Tuesday, April 24, 2007;
5:29 PM
I DIDNT GET INTO THE SPELLING BEE FINALS.
screaming your lungs out while sitting on the table near your window with tears streaming down your cheeks is a good way to let all the disappointments out. maybe chocolates will help too (: yam-yam wont ):
its too bad i couldnt eat the chocolates last sunday, it would have been nice to stuff myself. BUT, gotta watch those calories! POS coming up soon and i gotta lose those extra flab to fit into the skintight costume of mine.
URK.
i messed up on PAGEANTRY, MULTITUDINOUS and ahhh, i cant remember. heh maybe it was partly my fault. I didnt really study as much as i wanted to. had tests, pos commitments, easter drama productions, benny hinn. yup, cant blame anyone else besides myself :/ well, there's always next year right?
and i kinda hate the words "next year" now ):
i wont lie and say im not disappointed.
xoxo, k.
