Monday, October 15, 2007;
3:27 AM
hap.pyhaving feelings of pleasure, for example because something good has happened to you or you are very satisfied with your life.
(taken from longman dictionary online.)
i am
HAPPY! :DDDDD and liz knows. hahahahah. cos (quote)
something good has happened to me :D
i think i dont mind taking like
2 hours to choose a nice outfit every saturday. I THINK. its worth what i heard from liz anyways. heh. but skirts are like, airy and everything. and who says i cant look good in jeans/pants/3quarters? :D whatever, its once in a lifetime that i wear a skirt okay. hahaha (and still look sexaye!)
sometimes i dont understand; why do people take confidence for ego? or being positive as deluding yourself? or confessing as something you do to make yourself perfect? and then i thought about it, only people of this world will take something that God has given to us as something that is bad, or portrayed as "uncool". i was just talking to my classmate on MSN, and he was saying why am im always so postive till i 'delude' myself? ben, if your reading this then read carefully: i dont aim for perfection in everything i do. the reason why im always saying im smart, or pretty or whatever is because i KNOW that when i grow up, i will be someone who God wants me to be, someone that will impact other people. how am i suppose to impact people if im stupid and ugly? people (of this world, unfortunately) look up to others that have the "qualifications". i dont know if you would ever understand, even you yourself have said you have the talent, but never the heart to do it. if you are gonna waste that talent like that, give it to me. you have NO IDEA how much i want to ace my mathematics. i want to grab on every opportunity i can. to be able to shine for God through my talents is something i want to do. but maybe, its something you cant comprehend. i dont know, i wont know.
its all up to you to decide what you wanna do with my life. i have decided, and im working towards it.
whew. im so tensed up. gotta relax and be less hot-tempered. ROAR.
ahahahah :D i want to lose weight! (wait, doesnt everybody?)
think im going re-learn the guitar chords from mag and marcus. now that im free and everything. monday- vivocity! anyone free? (: kez needs to go shopping :D
GOOD LUCK TO ALL O STUDENTS! (:
/6 days TNWM (: whoopedoo!
(200th post!)
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xoxo, k.
