Tuesday, January 29, 2008;
1:26 PM

been really tired these few days.
and i mean like seriously exhausted kind of tiredness.
okay, im totally complaining again. >(
Father Lord, i really need your strength.i need you strength once again, i cant go on without you by my side.A.R. Bernard services was fab (:
once again, he totally brought a word in season.
really felt challenged to rise up even more and not stay stagnant.
i think that, deep inside me i already know what is it that has to be done.
but im procastinating again, and letting the carnal flesh take over.
stupid carnal flesh. i bind you in Jesus' name! ROARAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
chingay pracs and history plays and other committments are totally taking up my time.
i need strength! i need strength!
God, send your angels down and lift me up!i need your strength more than ever before now, everyday of my life, every second.i dont like feeling angry or flaring at people.
i dont like to be cranky.
i dont wanna be someone that people shuns away cos people really hates angry people :(
i cant stand rejection, honestly.
but confidence was never something that i'll compromise on. :D
need to work on my anger managemnet factor though. manx ):
phyically tired, but i dont want to be spiritually tired either.
& i will sing of Your love forever.
xoxo, k.