Monday, April 16, 2007;
5:11 PM
i am so tired.
i am so so so so tired. Tired of trying to live up to people's expectations. Tired of trying to be the best. Tired of being so hurt everytime words are thrown at me with no regard of how i feel. Tired of being the one thats always trying. and trying. and trying. and trying. im sick and tired of everything's that happening to me.
had a scolding from my sister a few days ago. my grades are dropping. BADLY. dance steps to be choreographed in two days time.
and then i realized.
GOD IS ALL I NEED. even if the world turned their backs on me, i wouldnt have to worry 'cos i have GOD with me. its something so simple yet i've forgotten about it.
LET GOD BE THE CENTER PILLAR, AND EVERYTHING WIL FALL INTO PLACE :]
ahhhhh. i feel so much better :D
i know i shouldnt be saying this but :
AHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHS SAMUEL BANGED HIS HEAD ON A SIGNBOARD YESTERDAY @ RAFFLES PLACE MRT STATION AT APPROX 11.03PM
okay, i dont wanna embarrass samuel so TEEHEE, i wont say anymore. but its really FUNNYYYYYYYY :D i feel so bad, laughing at him like this :D
xoxo, k.
