W341!
i need your solo photos!
you guys are taking so long to send it to me D:
kuai dian, kuai dian. i still need to print them out!

maybe 3e1 should have something like this too.
at the end of this year we collaborate everyone's solo picture and make a nice board. :D
and then at the end of 2008 collaborate everyone's photos again.
compare and constrast :D LOL.
i bet we'll look darn different.
haha, fun.
if only 3e1 would do this kinda stuff.
hohoho.

there's some weird stalker reading my blog and apparently telling all its contents to a certain classmate.
ahahah i bet he's reading this now.
mdm zan's 'admirer'?
HEH. and strawberry fondue. x)
i wonder whooooooooo.

off to study! :]
gotta get at least 20/25 for bio tmrw, or mrs chua will skin
lydia, nick, diana, sharon and me tmrw.
with double copying of the TB.
gah.

it was raining and it was oh-so-cold.
feet drenched, socks wet.
me, vra, nadhzierah playing under the rain in the strangest way- opening our umbrella quickly so that the water splooshed on the other person, and then duck as the victim gets all fired up for revenge.
hohohoho. so retarded can.
Excretion, Chinese Oral, Situational Writing test, proving Circle properties, Camwhoring with Rashidah, Filing on Chem notes and seeing the ugly 9 on my paper, and Vids were all thrown into a big cauldron called 'school' :/
videos of zhenghua students trying out their acting abilities in the zhenghua expressions! i liked the 2E2 one!
oh, kudos for the hard work 2E1 2006! i liked your vid too :D on the topic of 'gambling'.
isaac and sharon makes and compatible pair eh?
hahahahahahah :D
is there a second chance, sharon? :D
whew. what a day.

WORLD, WATCH OUT!
kezia is gonna impact you!
i'm not stupid, or dumb, or stupid.
i will show you, isaac edison tan!
i'm not as stupid as you labeled me as.
dont think that i'll forever be accepting you critisizing me !
(i'll show you im smart in the eoys!)
:D
get ready to be impacted by kezia!
cos im not stopping now.
im not stopping when i see my dream.
- & it aint some ordinary dream! its an extraordinary one! -
i wanna win a nobel prize or something when i grow up! :D

cos its not so tough
for these ordinary hands
when you trust someone
with extraordinary plans!
-paint the town red, delirious?

(the isaac stated in this post has no relation or whatsoever to sophia and isaac) (:

Besties are something i feel are sacred.
there are few people i consider besties :D

















dont ask me who they are.
find it out yourself (:
curiousity is good.
*fasting tmrw.

the caps are extremely fugly okay. hoho. its the person wearing it that makes it look nice. (me.) hahahaha :D

finally the photos are uploaded. phew.

i need to get this out of my system.

i do not care if i am kicked out of the friendship list or anything of the sort.
i do not care you have said things you shouldnt have.
i do not care if i am not the friend you thought i was.
think again then, obviously you didnt know me well enough.
well. of course you wouldnt know me as well, i see you hopping to different people.

if drama meant so much to you, then show it.
lateness? oversleeping? its just excuses.
if you loved drama as much as you say you do, then make it a point to be there early.
make it a point to reach there prepared and excited.
and another thing, get your priorities right.
its not just about drama only.
its about your spiritual life.
how do you expect to impact someone through your dramas if spiritually, you're not strong?
it'll be pointless if you go up the stage, confident and ready, and then not impact anyone because the annointing is not there.
its always God first, then service or cell group or whatever you wanna put after that.
not DRAMA, THEN GOD.
please, get your life right again. its way messed up.
do not tell me what i should be doing. you do not have the right to.
why? because you're going through the exact same thing i am.
and you're not doing anything to change it, so who are you to tell me do change myself?
get yourself right, first. then come back and correct me.
as what pst kong said this sunday during svc, "get yourself right before you correct others. if not, you do not have the right to tell them to change."
doesnt sound familiar? go watch the sermon on the chc website.
so tell me more about the guy you're going out with.
there are so many other people that want that oppotunity you're taking for granted.
me, for example.
you do not know how much i wanted to get through so bad.
i was so disappointed.
remember what you said? "i will gladly give up my place for you."
will you really? or are you just saying that to comfort me?
cos it was like a knife piercing into me.
if you dont want that opportunity, i want it.
i will not let anymore opportunities pass me by.

pst kong also said that this was a time of weeping for some.
i finally knew what he meant.
outside, my sister and dad is raging a verbal war.
my sister's pining the blame on me.
it hurts. it hurts alot.
especially those words. are you happy now! are you happy that you created all of this!

God, you know its not my fault.
you know i didnt mean for anything for that to happen.
all that matters is that you know everything right?
everythings that hurting me. everything that im going through.
you're watching me with that big, flat, multi-digital screen of yours right?
everything i do.
you're seeing what im typing now right?
you know how much im crying right now right?
I want to be like Job. to him you were full of praises.
even when the devil attacked him. he prevailed.
and you said, "well done, my good and faithful servant."
i want to be like him. even when i go out of the room right now, even if my sister hates me,
i can look upon you to love me right?
i have that assurance that you're not leaving me right?
thank you, Oh Lord.

& i, surrender all to you.

Labels: its okay, out, weeping

pictures pictures! more to be uploaded. (:

pictures! hoho.

i wont lie and say i wasnt disappointed.
humanities competition.. once in a lifetime right?

-sigh.-

delirious is <3



Inside outside, under my skin
never ending love I don't know where it begins
I don't know where it ends, I don't know how high
I don't know how deep, I don't know how wide

Outside inside around the world
Never ending love envelops me like a cloud
I feel you in front, I feel you behind
I feel you up above, and I feel you at the side
And you, you’re all over me, you’re all over me

Your banner is over me, I give it all cos
You still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me

Inside outside, pulling me in
No matter where I run I know you’ll never give in
I see you in the storm, I see you in a kiss
I’ve been around the world and never found a love like this

And you, you’re all over me, you’re all over meY
our banner is over me, I give it all cos
You still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me
You still captivate me, liberate me
You still captivate me

You're all over me, you're all over me, you're all over me
You're everything I wanna beI'm all over you
You're everything I wanna see
You're all over me

Inside outside, inside outside

And you, you’re all over me, you’re all over me
Your banner is over me, I give it all cos
You still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me
You still captivate me, liberate me
You still captivate me

Fascinate me

You still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me

You fascinate me, oh yeah

its the stress.
i seriously think its the stress.
its getting into me.
humanitites competition.
EOYS.
class tests.
SPIRIT OF FAILURE I BIND YOU!

father Lord, help me get through all of this.
not my will but yours be done.
i am nothing without you.

i dont want to go to you just only when im in going through bad stuffs.
i want to be where you are always.
full of your presence. your wonderfulwonderful presence that fills me up.
fills my cup.
you're MY SAVIOUR! the light unto my path.
guide me, Lord.
and teach me more.
raise me up to an even greater level.
i am willing.

i am more than willing.
not my will but yours be done, Lord.

Labels: get me through

let the firey passion roar inside of you! (:

photo credits go to ms chin and raffles institution scouts! :D and we got little campfire sticks too (:

tagged by LIZ again.

COMPLETE THESE SENTENCES.
THE 30 SENTENCE MEME!
Tag 3 people to do the meme when completed.

1. My ex is: my old self that i cast down.
2. I am listening to: Straight Jacket Feeling - The All American Rejects
3. Maybe I should: finish up the english compo on LOVE.
4. I love: God, my drama mamas!, my cg, family and schoolmates yawww! xD
5. My best friend: is currently residing in Heaven :D JESUS IS THE MAN!
6. I don’t understand: why my nose is running.
7. I lose: my sanity most of the times.
8. People say: "kezia, you big ego bimbo! hahahaha!"
9. The meaning of my screen name is: you decide what it means. :D "-KEZIA! ♥ (: put on your dancing shoes! - WILSON IS NEUROTIC, JOEY IS SICK. KEZIA IS THE BEST!"
10. Love is: God. God is love. <3
12. I will always: never want to be away from God!
13. Forever: I will sing His praises!
14. I never want to: blackslide away.
15. My cell phone is: infront of me with a bimbo wallpaper xD
16. When I wake in the morning: i press the 'snooze' button on my cell phone.
17. I get annoyed at: myself when i get annoyed.
18. Parties are: CRAZAYE! hoho. as daphne would put it x)
19. My dog is: invisible and invincible. :D
20. Kisses are the worst when: its all sloppy )x
21. Today I am: extremely happy and really tired!
22. Tonight I will: try to study for amaths' circle properties test tmrw.
23. Tomorrow I will: go to school, nerd and prepare for humanities competition!
24. I really want: to be a great gastrologist!
25. When I looked at myself in the mirror today I: thought, "wow. im really pretty right. hehe."
26. I will drive my car: around singapore for the fun of it when i actually get the car for real.
27. A word that rhymes with “PARK” is: "HARK"? like 'hark the herald angels sing, glory to the newborn king!'
28. Bright or Dark Room?: depends on the situation you're in x)
29. If I’m alone in a room with two beds, I: take all the blankets and pillows off the less comfy-er bed and dump them on the comfy bed and jump on them!
30. The last thing I said to someone was: "okay thank you so much! bye!" (i was on the phone) :D

OKAY! now to tag people.
i tag:
1. gen
2. mag
3. arabelle

im up for some lovely complex (ep 19) :D

humanities competition this friday! -gasp.-
i will do my best to remember the facts! :D
iskandar development region, bumiputra quotas.

and there's chemistry and amaths test tmrw. oh man.
): study study.

everyone's getting a new phone except for me.
with the stupid excuse of 'oh, your phone is new.'
oh yeeeeaah. mom's nokia phone is the most recent one, fyi.

tsk. whatever.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. where is my photos from the city hike outing last friday! im gonna go after the people that were suppose to send it to me ON FRIDAY NIGHT D:
im thinking of setting up a Multiply site. to put all my pictures and everything. theres like million's of pictures in my computer that im afraid that will go missing or something. hoho. you know, when a computer crashes. xD hoho.

any WEST CLUSTER POS people whose birthdays is in sept? text me asap please! (if you want an outing and a present) heheh.

why is my itunes not working? ):

joyce meyer yesterday was OMGOSH-COOL.
stop trying to get into the chair you're already sitting on!
whoo. really a word in season. i kinda regretted not going for service today. ): hoho. shall watch online! joyce meyer is WOW. thank God for preachers like her!
I climbed over a fence! MAN, I LOVED THAT. i wanna climb over a fence too :DD many thanks to daryl who lent me his jacket during the service! x)

went to raffles place after service to watch the pretty fireworks. :D shall kope other cg members pictures later. haahahah. apparently, daryl wanted to ASSASINATE ME with chocolates =.= so neurotic! ahhahahas. i go really high on chocos, so he was like "kezia! lets go buy chocolates later!" and i went high and started demanding for cadbury chocos. XD
NO, I DIDNT DEMAND. but i went all high. hoohoho.
and mag's got it tough. MAG DARLS! whatever your decision is, just be firm in it and he will understand. if you ever need a crying shoulder, you can always come to me! xD im nice. hoho. saturday night was a tough night for you. hoho. i sound like a mom? xD daryl and i will zhi chi ni one. :D

high school musical 2 ! and i've watched it alr. hoho. the songs are nice, and the story plot okay lah. coming out on disney channel on 9 sept right? hahah. i've got the songs (:

shall study soon. EOYS in less than 9 weeks! D:

Labels: chocos, joyce meyer, mag, photos

China Wine.

SUN is way cool.
i wanna be like her can.
i <3 her kimono sleeved shirt.

ASIANS really rock. hoho.

What stereotype do you belong to? Your Result: Preppy popular, very outspoken, only wears Abercrombie and Hollister, always looks in a mirror, sets at least one hour to get ready for school, listens to the music that's popular at the time, very outgoing
No stereotype
Jock
Punk
Emo
Loner
geek/nerd
Gamer
What stereotype do you belong to?

so retarded can. preppy. hoho. but the results are kinda true tho. hoho. :D

Labels: preppy

omg huiyi. you better not post my ezlink card picture. i look so darn toot can. i mean, REALLY. i do not look good in primary six pictures! in fact, i look fat. no, i WAS fat. now im really pretty. BUT THATS NOT THE ISSUE CAN! gah.

and dang. im really slipping into the geek mode again. i find dance really frustrating now. i mean, after today dance prac. it didnt really go well. but i shall give it time! new people, new personalities right? hoho. and im starting to LOVE chinese. that means a really big thing yea. cos normally i would stay one broomstick away from chinese tbs and all. now that sulaoshi is teaching, its so oh my gosh. inspired. im speaking in chinese now! hoho. mag is FULLY SUPPORTIVE RIGHT. we were like talking on msn with hanyupinyin. so retarded! hoho. physics suddenly became uber interesting and amaths is <3. man. signs of geek alert. but im a pretty geek! hoho.

heh. i got tagged by liz.
wierd habits.
Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs! :D
#1. i get really super high when i eat chocolates. like, crazy-lunatic laughter comes out for no reason and i'll laugh at anything and everything. (diana, kenny, sarah, nick and rashida has been victims of my choco-high craziness.) :D
#2. i actually have a very big ego.
#3. i stare at myself in the mirror (or reflective surfaces) more times than i can actually count.
#4. i cannot stand nose hair.
#5. i like to poke people for no reason.
#6. i will grab the person next to me (be it a guy or girl) and not let go during horror movies/shows.
#7 i've always wondered how astronauts dig their noses when they fly to the moon with a huge space-y thingy costume and a huge glass dome on your head. i mean, sometime your nose is itchy right!
#8 i secretly wonder if people hate me.
#9 i go around calling people and dragging the last syllabus of the name really long. like, 'saraaaaaaaaaaaaah!' or 'joeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewweeeeeeeee!' or 'diiiiiiiaaaaanaaaaaaaaa!' and i have no idea why.
#10 i always wondered what would happen if i pulled a guy's leg hair.

erm, i have to tag now right? :D
1. mag.
2. jolina.
3. gen.
4. azurah.
5. lydia.
6. fatinah.

nutty! and azurah is peanut. i drew this really cute picture of her. you know, emokid and all. darn cute. and of course, an extremely pretty one of me that i labeled 'bimbo'. i will post it up when azurah sends it to me! and WO BU SHI bimbo. :D im smart. i know i am.
positive thinking?

cant wait for school tmrw. first two periods: free. i can totally stroll into school late okay. that means, more sleep for kezia. im getting serious eyebags from the stupid latenights. nick nick nick! dont call me so much x) i need to study and you distract me! okay, you dont distract me, more of like psycho me with your lydia-antics. :D but it was fun hearing you. its like comfort ear you know? hoho. and you and your 'when you're feeling sad and lonely, you can also go downtown' crazy rendition. thanks for putting me up when chocolates took over my body. hoo~! i had the most neurotic fun today. :D

i will have spiritual discipline!
i am trying my best :D
you're really aweeeeeeeeeesome GOD!

i feel like im falling over in love with God all over again when i listen to this song while blogging.
hmm.
how do i put it?
its like, the song has that sweet divine connection that we have with God.
its great.
i would love to play the guitar and use this song during my quiet times (:
delirious is <3
i cant wait for them to come back to singapore!
whoohoooooooooooooooooo~!

and i found something really meaningful on the cell group's blog! (:
i shall post it up :D

God is actively involved in everything we do!
1Samuel 9:1-3
When God called Samuel to anoint Saul as King..Saul was busy "chasing donkeys"
1 Samuel 10:12 When we are out "chasing donkeys", God has set us up to be at a certain place and a certain time where we will be just right at where God wants us to be, which is the point of interception, known as OPPORTUNITY.
God has designed a plan specifically for me! it is about obedience that brings us step by step into our purpose, our opportunity.

Opportunity are not luck or by chance...
Opportunity is often missed by people because they think that it is just luck.
Opportunity is DIVINE DESTINY!
Reality is not about luck or chance but to be "chasing donkeys"
Everyday we all face with different opportunity to be "chasing donkeys" but what makes the differenct is a PREPARED MIND.
Positive thinkers = there are no problems. just opportunities! :D

xiuzhen is a really great leader :D
she is <3 !
i'll miss her when she goes to sweden ):

i wont lie and say i didnt miss drama.
i've taken up a habit of not visiting the drama people blogs.
its like, when i see the things they do together, or outings or rehearsals or anything,
my heart will suddenly crush.
like, it squeezes for a moment, and then i'll have the urge to click the 'X' on top to close the window.
all the fun things, all the drama things i always wanted to do, and i cant do it.
i wont ask them out, i always feel like im being really 'out'.
like, cannot click.
maybe its fears. of rejection maybe?
but if this is what God wants me to wait for, i wont go against Him (:
even though it really hurts.
really.
but He knows right? (:

came back home at 6++pm today.
AND MR YOSEF was in the same lrt as me.
O_O
omgosh can!
my physics teacher is scary.
okay, not really, but I DONT NORMALLY TALK TO TEACHERS IN LRTS! (of all places)
hoho.
he was nice though.
asked me about... loads of stuff.
like the humanities competition im taking part in.
and about history.
and how my smile looks like.
HE WAS ANALYSING ME CAN.
but i wont deny it, my smile is <3>:D
he refused to share my torment with mr yosef and mr kok (geog teacher)
vra is screeeeewed! HAHAHAHAH.
but they were nice.
hahahahah. and theres physics tmrw. LOL.
physics is okay after all (:

i want the song "came to my rescue" by Hillsongs!
send to me, anyone? (:

Labels: chasing donkeys, drama, physics

Psalm 23
A Psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my shepherd;
I shall not want.
2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside the still waters.
3 He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the LORD
Forever.

God becomes more and more awesome every single day (:

falling on my knees in worship
giving all i am to seek your face
Lord, all i am is yours

my whole life i place in your hands
God of mercy humble i bow down
at your presence in your throne

i called, You answered
and you came to my rescue
and i wanna be where you are

in my life, be lifted high
in our world, be lifted high
in our love, be lifted high

-Hillsongs- Came To My Rescue.

random thoughts.
i love rain.
i mean the little droplets of water.
not the korean singer.
hmm.
well, he's kinda okay too.
but water-rain is nicer.
makes me sleepy.
i think i should sing?
should i?
hahahhahaha.
i love chemistry.
electrolysis!
isaac is sitting beside me in class now.
HOHO.
and kenny's infront.
nick's behind.
so dao mei can! :D
noisy bunch of people x)
kenny and his 'kezia, entertain me!'
IM A TEEVEE IS IT!
hahahha.
he crack me up.
so does isaac and his crazy antics.
i love humanities!
history and ss.
oh i got a test on diplomacy and deterrence this thurs.
i gotta study!
having amaths test too!
-gasp-
please dont let it be hard.
iskandar development region.
hm, that just popped into my head.
LOL.
i cant go on msn ):
cant risk the virus thingy again.
boo virus! ):
lovely complex ep 18 is out!
yay :D
i wanna take photos with EVERYONE!
they are all LOVE!
i love being a dramatist.
enthu-bimbo-drama-mama?
i wanna see the world!
paris, israel, sweden, australia, everywhere!
i wanna go india and see their laboratories!
mr eric lam said it was gooooooooood.
mr eric lam is the guy that wrote my bio tb!
hohohoh. went to hwachong for his biomedical lectures.
HE IS COOL.
really! :D and short too x)
actually ar. im also not that tall.
hahahah.
isaac is taller than me!
i mean the guy in my class.
mr isaac edison tan.
my OTL is cute! no, its not isaac =.=
merilyn-mickey is cute too.
i think i wrote alot.
i shall go do my english essay now!
lemony-retard :D

random thoughts 8:13pm-8:16pm.
kezia thinks alot eh?
HOHOHOHOHO.
people take photos with me please (:
after all, i AM like totally pretty xD

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		8
Quality Time:		7
Receiving Gifts:		7
Words of Affirmation:		6
Acts of Service:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

there you go! will update cell group blog soon (: ciao guys.

this is irritating!
there's the trojan thingy virus in my computer and its affecting my msn pretty badly.
i have to scan my entire computer again and again. >:(
ma fan okay.
as such, I WILL NOT BE GOING ONLINE.
well, until the crazy virus is cleared.
boo virus ):
i wonder whos the person who sent me the virus file WHILE i was updating my antivirus programme.
grr.

should i take up singing?
hahah :D random thought.
i have to extend my vocal range tho.
:D drama will be my second love!
first is always God of course (:

A.R. BERNARD TODAY! :D alrighty (:
get ready for a word in season! :D

the red monster attacked me today ):
causing me not to go to sentosa for w341 outing!
boo ):


and i dont get why they're so mad at me.
and no, im not referring to my cg.

i've always felt prisca should have taken the role of sally or val.
she acts really well.
thats why she got accepted into dm.

me?
i only know how to run away.
nah. im not running away.
its not my turn to go up on the stage yet.
not yet, God said.
but if a door closes, 2 more doors of opportunities open right? :D
i'll leave it up to you, abba God~! :]

ndp parade ROCKED OKAY.
colour party, KUDOS FOR THE HARD WORK! (:
yay, i want to do it again! ndp replay! :D
it was fun. really.
diana thinks so too!
3e1 rocks okay.
xi an, weihong, amir, haron, kenny, isaac, me, diana, wei mei, sharon, geok lian, deborah, si ling and wingda involved in ndp. WOOHOO :D
we are the super enthu ones lah can!
pics on ndp coming soon :D apparently i look fabbbb in guides uni :D

yay-ness!

yep, its officially confirmed.
i've decided to quit crossroadswd.
not because i dont have time management, but its what my parents wished for me to do.
and i have felt that crossroadswd was not what God wanted me to do in the beginning.
i just kinda ignored Him and went on.
well, now that i've done what He wants me to do, i feel relieved! :D
and i can focus full power on my studies!
its really important to me.
im not saying drama isnt important. (:
it is.
and yes, it kinda hurt when i didnt get in.
THAT DOESNT MEAN IM GIVING UP ON DRAMA!
i shouldnt drop into depression too hahahs.
things went by in a whirlwind, im still blown by it.
relationships with people, situations that seemed it might nv get well...
yeah, THOSE things. (:
i guess i have to take it in my stride and give it all to the Lord! :D
after all, it is human flesh that we get angry and irritable.
it is understandable that we just snap at people sometimes.
or perhaps feel frustrated when people dont understand what you're getting at.
TAKE IT IN YOUR STRIDE! :D
and give your 19348235783742349329% !
crossroadswd people, JIA YOU! :D

you guys must miss me okay, even when im not there anymore :]
ALAN! you'll forever be my MR DIRECTOR! jiayou :D
PRISCA! babe-satanimpersonationno.2-dramasistaaaaa :D i'll see you around! and lets crap and be oh-so-dramatic when we meet each other! jiayou for dm!
CALEB! yes, you'll always be the BIG BROTHER i met during easter! the one that encourages me all the way :D
LIZ! you're the OHMYGOSHDRAMADRAMADRAMA bestie i'll ever ever have! you're the one i can truely go CRAZY with cos you crack me up! :D
DERRICK! you're the pokepoke-everythings gonna be alright guy! LOVE YA LOADS, you'll helped me out in situations a LOT. and made me cry like never before :D (in a ggod way of course) :D
VINCENT! mr OHHHHHHHHH~! you're really funny, SERIOUSLY :D in a cute way :]
WALTER! my 'daaaaarrrrliiiiiiiiiiinnnnggggg!' hahahahh! thanks loads for the henry character that cracks me up everytime :D it was nice being VALERIE! 'yes, dear!'
RUBBBBBEEEEESSSSS! i love to call you rubes! it sounds cooler :D thanks for the comments on my drama skills. WO HUI JIA YOU ONE!
DOMIQUE AND ISAAC! all the best guys! thanks dom, for all the times during easter when we had the fun talks :D i'll still be able to call you 'DOM-MIIIII-NIIIIIIIQQQUE~!' right? (:

i feel like having a group hug with you guys before i turn away.
-sniff-

school's great today. i finally understood physics. pressure-vol, temp-pressure, bombardment of particles..
i wonder how i managed to stay awake x)
haron was sleeping his head off.
i understood chem too!
yay, wonderful :D
i have this 'hey, i understand all of what the teacher is saying! is that You, God?'
no really, i was thinking that in class. :D
yes! i want it to be like this in all my studying days!
(i even understood amath okay! is that good or what!)
woohooooooooooooooo~!

school ndp tmrw!
its nerve breaking! XD
imagine entire student body looking at you bringing the flag and ONE itty-bitty step could embarrass you.
-gasp-
like a major tv show :D
xueyao is funny. he says to imagine me throwing my hair and looking glam.
xueyao is cool okay.
hahahah and he's planning teachers' day!
THE DUNKING MACHINE!
I WANT MAY TAN IN THERE! so does like the entire sec3 express level!
hohohohohoho i shall propose that idea to xueyao! XD

'yay-ness!' sarah said.
OMG. get well soon SCMC! hahahhas :]
i miss ya, cant bully you anymore :)
heeeees :D

Labels: besties, drama, dunk, loves, ndp

you have a warped personality.
just one day and im no more your best friend?
i can see thru you btw.
so i guess i'll say okay?
okay. (:
im gonna let it pass.
maybe you're not what i think you are.
hahahahs.
nah, maybe thats just me ranting.
ranting some stupid pointless stuff.
why am i so hung up on this?
hee. i shouldnt be.
bygones be bygones?
i think you wont forgive that easily.
then again, who am i to judge?
heh.
(refering to no one in particular. maybe someone you dont even know either)
(:

sarah chan li ching!
get well soon (:
and come back to school, i've got no one to disturb during recess x)
yes, you're my spew-all-my-worries punching bag fren :D
you got tons of homework by the way :]

im been given the role of sally!
wo hui yong gong!
(im portrayed as the evil person)
HOHOHOHOH-OHHHHH!
i can OHHHHHH at my breakup partner.
nah, im kidding :D

i love my sister even though bad stuffs happens :D
she's nice. (at times, but thats a diff story)
i wouldnt want people to talk about her (:
i mean, if i want her to be a good sister to me, i should be one first right? (:
hahaahhas.

footdrill makes me lose weight.
i wanna do more footdrill! :D

now i know why dm hasnt contacted me.
there's always 2 years later right? (:
maybe im more drama-bimbo-mama then :D


FOP yesterday was the fab! :D
sure, i got not-so-good news before the svc started but praise and worship helped me.
to kinda forget about the crappy stuff that has been happening the entire week.
or weekend.
hahahahhas :]
delirious? is LOVE.
my entire cg went HIGH can!
jumping and screaming and whoo-ing :D
hyper. like, realy really hyper.
kristy was screaming beside me everytime martin smith's face was on the LED screen.
yes yes kristy, he's cute (:
BUT he's FORTY can!
and he has a child!
hohohohohohooh. it was the fab.
we're gonna dance in the river yeah.. one two, one two three JUMP!
don moen rocks too.
he sang MI CORAZON! :D
and the ultimate country song: GOD IS GOOD :D
hehehehheheeeeee :D
its <3 can.


reached kallang mrt at 4++ and saw arabelle and joslin!
tried to flag cab to get to indoor.
AND DEN, omg.
i saw brandon.
well, actually its the other way round XD
he saw me and said hi.
oh, and saw candice too. hahahas.
their cg tried to snatch our taxi away! x)
but angel saw us and gave the taxi to us.
AND THEN, pushed brandon in the taxi.
SO WHACKO CAN. XD
brandon was going, "aye! push me in for what!"
by that time, the door slammed and the taxi was driving off.
talked to brandon in the taxi :DDDD
and arabelle was like staring at him okay! and she says he's cute.
YES, YES, HE'S CUTE :D
joslin sat beside him and i was joking around with her.
i was saying that as the taxi turned left, she pretending to 'fall' when instead she just wanted to get closer to him x)
her face turn red can!
heeheee :D
OH, then i asked the uncle where we wanna stop.
this is how the convo went:
me: uncle, 您 ke yi 带来我们去 round-a-bout ma?
uncle: huh, 什么?
me: -turning behind- aye, how to say round-a-bout in chinese ar?
arabelle: er.. zou 来 zou 去 lor.
brandon: -laughing like nuts- WHAT zou 来 zou 去 !
me: aye aye serious la. i taking CLB right! tell me lei. -laughing-
brandon: you taking CLB too!
me: erm, hah yeah? im chinese sucks can.
arabelle: oh man, i malu myself..

HOHOHOHOHOHOH. arabelle is funny.
and brandon is stingy!
he demanded hs 50cents back after he paid $2 for the taxi fare!
im gonna spam his blog XD
hahahhaha. stingy poker. pokepoke.
-pokes-
hehehee.

i miss liz and the rest of the drama people! :D
its a good thing that im sitting with them later!
yay :D

kezia is happyhappy!

Labels: delirious, FOP, jump

its such a long time since i actually enjoyed a good song (:
and dancing to it too! :D

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you've got nothing left
Say I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
Back it up now
You've got a reason to live
Say I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don't be afraid to get down
Say I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love

oh yeah, good charlotte is the bomb.
the dance floor anthem (:

today wasnt a really good day.
but maybe that's just me being complacent. (i slain you, carnal flesh!)
woke up late today and ended up reaching school at 845am.
ez-link card got confiscated by the security guy and given to MR SNG.
like, omgggg. of all people!
had biology at 9am, but the rest of the class came late.
ended up having class at 930am. half an hour whirled away.
at 10am, had an emath test.
arrived 10 minutes late to class cos i had to edit the english essay for mr wee's lesson.
ended up not completing my test. few questions were incomplete.
mr wee commented that the essay i wrote on LOVE was not good enough.
i was absolutely shattered.
shocked.
many emotions running around.
i never had a bad comment on essay-writing in my entire sec 3 life.
and to top it off, i did that essay till 1am in the morning.
ended up getting to school late.
went through A LOT (and i mean A LOT.) trouble just to get that blue card back.
saw mrs chua, ms ang, mr yap (vice-principal), mr ranjit, and mr sng.
irritating. wasted my time.
and liling still throwing daggers with her eyes.
obviously hating me i guess.
and she claims its all my fault.
did pointless stuff in guides.
frisbee and captain's ball.
OMggg can.
and drama ministry STILL hasnt called me.

am i really so stupid?
or unbelievably dumb and bimbotic?
being complacent all the time?
complaining about any little thing people tried so hard to make enjoyable?
sprewing nonsense?
is acting like im loved by everyone really gonna work?
will pleasing others be something i work so hard for?
are my opinions better off unsaid?
should i keep to myself and act everything's okay?
maybe i should breakdown and cry?

maybe im thinking too much.
too negative.
too pessimistic.
too much worries.
too inconsiderate, no-good, carnal flesh kezia.
NO. I AM GOING TO PUSH THEM AWAY.
NO MORE COMPLAINS.
no more thinking or saying bad stuff about others.
no more having urges to scream at people.
no more desiring the material things.
no more.
no more.
im making a stand.
im gonna try to get along, without complains, judgemental feelings, insensitivity to others.
im gonna lean on You, God.
dirty feeling, GO AWAY RIGHT NOW.

i cant believe i actually forget how God has brought me through my troubles.
haha :D
i will not be someone who wont glorify God!
I WILL TRY MY BEST!
(even if i have to cry(: my tears will not be in vain right?)
(:

im not ashamed of myself.
i will raise to a even greater level like never before (:
i do not need to worry.
He is surely there to help me in times of need (:

aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i worry so much for what x)

CINNAMON!

I'm a superhero in disguise so shhh, don't tell my mom. Join the fight against Ben 10!

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