Tuesday, January 01, 2008;
4:38 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :D
its a new year, new changes, new friends, new breakthroughs, new levels of spiritual discipline, new lessons to be learnt, new challenges to face, new challenges to make, a new haircut, new stress, new songs, new
everything!i cant wait for it, honestly.
so yeah.
just came back from screaming crazily in the living room where my parents are watching the countdown. hahaha :D
think im gonna grow taller this year. yayness.
oh the
changes, changes, changes!pst tan preached about Change on sunday and i decided (seriously this time :D) that i want to change!
especially for the new year (:
#1 Anger/Short temperedness.ohhhhhh yes. i wanna change on this.
i tend to get
irritated on small little things that piss me off.
like, lateness or undecisiveness.
for example, if person A is late for the first time, i'll probably just brush it off.
a second time, i'll get irritated.
a third time, and i'll scream at that person.
it all builds up after time and i'll get really pissed off.
and yes, my tolerance is pretty low i guess.
thats why i wanna change it manzx! :D
oh, i get angry for
favoritism too.
its sickening, i hate it. (unfortunately)
change, kez, change.
#2 Mindset.i have really got to
stop judging people.
like judging rachel and despising others. i wont elaborate, but its something im starting to change on.
i have to stop thinking im more superior (and yes, i do think that way sometimes.) just because im an 'older' member. shucks, i really
really dislike that.
yes, im gonna change that this year in 2008! :DD
and change of
negative mindset too.
i think i have to stop thinking that "oh, i cant do this, i cant do that. i wont be able to rise up, i cant, i cant."
screw that carnal mindset. im gonna throw that away.
and i think i have to stop being too
paranoid too. aiyoh.
renew my mind, Father! (:
day after day.
i cant think of anything else lehs. haa
but actually, just changing the two points above is gonna take immense courage and perseverence.
so yep, just gonna start with those two first.
a happy Kezia gives people Happiness, wheeeeeeee :D
so new year resolutions eh.
haha. i just dont wanna copy homework anymore la.
but i think im gonna break that resolution on the first day of school when i "REFER" to my classmate's amath homework.
shucks man, i really dont like amath.
emath is still okay but amath really screws.
bleahzxzxzx.
a more studious kezia perhaps?
i think i'll be an ultra geek this year :D
pretty and hot geek kay!
but i AM going to study a whole lot more for my 7 POINTS! (:
yayness.
:D new year, new haircut.
and yes, it looks wierd.
the auntie cut too short la okay.
i think i look like a guy. TOTALLY LIKE A GUY.
anyone seen Coffee Prince yet?
yea, i look like that Goong girl.
except only geekier cos of the black specs.
if not im gonna lose them and only put them on during classes.
HAH!
i think JW church lifts are really cool.
had the opportunity to take the empty lift and i flipped out my cell to cam whore.
memories before i cut my sexy hair la. :D
at least i can remember how my previous hair looks like, haa.
yes, the new haircut.
SEE, I TOLD YOU I LOOK GUYISH.
and school's starting soon too.
ohhhhhhhhhnooooooooooooooooooooo. ):
(somemore reassure me, quick!)
had a crazy convo with eunice yesterday. it was random okay. im posting it up here. haa.
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
hi i think you are an orange
key-zee-ear, KEZIA. (: says:
erm, WHAT?
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
er
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
you know orange?
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
that spherical fruit?
key-zee-ear, KEZIA. (: says:
yeah
key-zee-ear, KEZIA. (: says:
but why am i an orange?
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
i don't know
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
i guess you give me an impression of an orange
key-zee-ear, KEZIA. (: says:
ahaha
key-zee-ear, KEZIA. (: says:
RIGHT
key-zee-ear, KEZIA. (: says:
well thanks i guess
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
yea
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
you're welcome
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
gees you are a polite orange too
key-zee-ear, KEZIA. (: says:
LOL!
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
wa don't rude leh
- ` lamiiers ' my phone hates me. i can't turn it on says:
so late le don't laugh so lud
crazy right. HAHA!
well, happy new year people (:
and dont forgot, its 19 MORE DAYS to KEZIA'S BIRTHDAY!
see wishlist to get me a present. haaa :D
xoxo, k.
