Sunday, April 23, 2006;
11:41 AM
this is THE DAY that the LORD has made
i will REJOICE and be GLAD in it ((:
exams are HERE and im studying harder then i did last year. its a big improvement man. i dunno why i wanted to study, i just felt that i wanna get better marks for my exams this time round. guess im sick of all the bad grades and horrible scoldings. hahaa. as you can see in my wishlist, im aiming for B3 and above! yay! if you can see it, you can recieve it ((: so im trusting God to lead me! and thanks to all the chc people that hugged me yesterday in service!! ahahhahaa. yesterday was crying day! everybody was crying cos of things that happened in their lives. all i can say is, thats happening in mine too. so just keep praying and trusting God and know that there are so many people behind you that will help you! YAY ((:
the weeks have been really rocky since that incident happened. but if they want to treat me like dung, its okay. cuz i dun need them. they're not the ones that are gonna follow me to heaven. they're just some POPULAR people that are so negative. like what sister kaixin says: " people who are around negative people will get influenced by them and in turn, become negative people." so anyway, im sick of being their scapegoat. im not really sure what im gonna do without them, but i noe God will help me and show me the right path no matter how far i've gone down the wrong path. THANK YOU!! so no matter comes my way, i will use that stumbling block to be my stepping block. im not gonna cry just cuz someone betrayed me or steal my stuff, its all so yesterday. im gonna smile at them and forgive them even though they hurt me and stuff. i got the real friends right beside me, and God beside me, so i will fear nothing.
pos on thursday was, one of the worst practices. sad but true. its like the rooms are taken up for the talentime auditions and we have no room to dance!! den me and 4 other girls were practicing [yes, THATS how little we were] the dance and was taking a break when JOHN came and told us to dance and let him see how we did. so we gave out a hundred and one, and guess what he said! " you guys need more energy! " oh my gosh, we were TIRED OUT. so anyways, after he did that we practiced AGAIN and good thing by then it was abt 9 so we had to stop. hahaa, my fwen was so darn relieved. so was one of the worst dancers, absolutely NO ENERGY at all, and the whole dance, its a bit screwed. oh well. den i asked geraldine wad john told us and she say that no, our i.c. brother eric said a completely different thing. OH MY GOSHH. so dance didnt turned out very good. BUT IT WAS STILL FUN!!! AND EVEN THOUGH MY BONES ARE LIKE HURTING, I LOVED IT!! :D
oh, and those who have seen my tagboard lately, you should be able to see this/these person/people by the name of "NoName" tagging really funny stuff on the tagboard. oh man, its so hilarious. the devil actually using them to tag rumors on my blog. hhahaa. so funny man. anyway, i know who the person is, but im not telling the person/people off or anything. if the person/people want to do this, im not gonna be angry or whatever. cuz this time im gonna be controlling my anger. btw, notice i used the term " people". cuz i know its a variety of people thats in my class, and are girls. ANYWAYS, im not gonna talk to the person/people that tag on my tagboard anymore cuz its so pointless and im actually giving the person i chance to get in my nerves. as prisca would say, " these things will happen when you have a blog thats published publicly. oh wells. ((: thnks cheryl for tagging too!
basically, theres more that happened during the week but, as i said, this is a public blog that people can see, so if anything you wanna find out, come to me and i'll decide to tell you anots! hahaas.
oh and this is for daphne: PLEASE PLEASE stop screaming my name in the mrt every saturday when we're coming home. and playing the barney and cuppycake song! its so embarrassing!! so many people looking at us like we're some retarted people!! hahhaa. too high liaos.. too high liaos.. HAHAHAA.
yawns. think i go surf the net some more and maybe study history den i'll sleep. HAHAAs
xoxo, k.
