Friday, October 19, 2007;
11:20 AM
just felt a change of skins.
lots have been happening. arguements, late nights, stress, critizisms, let downs and many other things. i feel like running up the green slope that i climbed in my sec 3 leadership camp hike from my school to bukit timah hill.
maybe then i'll scream and let everything out.
sometimes i really feel so
tired.
Lord, lift me up on Your wings. i want to just soar far, far away. Lying on Your back and just resting my soul, breathing in the fresh air. Renew me, restore me. i need Your warmth. to have my burdens lifted up and to be able to kick back and relax, not having to think about anything.
the drink store aunty said something to me today:
drink store aunty: (in chinese) happy, what do you want? (she alwasy calls me 'kai xin' cos im always smiling when i order stuff from her:D)
me: er, yi ge ribena. -smile-
drink store aunty: (in chinese) wah, everytime see you always so happy. you never angry before meh?
me: (in chinese) er.. got la..
and then i thought, am i always so happy?
and then it kinda dawns to me: not everyone has seen me blow up or truely yelled/screamed/shout like.. the arguement yesterday i guess.
hm, am i always so happy? (:
/2 days TNWM. outfit, outfit!
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xoxo, k.
