must be getting into exam mood alr. ah well. so much more to do, so little time. i gotta get ALL my notes done before the sept hols, then im off to get tons of assessment books for practice. chemistry skill set 3 practical this wednesday,i'm hoping i get a high grade for that and i'd secured a grade up for my chem o level papers! yayness.
photoshopped a bit earlier on. realised my skills has become BADDDDD. ugh. havent touched CS3 for pretty long time. dang. photoshopping is a fab way of taking breaks. seriously. if you're an artsy kind of person that is. i love arts! i shall be a journalist when i grow up. lit, hist, english! absolute LOVE.
i hope Os gets over and done soon and then i can get back to reading all the books i've been missing out (A Midsummer's Night Dream by Shakesphere! haven't finished yet! gah) and get a chance to actually step into cinema theatres and have a movie marathon or shop or do something totally unrelated to STUDYING. seriously. i'm way too tensed up. way way too tensed up.
ah well. service tmr at JW! gotta sleep... see you around yo. :D
xoxo, k.
Thursday, August 14, 2008;
6:29 PM
it's okay to be different
to step out of that mask and be who I am
HELLO PEOPLE. haven't been blogging for ages. (4 days is long okay) :D
had EL O levels oral yesterday and and i seriously didn't expect HAIRDRESSERS and HAIRSTYLES to come out as the topic for conversation and picture discussion. i expected INTELLECTUAL things like youth olympic games or teamwork or something, not some wonky "What is your favourite hairstyle" question. HAHAAAA i was so nervous ok. kept talking non-stop. Ms Lee promised to ask the examiners how Day two Team one people did tmrw :D i am so psyched. i'm so gonna pray that i'll get my distinction for EL oral! yay
and Chinese o level results came out last monday as well! thank God i'm not taking normal chinese can :D YAY CLB! ha so congrats to lee ling en and bainy for getting their A2s for MT! 3/4 of my class actually scored distinctions for chinese la. i feel so inferior in the cheena language. hahahaha but CLB is fun. we're watching Letters From Iwo Jima during class now, and the movie is so fab can. WW2, Japanese Occupation... historic stuff, i think its really cool. :D can't wait to take History in SAJC yeah. wheee lydia says i should try watching Wall-E so i shall find time to watch it soon :D and Hana Yori Dango Movie is coming out in september! YESSSS-AH i cant wait :D
ooooh yes. i almost forgot. Ms tan returned out social studies and history paper today! i scored 78/100 for it :D distinction! and i got 72% for history, distinction cannn :D HAHA total that up together, i scored an A1 for my Combined Humanities grade. :D and i was one of the 4 people who scored a distinction so yay, thank God for his grace and strength and wisdom during my exams! i shall score for my other subjects as well yay :D hahaha special thanks to my cg as well, who has been praying for my exams and everything. thanks you guys :D
ah. bainy, lydia and carlos said something today that kinda struck me. we were talking about our math results and everything.
"You're putting in 100% for your humanities, but only 50% for your math. That's why you're only getting borderline passes or failing the papers."
that got me thinking... do i really want to see the B3 in my emath and my pass in amath the way i want a distinction for my Humanities? How much am i willing to put in this few more weeks till the biggest exam i've ever taken? if i really put in a 100% for my math, will i really not be at the bottom anymore? Food for thought... and it certainly got me thinking. :D
its 9 more weeks to O levels and busy mugging everyday so i'll probably won't be posting anything soon! will come back occasionally to update about prelims results and all so see you guys around :D (dont forget to wave when you see me :D)
xoxo, k.
Sunday, August 10, 2008;
10:17 AM
thanks ah chan. HAHA.
TEN THINGS ABOUT ME 1. Are you single? – Yep. 2. Are you happy about that? – I guess. :D 3. Are you bored? - ERM. yes actually. 4. Are you sad? - NO. why would i be? 5. Are you Italian? – HAHA NO. 6. Are you plastic? – natural beauty is the best can. 8. Are you cool? – no, im HOT. :D 9. Are you chinese? – Yep. not that cheeeeeeena though. 10.What are you? – Human BEAN. and a Child Of God (obviously, hoho)
TEN FACTS 1. Initials – KY 2. Nicknames – AH. no way i'm answering this. 3. Birth Place - SINGAPORE! go RED! :D 4. Hair color – Black. dark dark dark Black. 5. Age - 16 BABEH. whoo. 6. Eye color – black. daaaark black. 7. Birthday – 20th January (remember it or else) 8. Mood – i dont know. normal? HAHA 9. Favorite Colors – Black, Red, Shiny stuff (even though its not a colour) 10. Left or Right Handed - Right.
TEN THIS OR THAT? 1. Love or money ? – Love. 2. Hard liquor or beer? - Hard Liquor. 3. Cats or dogs? – Cats. 4. A few best friends or many regular friends? – few best friends. 5. Television or Internet? – Internet. teevee doesnt have much stuff. 'cept cheeena dramas. 6. Pepsi or coke? – coke LIGHT. HAHAHAH 7. Wild night out or romantic night - romantic Night. 8. Money or Happiness? – happiness i guess. 9. Night or day? – both? :D 10.IM or phone? – Phone, duh.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP 1. Smile or eyes – both. 2. Light or dark hair – black. dont like blondies. 3. Hugs or kisses – Both. HAHA. 4. Intelligence or attraction? - um. both. 5. Hook-up or relationship - relationship! no hook-ups. ugh. 6. Trust or love? – love. its the foundations of EVERYTHING. 7. Long distance or close? – close. definately. 8. Call or text? – Both yo. 9. Older or younger? – i dont go for young guys. 10.Looks or Personality – personality. and looks. hahaha
TEN LAST 1. Last phone call you made – mag lim yunyi. but she was sleeping. 2. Last phone call you received – boyFRAN! HAHA. 3. Last person/people you hung out with? - family dinner yesterday night. met REUBEN! hahaha 4. Last person to text you – boyFRAN. HAHAHA. :D 5. Last person you tickled? – Natalie. my cute lil' cousin. 6. Last person you IM? – tang fan wei. HAHA nick yo. 7. Last person you hugged? – um. my lil' cousin MARC. the cutest kid EVER. 8. Last person you slept with? - my older sis. we share a room. but she's overseas now. :D 9. Last person/people you laughed with? - REUBEN AND RAPH. HAHA. 10. Last dream you can remember? – i dreamt i was swimming. SERIOUSLY. bet im too caught up with weight issues.
TEN PEOPLE I TAG 1. Mag YUNYI. haha 2. Jeyun 3. Wesley 4. Lizzeh 5-10. whoever that wants to do this thing. lazy to think lah. haha
okay, off for service! :D bye
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008;
10:58 AM
living rain, fall again
over my life, over my land, wash my heart again
Stuck on: Parachute Band - Living Rain
Let your People Come
In Desperate Need To You we Run
Called by your Great Name
With Humble Hearts We Seek Your Ways
We Believe in Faith Your Promises
Will Never Break Turn From Wicked Ways
To live as Christ For all our Days
Pre-chorus:
O God High up in Heaven
Won't You Heal our Land
Chorus:
Living Rain Fall Again
Over my Life Over my Land
Living Rain Wash my Heart Again
Open Wide Heaven Skies
Over my Street O Spirit reside
Living Rain Flood my Life Again
Bridge:
Come Back, Back to Your First Love
Back to Your first Love
Back to the Cross
Come Back, Back to Your First Love
Back to Your First Love
At the Foot of the Cross
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was totally captured by the song when i first heard it. i think it caught everyone's heart during the FOP service. it was really really good. oh the band played another song too - Surrender All. shall post it up soon. you'll really like it.
biology MCQ paper tmr. gotta study for it. enjoy the song, its great. :D
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008;
1:15 PM
BREAKING DAWNPEOPLE!
it's finally out and i have my own copy of it! yeessssssAH!
i finally realised why the cover page is a white queen and a red pawn. its so obvious why after reading the book. seriously, it fits the story perfectly. HAHA and okay fine, i shan't reveal the story and be a spoiler 'cos i get really weird mood swings (aka pissed) when people starts annoying the hell out of me because of unfanthomable reasons. but i shouldn't be all huffy and prissy about this so yep.
the book is good though, i would recommend it to those who like a good read :D and romance, especially. although you gotta read from the first book (Twilight) in order to understand the full story. Breaking Dawn is one of the best books i've read, besides Shakesphere's works and a few other favourites of mine. Edward Cullen is HOT. haha! i actually spent the entire day yesterday reading the book till 2am in the morning and still managed to get thru the chemistry MCQ prelim exams today. guess mr ang really wanted us to pass this time round. HOHO. but seriously, i thought the paper was... alright.
well, at least i know its not Bella that feels for Jacob. it's the half-vampire BABY inside of her that jacob's gonna get imprinted on. GO EDWARD CULLEN :D
okayokayokay, no spoilers. that's only like half the book luh ok. other half is... interesting too. HAHA you get to see Bella's vampire power which is pretty cool i guess.
OKAY. no more, i shall stop. last paper on thursday - i am so GLAD. wheeee but i still gott mug after that. unfortunately. sigh. okay see you around!
xoxo, k.
Sunday, August 03, 2008;
10:11 PM
your light will shine when all else fades
FOP service was great. (: the Parachute Band played some really fab songs and the Hillsong female singer that had a guitar and amazing vocals was OMG. sermon was great as well, i'm really glad i went to indoor yesterday. :D
The songs just brought me back to how mighty and good He is in my life, how He had brought my out of every valley i've been through and taken me up to another level of spiritual maturity. ahhh. i wanted to go again today but, physics and emath paper tmr! ): have to mug.
and i have a big thing to tell magdelene lim yunyi muaahaHAHHAHA. (so you better call me soon) :D
okay, off to mug! see you guys tmr
xoxo, k.
Friday, August 01, 2008;
1:22 PM
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know
Stuck on: Thunder - Boys Like Girls
Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze I need to step outside,
just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think I'll make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
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Prelims Day Five:
FINALLY THE HEAVY WEIGHT PAPERS ARE OVER!
yeah baby. i am so psyched right now.
didn't get a chance to blog yesterday cos i was so damn tired 'cos i studied till 2am in the morning and i came home straight after school and flopped on the couch. slept till ike 7+pm and realised i didnt study social studies at all. freaked out, went to eat dinner and studied for a pathetic chapter. which came out in today's exam so YAY :D and yes, i didn't touch Biology at all. didn't even open the book. HAAAA.
Social Studies paper was eeeeeeeeasy. seriously. all the stuff i studied (Effectiveness of UN, ASEAN's Role, etcetc) didn't even come out lah, what the heck. mugged my brain out ytd till 2am (again) trying to cram the information in and it didn't even come out! okay i should be thankful that Causes of Conflict Betw. Countries came out and Transnational crap, didn't study for that but it's practically stuck in my head so YAY :D
distinction rate: 100% :D i guess
Biology was crap, most of the answers were based on logic. as in, logically this thing would happen, logically this thing wouldn't happen. got the annoying High Blood Pressure wrong cos i didn't mention Insulin and the other weird hormones in the blood. GREAT. this is what happens when you put SS exam and Bio exam together - people end up studying for the evil cat's exam cos she'll kill you if you fail.
distinction pass rate: 4/5
had Physics paper and Amath Paper 2 yesterday.
Physics was... killer. okay, maybe it wasn't that bad but i lost 10 marks cos i didn't study the chapter on Moment and the Mercury Pressure thingy. forgot the formula which is so annoying. BUT! lots of questions on the last few chapters (which i actually mugged for) so i guess it went pretty okay.
distinctionpass B4 rate: 3/5
Amath Paper Two was surprising 'cos i never thought it would be easier than paper one. ah well, i wrote more than i usually write in the paper so i guess it's easier?
pass rate: 4/5 hopefully.
yay now all that's left is the Science MCQs and Emath Paper One and i'm done for Prelims! :D and then there's the Os. man i'm so tired and i gotta rest. cell group later! can't wait. okay see you around.
Lydia's Corny Pick-up Line #328947328423239482194
man: I'm going to call the police.
woman: why?
man: 'cos you stole my heart. :D
xoxo, k.
Escaping Reality
CINNAMON!
I'm a superhero in disguise so shhh, don't tell my mom. Join the fight against Ben 10!