I realised i've been neglecting lots of people 'cos of my studies and all. people like mag whom i haven't called in ages to just talk over little things, haven't replied liz's email (which is damn horrid of me), prayer conferences for my connect group members, and even conferences with the 4 Besties. ahhhhh shucks.
2 more months, just two more months!
it's really bad to stay up late at night to study. seriously. you get terrible outbreaks and you end up coming home earlier the next day to sleep in the afternoon. i have so little time left! and it's already the middle of the week... soon another week will be gone and it'll be a step nearer to the Os. ): i keep reminded myself thats there's not enough time for me to mug which is really bad 'cos i'm just freaking myself out. HAHA
so anywaysssssss. Pure Chem Paper 2 and Emath Paper 2 today!
Chemistry wasn't that bad i guess. At least it really wasn't as bad as i thought it would be HAHA. but i didn't know why sodium sulphate and potassium sulphate cannot be separated using paper chromatography. dang. it just slipped my mind okay! left that question blank in the end. and i almost didn't have time to finish the paper... i actually took my time to do Section A. haha! smoked thru the last Structured Essay Question during the last 15 minutes i had.
Distinctionpass B4 rate: 3/5
Emath paper was a KILLER. practically threw away 10 marks to a annoying down payment question that hardly anyone could answer. box and whiskers plot was rubbish. i anyhow sketch. even the first question was so demoralizing. who was the teacher that set the paper!? chem seemed so easy compared to the emath paper. roar!
Distinction pass rate: 3/5 i hope. HAHA
shucks whatever. tired now and gonna take a nap before mugging again (: see you tmrw
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008;
1:26 PM
for My yoke is easy and My burden is light.
it's time to take it slow, be refreshed and renewed,
and run the race together with Him.
Prelims Day Two:
okay seriously, i'm not on hiatus much. HAHA. i'm taking a break! nerding too much makes the brain fried! today... the verse "Do unto others what you want others to do unto you" just surfaced before i walked into the school hall. hmmm. and i realised the toilet behind the hall is actually quite nice. they have showers and a huge fan. HAHA windy okay. not bad can. :D
History Paper and Amath Paper One today!
History was fun. its a really good thing i went thru Hitler and his policies yesterday night. Thank God it came out as one of the SEQs :D i hope i didn't write out of point... although i think it was pretty okay. Was surprised at one of the SEQ on Gorbachev's policies, it seemed easy. HAHA but since i barely touched the chapter on The Fall Of Communism i practically skipped that question.
distinction rate: ATTAINABLE!
Amath was like... horror. haha as usual. i should be able to scrape thru the paper. i think. partial fractions, trigo proving and geometric proofs didn't come out! guess we'll be expecting that for Paper Two. dang. bet it's gonna be a killer. ah shucks. i hope more factor theorems and substitutions comes out HAHAHA.
distinction passing rate: HAHA maybe.
i can't believe its 2pm and i'm already back home mugging. i need my life back! ):
xoxo, k.
Monday, July 28, 2008;
2:01 PM
Family (:
Prelims Exams Day One:
English Paper 1 and 2 wasn't that bad. at least it wasn't some killer paper that wiped us all out.
distinction rate: ATTAINABLE!
hiatus mode back on.
xoxo, k.
Sunday, July 27, 2008;
8:09 PM
ON HAITUSuntil after O levels!(or prelims)
well, 3 months ain't much. seriously.
will be back whenever i need a break! or if there's actually something interesting to blog about. i'm some nerd trying to cut off all temptations (LIKE THE COMPUTER) and mug to see my 9 points hoho. SAJC babeh :D
see you around... sooner or later.
xoxo, k.
Thursday, July 24, 2008;
8:19 PM
i love rainy days. the smell of grass, a tinge of coolness and the cosy feeling.
Stuck on: All I Need Is You - Hillsong United
Left my fear by the side of the road Hear You speak Won't let go Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray
Got every reason to be here again Father's love that draws me in And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You
All I need is You All I need is You Lord Is You Lord
One more day and it's not the same Your Spirit calls my heart to sing Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Son Gave His life to save the earth Rest in the thought that You're watching over me
All I need is You All I need is You Lord Is You Lord
You hold the universe You hold everyone on earth You hold the universe You hold You hold ----
He reminded me once again that He will always be faithful. He will never fail. He will never reject. He will never leave me or forsake me. even when the world does.
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008;
6:06 PM
everyone needs to fill the void inside.
the big question is: what are you going to fill it up with?
things of the world... or the spiritual hunger and passion?
what are your priorities now?
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Drops Of Jupiter - Train
Now that she's back in the atmosphere With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey She acts like summer and walks like rain Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey Since the return from her stay on the moon She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded And that heaven is overrated Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star One without a permanent scar And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day And head back to the Milky Way And tell me, did Venus blow your mind Was it everything you wanted to find And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken Y our best friend always sticking up for you Even when I know you're wrong Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation The best soy latte that you ever had and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day And head back toward the Milky Way
Tell me did you sail across the sun Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded And that heaven is overrated
Tell me did you fall for a shooting star One without a permanent scar And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself
And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day And did you fall for a shooting star Fall for a shooting star And are you lonely looking for yourself out there
one day i'm going to sing this fabulous song pitch-perfect. :D 'nuff said.
xoxo, k.
Monday, July 21, 2008;
7:57 PM
RACIAL HARMONY 08 PART ONE!
kezia: -sniggers at sarah-
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY PEOPLE!
i actually dressed up for racial harmony day today! just for the sake of lydia and bainy. ROAR. haha but it was fun and we all camwhored. A LOT. and i finally got to see bainy in heels. bainy's like NOT girly. hahaha! she's really man and everything :D
loads of pictures today, so here you go:
bainy's girly shiny heels! it was the first time i actually saw her wearing them. haha! bet she's gonna wear higher ones during prom night. cant wait :D
haron, ly and me! but ly got cut off. :X
sarah chan and alicia! yay chan looks like she was being forced to do this can!
lee ling en and me! we actually swapped out ethnic clothing this morning. now she looks like a rotten peach and i look like an pumpkin blanket. HAHAHAHA
ah wayneeeeee is such a moron! HAHA purposely anyhow pose one. nose-poker! :D
ally koh jie ping!
bainy natasyaaaaaaaaa. HAHAHA. yes, we took our specs out. we look weird. seriously!
haron, lydia and meeee! haron's trying to look tall okay. HAHA!
errrr. yeah, random. during CLB lesson. HAHA.
this is carlos, my really really really nice friend that brings me things like bubble gum and mua chee :D of course i'm a nice friend to him too cos i lend him my ss book! ahhhh. but i look weird in this picture so im gonna get him to take another one with me. hahaha
eh not bad ah. this year my class very enthu on dressing up. haha
i realised my hair is very slopey. its extremely steep. its so steep that it looks weird. shall try out a different hairstyle next time. HAHAHA
wei hua looks really tortured by lydia and i. HAHAHAHA bet wei hua's super happy la. got 2 pretty girls! lol
andddddddddddd to top it off:
NICHOLAS TANG'S RETARDED LOOK UPON SEEING KEEGER :D apparenly he had a dream where he was playing with keeger, and he accidently plucked the tail off! he was panicking when he saw me coming back in his dream. and then... he woke up.
what the pink right! haha funny guy. :D
okay part 2 is coming up when the rest of the classmates send me the other photos! many thanks to alicia for the photos and her nice camera. :D okay off to study and finish up the homework. see you guys around!
xoxo, k.
Sunday, July 20, 2008;
7:20 PM
BAPTISM 20/02/2008 PART ONE!
thanks to all that came and supported me for my baptism! i love you guys :D
special shoutouts: w341: thank LOADS to my really great cell group! you guys have been together with me since i first came to CHC in secondary one and i still remember our geeky looks and high exposed foreheads when we girls tied our hair all the way back, and the guys first started trying out the hair gel and wax :D let's really grow more as a family, sharing our problems with one another, outreaching to our friends and fellowshipping together! yay thanks you guys! magdelene lim: HELLO MY BEST FRIEND! thanks for all the phone calls and really great times we had together! and thank you for giving me the really pretty bouquet of flowers today :D we must shop more and go out more after my O levels okay! i love you!
and thank you to my other two BFFs, franfran & wesley! there are many little things that you guys have done that have really made me glad (bet you guys didn't know HAHA) and thanks for serving others! your hard work will definately rise you both to a greater level of spiritual maturity :D
being baptised has been a really great thing for me in my life, and i really want to step up in my spiritual life together with God! i won't, and never will, regret this decision of giving my whole life to God. :D yay
okay i think i'm becoming for laggy and preachy. aiyoh. pictures are uploaded (finally) and i look unglam with wet hair lah ok. roar. seriously, i look weird. HAHA okay so enjoy and grab them if you guys want :D
pretty flowers that mag, my family, yi ling's mom and the call group has given to me! its really pretty and seriously, i love them. i've always liked flowers since like, forever. haha and i always thought people should give one another roses for special occasions... like birthdays or something. HAHA i mean, its the thought that counts lah. yay for the pretty flowers :D
jeyun looks weeeeird! taken before baptism in the really glassy washroom :D and no, i wont take this off jeyun! :D:D you look funny! haha
after coming out of the water and lighting up the candles! oh i forgot to mention. the others that were getting baptised as well were serena, yi ling, wenkai, and rachelle! wenkai's like, the tallest la can. i feel so short standing beside him. >( ROARRRRRRRRRR.
magdelene lim yun yi! YAY. i look weird in this picture cos IT'S THE SUN. it's the sun rays okay. but maggie's wearing the edhardy i gave her for her birthday. i'm so nice can :D
and i seriously have no idea what wenkai is doing HAHA.
W341! finally we have a cell group photo yeah. although francis, ariel, jianhao, regine, and serena not's inside. ahhhh. but hong jun is our youngest and newest member! hahahaha he's in the picture, spot him! and hong jun's only 2 years old can. hoho
other cg photo!
salt tasting ceremony LOL. see the difference on how a guy eats salt and how a girl eats salt? haha!
light of the world!
apple of God's eye eh :D haha we were doing the yammmmmm seng thingy. lol
i think wenkai looks really funny and cute in this LOL.
my lovely family! this is honestly the first time my brother is smiling. HAHAHA i shall go and blow this photo up to 5R size and put it on the photo cabinet my family has at home :D yay!
parents! and i look weird in the photo. fat. and wet. roar. HAHAHAHAHA i think i look better dry. :D
the big sister and me! she claims she has a fat face.
whatever mans HAHA -______-
and the last picture for the post! HONG JUN! see the huge eyes? ultimate cuteless right. haha!
okay, more pictures will be posted up soon! once i actually get them from yiling, kai, rachel, rachelle and a few other people (i think) hahaha okay! racial harmony tmrw, so i guess there'll be more pictures up! see you guys tmr :D
xoxo, k.
Saturday, July 19, 2008;
1:10 PM
when the music fades, all is stripped away
& i'm coming back to the heart of worship
when its all about You
because they are people of the world.
i'm someone thats living in the world and not of the world.
it was the answer i was looking all along.
things that should be forgiven would be forgiven.
wounds healed, sight returned, mind refreshed, a new song from the heart.
to not follow on your emotions but to rely on Him.
sometimes it doesn't really matter what others think.
sometimes it really doesn't matter what others see you as.
greater is He who is in me, greater are You than all the earth.
if God is for you, who can be against you?
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Stuck on: Majesty (Here I Am) - Delirious?
the week has flown by pretty quickly and i barely had time to do anything else besides studying. which means right now the weekdays are like a routine. school till 4pm, study till 6pm, bathe, eat, study till 12am, sleep, and the day starts off the same again. we seriously don't have a life! man screw the O levels. i need my life back. ahh. weekends are much better though, at least there's church and all. refreshed and renewed for the next week ahead. :D
had a couple of mock exams this week! biology was managable. i'm really glad all the information on lungs and trachea and air sacs and whatever rubbish didn't come out. i didnt touch those parts at all lol. but anerobic and aerobic respiration was easy. actually studied for mitosis and meiosis and it didn't come out either! roar. ahhh. biology students (and normal people) would understand the word expressions :D if you don't then you're missing out in life. or you're just weird. HAHA! physics mock was .... ohhhh-kay. to a certain extent. i mean, it isn't some paper that gives you questions that you won't understand (like, even after reading the questions you don't know what you're supposed to find) but i forgot a few formulaes so that's a pretty big chunk of marks taken out. i should be able to get a B4 la. i think. :D
and i'm finally getting baptised! tmrw! ((: i know it sounds weird, but i've always wanted people to give me flowers after i'm baptised (like, out of the water) or for some special occassion. like birthdays. or something. i think it's cool. i know there are people that would probably be thinking it's a waste to give the other party flowers (cos it'll die, and shrivel up) but i think it's the thought that counts. :D and it's sweeeeeeeeeeeeet. hoho.
i still can't believe i actually stayed till 8pm yesterday to study in school. that was like, the longest i ever stayed. without going back home at 1230pm first la. had the mock right after school, history class at 3pm and i actually played soccer. soccer! of all things. HAHA. ahh. guess sometimes you gotta get some blood in your head and some other chemicals in your brain to make you all high and excited to study. the chemicals cheat my brain. endolphin you cheater you. hahahaha :D and haron was actually really nice to give us chocs and sweets ytd night. although bai, lydia and wayne were snatching the ferero rochers like people deprived of chocs. crazy asses. haha!
ahhhhhh someone tell me which part of "i do not like him" do people not understand! cheena classmates are annoying me during class!
ok whatever. i have 4 FULL papers to finish by monday! prelims in one week time! gotta go :D
xoxo, k.
Monday, July 14, 2008;
9:00 PM
sigh.
tired of chasing after empty trains
of walking past filled rooms with the one special person in sight
sweeping eyes over the crowded stores
the heartbeat quickens and he walks away
and a dejected heart falling again.
'nuff said.
xoxo, k.
Saturday, July 12, 2008;
3:50 PM
fling that umbrella away and dance in the rain!
11th July - yesterday was fab. :D amath mock was managable, physics class after school was tolerable (i guess), and history night class topped the entire day off. HAHA. thank God i had 72/100 for the paper, it was dang scary when she gave up the papers. and (HAHA) i was so relieved that i had an A2 that i grabbed sarah and shook her like nuts. yay! truely you can do all things thru Him who strengthens us! ms tan took 2 hours just to go thru the paper although i seriously think we could have finished it earlier if ben wasn't making his annoying remarks. HA. and i realised flies like to fly into our classroom at night! and i literally squished one flat. oh man :D went to the library after class to finish up the amath homework with sarah and asidah! asidah is a lifesaver okay, she taught me the number pattern formulae. haha! saw ms ang's emath class in the library and she was asking us to lower down our volume the entire time. hurhurhur :D
A2 FOR HUMANITIES! YAYNESS. one step more to the A1!
Today! went to school for emath mock exam, ms ang (AGAIN) was the teacher that invigilated us. eeish i tell you, she's scary okay. she caught me once for black earsticks during sec 2 and scolded me upside down. over EARSTICKS. what the pink. anw! emath paper today was O_O. definitely one level higher than the ordinary emath papers. and it was from Victoria High la! thats edmund's secondary school can! and now edmund's in VJC. wtpinkkkkk. smart ass. haha! will be seeing him on sunday for bbq and i can sqoosh him HAHAAHAHA. cell group meeting was a refresher! :D wenkai's getting baptized this sunday (together with ser, shelle, and me! :D) and PTL manx. his testimony was fab. haha
ngee ann's red camp! lizzie wants me to go (COS SHE'S FASCILITATING LOL) and when bainy asked me the other day if i wanted to go, i was like "huh for what i dont even want to go poly" ahhh. but i think it'll be good experience. :D if chan and lydia and bai is going then i'll go! hoho. so thats probably a ninety percent chance. lizzie must be really glad right now. HAHA!
oh yeeeeah. that reminds me.
THIS IS FOR LYDIA LEE:
hello lee ling en. :D i count how many times you sleep in class cos its really funny to see you actually being awake! even sarah and i were trying to guess how long it took for you to stay awake during mr yosef's 1 hour period before you zonk out on your table! HAHA i guessed 15mins, you know! yay :D and you're funny thats why! dont you love me now. i actually take notice of you. HAHAHAHA.
random rubbish. haha!
okay im off. studying for physics today! see ya.
xoxo, k.
Thursday, July 10, 2008;
6:36 PM
sometimes i really really don't understand. i don't understand why cheena people like cheena stuff. (like some really lame cheena stuff) i don't understand why people don't like good stuff. something ENGLISH. i don't understand why they love twit talk. (= I LURBB EUU) i don't understand why they just wanna sit back when let others do the work, i don't understand why they critisize in the backseat. i don't understand why they have to show the qian da look on their face. i don't understand why people WANT to be half- hearted about things. i don't understand why some people embraces procrastination. i don't understand why they thrive on laziness. i don't understand why even when they have the potential, they neglet their talent. i don't understand why they couldn't discuss things normally. i don't understand a monkey is so fascinating. (i prefer sheep, seriously) I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DO THINGS WITH A LUKEWARM HEART.
i really don't know why. care to explain? ----
9 July: i went over to the school's (emo) dentist to get my teeth cleaned properly. :D she's really funny and even sings while scraping the metal hook kind of thing against your teeth! supposed to be studying with lydia, alicia and bai but in the end i got them to come over and wait for me. HAHAHA. i'm sure they loved the dentist person. she was reading an online article titled "How to dump a guy in 3 ways" when sarah and i went in after class at 330pm. what on earth luh hurhur. anw! managed to endure 1000 years of pain and bleeding gum (i'm gonna take care of them, SERIOUSLY) and now my teeth are shiny and white. i love my teeth! :D went back at about 5pm, didn't really had the mood left to study. was really tired when i got home, i completely zonked out on my bed after having a bath and woke at only 10+pm. crazyness.
Today! lydia had a dental appointment at THE PARAGON what the pink. she gets to shop and eat! i want to shop and eat good food! (= sushi) roar. so the nerd group minus one (:D) went to study with carlos at the canteen, the canteen obasan chased us off cos she wants to wash the floor wtp, went over to the ramp where the Minister (the VIP Mr Hanif was talking to us about the other day) came out of the library and talked to us. but it's too bad there wasn't any camera man to take our pictures and then publish in the next edition of The Straits Times. dang. haha! went back at 5pm before the rain came and i actually got drenched while walking back home from the lrt stn. even though my house is like, JUST OPPOSITE. roar! it's still raining and the clouds look pretty cool right now. all grey and moving across the sky :D HAHA i hope it rains more more more! then it won't be so hot and sticky. and even the air smells hot. ah okay weird. hoho
history night class with the terrifying (kitty) cat tmr night at the library 6pm! ): ms tan's giving out the history tests and omg roar my nerves. (that sounded like Mrs Bennet lol) i asked bai why she didn't want to have a class in the canteen, bai went "duh, the library got air-con what. as if may tan will go in the canteen and teach like that. haha." apparently the library passed the standards. :D
and i actually did 2 amath matrix questions today! -pats back-
k im hungry and i haven't had dinner! ): see you around!
Last week found me living for nothing but deadlines,
With my dead beat sky but,
this town doesn't look the same tonight
These dreams started singing to me out of nowhere
And in all my life I don't know
if I've ever felt so alive
alive...
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008;
6:44 PM
its official - Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer will be released 4th August in Singapore! its NETS $15 (or S$20 cash) to pre-order :D cant wait. im thinking of getting one copy for myself instead of waiting for lydia to finish the book. Edward Cullen is the ultimate hotness okay. the 4th book - sequel of Twilight - will be a definate fab. its less than one month away! :D
#1 - today's great, the results for the social studies mock exam is finally out. it was totally nervebreaking okay, ms tan has a kick of creating suspense and LOTS of tensions in the class. :D it was really surprising that a lot of people failed the paper though, apparently they threw themselves to the sharks when they did the Kuwait essay hurhur. and to think that my class is the supposedly creme la cream. hahahaha :D ms tan started giving out the papers from the lowest to highest (she spares no one, NO ONE!) yelled at the failers and sarah and i totally let out our breath after she announced the 70/100 mark. :D yours truely braved the storms and got a (YAYNESS OKAY) 74% for the paper! chan had 76% (ASKDJKDCMFM!!!!) but whatever, i had a high A2 and its potential for a distinction and i rock okay! had 3rd in the entire class and im beyond euphoric okay (: but of course, i'll get my distinction during the Os and i'll really really scream in the hall even though there's 248237184712387234423 people that i'll probably embarrass myself infront, but who the heck's gonna care?! I HAVE THE 9 POINTS YEH :D
#2 - went on to mr wee's multiply's site and my essay is up there! model essay okay, dont play play. :D omg, that sounded so corny. hah okay. i really hope it'll be like, published in the annual Zhenghua's Expressions book and all my little juniors can read my story. that was edited by mr wee cos it didnt have a sense of realism lol. ah well. it still rocks. and im satisfied but i shouldnt be complacent so im gonna prac more on english and see my distinction! :D YES-SA! (random expression used by nick, but ah whatever! HAHA)
#3 - my dad bought guava back from the market (with the plum powder) :D guavas are total love okay. i eat them everyday in school. haha okay random rubbish.
#4 - got the emath mock paper back today! (yeah i know, whats with all the papers right) mrs lee WQ was disappointed at the class for not doing better, apparently the MSG target this time round was the same as the previous mock we did. so obviously we didnt really improved. and i failed the previous paper too lol. which was actually harder than this time round. in the end mrs lee ended up laughing and saying the wrong stuff so i guess the class didnt take it seriously. roar. :D and i rock, seriously. surprise surprise, i had a C5 for the paper :D im glad okay, this is the first time i actually passed a MATH paper in the past 2 years so im freaking happy HAHA. yeh man, one more step towards my B3 in math! :D
#5 - didnt have amath class today AND YESSSSS IM SO GLAD.
#6 - yosef asked me a question during physics and i knew how to answer it :D HAHA. yes, little things like these makes me happy okay!
#7 - lydia promised to lend me her Breaking Dawn book after she read it AKA on the 6th of August. HAHA :D and i counted today, lydia slept for emath, bio, chem, and physics today. THATS LIKE HALF THE ENTIRE DAY CAN?
so the week started out great and yeah, thank God for that! ((: ahh. it doesnt take much to make me happy but thanks to all who were a great blessing to me today! and im seriously glad there isnt any homework today, its a really nice change from rushing to finish all the assignments and vexing myself out. HAHAHA yayness.
okay physics and bio mock next week, prelims in 2 weeks time! gotta go and nerd :D see you around!
xoxo, k.
Sunday, July 06, 2008;
10:21 PM
ni hao mah!
omg, i cannot wait for the movie to be released in december. seriously. Twilight by Stephenie Meyer is a must read, if you haven't tried it yet :D girls would love it, guys - you get dating tips. HAHA! Edward Cullen is the total hotness. again, too bad he's a fictional character. but! Robert Pattinson is the sex, so i bet it's gonna be great.
the forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest.
celebrated cousin's birthday yesterday at Alantis@Delta Complex that was a playhouse with plastic balls and a huge slide. it was crazyness. my 11 year old cousin practically dragged me to play inside. i was appalled and laughing like nuts. then they started playing CATCHING of all things. since all my cousins were like 3-7 years old (with the exeption of raphael who was 11) they didnt know me until that raph told them to chase after me. wtpink can? i was standing one side innocently and they all dived at me. then they started playing police and thief, and suddenly i became the murderer (apparently according to them i killed Mas Selamat) and they were "holding me captive" in the play area. ahhhh what on earth.it just took someone to pay $5 in order to bail me out la. so cheap ): dang. and then after cutting Joel's birthday cake (i took a rest haha) they jumped on me again and dragged me back, forced me up the huge slide, and got me in the plastic ball pit. it was definitely one heck of a workout. its a torture to run after and take care of them! but kids love me cos i play with them. :D
W341 OUTING TOMORROW AT MINDS CAFE! (: brownies, icecream and board games! total love to spend time with the cell group. cant wait, be there or be square!
'kay, gott catch up with my work, so see ya around (:
xoxo, k.
Saturday, July 05, 2008;
3:23 PM
darcy = hotness. too bad he's just a fictional character in Jane's Austen Pride and Prejudice.
:D
xoxo, k.
Friday, July 04, 2008;
1:49 PM
sigh.
Goo Goo Dolls - Sympathy
Stranger than your sympathy, And this is my apology I Kill myself from the inside out, And all my fears have pushed you out. And I wished for things that I don't need. All I wanted And what I chase won't set me free. It's all I wanted And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees. Oh yeah, everything's all wrong , yeah. Everything's all wrong, yeah. Where the hell did i think i was?
And stranger than your sympathy. I take these things so I don't feel. I kill myself from the inside out, And now my head's been filled with doubt. And it's hard to lead the life you choose, All I wanted When all your luck's run out on you. All I wanted And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true. Oh yeah, it's easy to forget, yeah. And you choke on the regrets, yeah. who the hell did i think i was?
And stranger than your sympathy, And all these thoughts you stole from me. And I'm not sure where I belong. Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong
And I wasn't all the things I tried to make believe I was. And I wouldn't be the one To kneel before the dreams I wanted And all the talking, And all the lies Were all the empty things disguised as me mm Yeah Stranger than your sympathy Stranger than your sympathy
--- to think that "at least im not the lowest in class for that test." to think that "i cant possibly be someone who scores 9points." to think that "i cant do it, there's to little time." to think that "she's smarter than me, what can i do?"
you cant think that "at least im not the lowest." question yourself: why you are not scoring the highest? you cant think that "i cant possibly be someone who scores 9points." question yourself: what else can you do to stretch myself to the 9 points? you cant think that "i cant do it, there's too little time." question yourself: how you are gonna plan your time out? you cant think that "she's smarter than me, what can i do?" question yourself: what exactly can i do to achieve more?
stop limiting yourself, stop thinking you cant do it, stop procastinating, stop yourself from having regrets. start planning, start thinking, start expanding your capacity, start doing the things now, start the ball rolling.
And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true. Oh yeah, it's easy to forget, yeah. And you choke on the regrets, yeah.
'nuff said.
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008;
7:30 PM
shirt design for the class! (: its so nice can.
random happenings today:
missed the 715 lrt train at cck today.
chem mcqs mock exam was a breeze :D
although some of it was totally uncomprehensible.
lydia was sleeping during - chem, emath, and physics class!
I ACTUALLY COUNTED MUAHAHA.
had to finish the emath surprise mock exam today in one and a half hours.
while the other classes ('sides e2) had a full 2 hour. dang.
but it was easy, im thinking i could actually score a B4 for this :D
night classes coming sooooooooon bleah.
history's topic on cold war is surprisingly easy (i think)
walked under the pouring rain cos i didnt have an umbrella.
so note to self: chunk umbrella in bag before going to sch tmrw.
dang i need sleep.
and i feel bad for saying out (REALLY LOUDLY) "hey! its the junior!" in canteen yesterday.
i didnt mean for it to happen!
it just came out. oh man ahahha im sorry!
ahhhhh.
i want to put CINNAMON as the printed name on my class tee!
chan commented that i should put DUMB BLONDE instead.
ass :D
i love the class tee cos its designed by meeeeee.
spent ages looking for the right font.
i rock.
BAINY AGREES WITH MAG'S THEORY OF Guy A likes Girl B. hahaha
and apparently im girl A? wtpink can? haha
we totally know who's the B-girl :D
HISTORY MOCK TOMORROW, NEEEEEEEK PWNS HITLER!
HAHAHA.
sore throat is back with a vengence.
i am so convinced its the icecream! ):
and and and. im bored and i have to study now!
okay later!
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008;
11:02 PM
history mock postponed to thursday! AJSDHASDJUEDHDUDHDSJIROAR! studied ytd till LATE can. woke up late this morning and almost missed the last lrt to school. (that actually enables me to reach school on time, like 735 on the dot) at least i'll have more time to study i guess. kinda got the feeling i'll screw the test up if i've taken today. hahaha but i'll get my A1 for it on thursday and may tan doesn have to mark crap. :D
went over to get a dental appointment with the 20++ looking dentist lady (i think haron thinks she's hot) together with sarah. :D she told us she didnt like her job and she didnt have a choice if she could or could not go over to our school for checkup. what the pink can? hahah and then she totally rolled her eyes! :D spent 20 minutes trying to find a day when we could meet her (class ends at 330 everyday) and she was like, "why your class end so late one? special is it!" haron replied, "yeah, we're the creme la creme, the cherry on top of the cupcake, the icing on the cake, the cream of the crop!" dentist person: "so are you guys smart?" me: "um. probably. haha." ahhhhh what the heck. this year's check better be better than last year! ): the person freaking pierced my gums last year. hurts like nuts. roar!
went over to MOF at lot one today together with ally, ly, and erica after school! the stuff there is GOOD i tell you. its like a typical Dango shop in Japan, only with icecream and little tang-yuan like things. you guys should go try to out, seriously. its kinda expensive - mine cost $7++ i think. lydia's and erica's cost $8++. and all for a bowl of icecream/dessert kinda thing. ahhhhhhh sinful delights. although now im totally paying for it >:( the sore throat returned with a vengence. shucks.
lydia ordered some green tea icecream thingy. tried it and it tasted weird after it melted. didnt managed to take LEKSHIHUI'S icecream, i think it was some strawberry ice shavings stuff. v nice :D and i just realised lydia kinda lookd tired in this picture! see the eye bags! hahaha actually everyone in our class has it. sleeping late is not good man.
lydia's improved lips! :D see im so nice, i actually made it for her during emath class when she was sleeping again. ahaha there are tiny words at the side of the drawn lips that says "smooch them dry" ahahahhahaa lydia looks retarded okay.
i was really amused when i saw the number tag that the shop person gave us. alicia KOHJIEPING took the opportunity to take a picture with my phone and i was like O_O?! iRandom. seriously.
i think alicia is photo-deprived. :D hahahahaha took this with her cos she was bugging asking me to take one with her (sigh) im seriously such a nice friend.
had a major headache when i got back home. went to sleep all the way till 9pm and i woke up to eat dinner and make an attempt to digest my chemistry facts into the brain. CHEM MOCK EXAM WITH MCQS tmrw! it isnt that bad i guess. since its all mcqs and everything. i think i need to go down to Popular soon and get those guide books. so annoying. should have gotten them a long time ago. :D
ahhh. okay its 11pm already and i havent done a shred of studying dang.
see you around!
xoxo, k.
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