Tuesday, April 29, 2008;
11:59 AM

man, i hate mondays.
its not because its the beginning of the week, but because the teachers are really cold and heartless.
imagine staying back in that stuffy classroom, breathing in that stuffy air and doing a mock paper.
>( a MATH mock paper. it sucks alright.
i hate mondays.
and not to mention the fact that the pounding headache is back.
with a vengence.
to torture me during the entire paper.
please, i pray i will be well enough to be able to at least go to school tmrw.
i cant miss out anymore lessons just cos im lying half dead in my bed.
headache, be gone!
shucks, im complaining again. hahaha
i hate being whiney.
guess its a stubborn streak that has to be changed.
(:
im kinda wishing O levels would come quickly.
you know, get it over and done with.
instead of going thru the horror of mock papers every monday.
and tons of homework that makes you mugmugmug.
well, whatever makes me strive for SAJC. (:
or ACJC. im gonna be in one of those schools next year anyways.
(:
okay, gotta go.
homework calls ):
xoxo, k.
Sunday, April 27, 2008;
1:55 PM

okay, my other post on ACSian Theatre's Pride and Prejudice deprives you of the real deal.
:D shall go more indepth lah kay.
Pride and Prejudice was really fabulously good. seriously.
every actor had their lines memorised perfectly and their facial expressions were WIN.
seriously, they know how to show the different emotions ...
anger, happiness, shyness, confusion ...
it was superb. (:
i want to learn from them!
sarah, naddz, asidah and i were sitting at the first row cos we were late. LOL.
but i had THE BEST VIEW of Darcy's face and entire profile okay! :D
(his name is Nicholas Ngo, btw :D)
HE IS SO CUTE.
SERIOUSLY!
if i had the chance to watch the play again, i would totally go manx.
it was one of the best plays EVER.
Mr and Mrs Bennet is WIN. seriously.
Mrs Bennet is the most sarcastic drama queen ever okay!
"oh Mr Bennet, you tiresome man! How can you say such a thing?""Lydia eloped with Mr Wickham, without her wedding dresses?? WITHOUT HER WEDDING DRESSES?!""oh what shall we do? my poor nerves!"i like her xD
their dances were really good, i wonder how many practices they spent on the dances alone. (:
i am so envious. heh
i hope SAJC has drama as one of the subjects that can be taken at A levels.
apparently in ACJC, you can take drama as an A level subject.
how fab is that ((:
drama! (: i love art thou, drama! (:
(I LOVE DARCY TOO!) :D and i mean the character. haha
the guy is hot alright. :D
and there are mant other blogs claiming the same thing.
hahahaha go Google his name, and take a look at the number of blogs commenting on him.
yeeee-ah. haha :D
if ACSian Theatre is gonna perform Pride and Prejudice again, im am SO going okay! (:
and every other plays they are having with Nick in. x)
nah, i'll go for the drama really. hahaha
okay, gtg. its late and there's service tmrw.
see ya around! :D
xoxo, k.
Saturday, April 26, 2008;
2:59 PM

ACSian Theatre's Pride and Prejudice play was absolute fab.
the right emotions and facial expressions, thats what's true drama is. seriously.
and the guy who played Darcy is freaking dang hot okay.
and yes, i wished i was the one playing Elizabeth Bennet. :D
oh Mr Bennet, you tiresome old man!
xoxo, k.
Thursday, April 24, 2008;
10:27 PM

francis was supposed to be in the picture, but he had to go back home early to
study.
guess it sucks to not fulfill your study hours for the week. hoho.
got bored yesterday night and decided to do a bit of photoshopping with my new brushes.
havent touched my CS3 for ages (like since january?) because of school.
and you know what i realised?
:D actually photoshopping takes away some of your stress and lets you relax.
like the way ms chin relaxes when she does scrapbooking.
only that those scrapbooking cost like A LOT.
waaaaaaaaaay out of my budget. haha
i just realised, i never really rant on my blog.
like, really
really rant out those effing dang irritating frustrating things that happen.
or maybe the world doesnt need more negative comments on how our life
suck.i never ranted or taken out on someone on my blog for a long time, havent i?
i mean like, reading some of my friend's blogs ...
they really seem like they have
issues on every single situation in their life.
and the life isnt a bed of roses than what they thought.
okayokayokayokaaaaay. im not here to comment on other people's blogs. -___-
that doesnt make me (who dont rant. okay, someone who didnt rant for a long time) more superior or something.
im just always digressing to some other random stuff. hah
so ... should i complain today?
:D
nah, whiney people that complains on how their life sucks cos some
person messed up their day really gets on my nerves. seriously.
although i dont show it.
you know ... im the kind of caring person that tries her hardest to encourage people.
so even if i dont like what im doing, i'll probably do it anyway.
if its a good thing of course.
man, i sound like encouraging people is a burden to me.
it isnt a burden of course. im just like that.
not showing what irritates me, only exposing the angry if it really pisses me off.
i think mag would understand. hahahahaha :D
(remember the wesley saga?)
but francis says my temper has gone down
alot and wesley's now okay with me. (:
but there's lots for me to work on.
character-wise and that carnal flesh i have to get over.
prayer babeh. and plugging into that electrical source. :D
oh that reminds me.
bleach ep 168 is out today.
gah, and i dont have time to watch it today.
i need to find time to have a break seriously.
please let the Os be over and done with quickly!
my class seems to be under the impression that i like isaac.
oh pleaseeeeeeeeeee. -__-
that has to the the most ludicrous thing i've ever heard. seriously.
even if he's the last guy on earth, i still wouldnt choose him.
SERIOUSLY. i'll rather have a cat for as my lifelong partner.
of course im not gonna be a fervent supporter of zoophilia just cos a have a cat.
please, thats just SICK. beyond sick. its just freaking inhuman. O:
i wonder if that isaac is reading this now. hahahahahaha
false impressions doesnt really go with me alright.
besides i have a boyfriend you know! :D
wesley chuang lor. and mag's lifelong partner is francis!
right maggie? :D
(oh please, you dont really believe that do you. -__-)
(OMG, PLEASE. im not together with wesley.)
(incase your analytical skills are rubbish and you cant infer properly)
we're just the 4 BFF! (:
we must get a foursome picture together soon.
(mag and i shall pounce on them and camwhore :D)
okay. gotta go study.
or do something crazy like jumping on my bed.
see ya! :D
I know it feels like the end
Don't wanna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
And what it takes, I don't care
We're gonna make it, I swear
We could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again...
xoxo, k.
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10:34 AM
man, imeem sucks okay.
you cant get the song you want cos every song all has the 30 sec time limit thing.
>(
Faber Drive - Tongue TiedBright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of a head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like some thing's just aren't the same
What could I say?
[Chorus]
I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get my by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by this time
I'm staring up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did
Or was I always in the way
Could someone tell me what to say
To just make you stay
[Chorus]
I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get my by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don't wanna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
And what it takes, I don't care
We're gonna make it, I swear
We could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again, again
[Chorus]
I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get my by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don't wanna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
And what it takes, I don't care
We're gonna make it, I swear
We could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
fab. (: love it.
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008;
8:19 AM
mas selamat escaped in 49
seconds.
and the guards took 11
minutes to find out.
i so agree on Singapore being complacent.
anyways!
havent updated for a WEEK! O:
its not like i have the time anways. hah
so today, quick update and lots of pictures. :D
had student council investiture yesterday afternoon.
finally i've stepped down from council duties! :D yay.
had to put on the stuffy blazer and irritating stockings and appear on stage for like 5 mins
and then its overrrrrr! x)
outside the hall:


i think i look wierd in my new haircut.
like, the hair is too short!
okay, it isnt as short as chan but its wierd. :D
had a cert and everything, then we went for the council BBQ (:
fab.
went to JW for svc on sunday and expo on sat.
camwhored like retards at the JW building.
crazy can, wesley + mag + serena -__-
i never took so many pictures in my entire life.
we went to cafe to rooftop to carpark taking pictures. LOL CAN.
(and even to the staircases)
lol. credits to wes and his 3.2 megapix cam. xD
okay here you go:


we were at the lobby. (i think)
heeeeee :D




(whatever wesley!) :DD



oh yeah, i just remembered.
it was jh and wen kai's first time eating the watermelon thingy at bedok! :D
wesley took a vid, its damn funny.
i'll load it up ... if i ever get that vid from wesley -_-
its chao ji funny x)
wanted to go over to botak jones initially but couldnt find the place at bedok lol.
finally called esther (she didnt pick up ): roar) and then ch then we found out its at bedok library there.
so lame ahahahahah. by that time we were at the coffeeshop alrd.
hiahiahia >)
okay!
i guess im not gonna update till next week or something.
i have like a million billion mock papers to do as homework.
and omg oral prelims are coming up.
its the freaking Os on 10th october! GAH.
ciao!
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008;
10:55 PM

absolute fantabulous.
the book is really one of the BEST i've ever read.
i recommend the book!
for romance novel lovers only (:
i actually stayed up all the way to 330am in the morning just to finish the book.
i must be crazy but it was definately worth it!
it is FABFABFAB i tell you.
edward cullen is so hot.
too bad he's a fictional character.
oh my gosh, i love Twilight so much.
i want to meet a guy like Edward okay.
(mr darcy's only okay in the victorian era) but edward is the hot guy man.
forever 17. :D hahaha
he's a vampire but oh wells.
hot vampire. xD
currently reading the sequel, New Moon.
its nice, but isnt as fab as the first book.
i recommend the book seriously.
you will not regret it kay.
hmm.
i think i shall get a copy for myself. (:
movie is coming out sometime next year.
and the guy actor IS HOT.
you know the guy that played cedric diggory in Harry Potter?
:DDDDD oh yeeeeah.
okay. got tons of homework and i promised myself to sleep at 11pm lastest today.
ciao!
xoxo, k.
Monday, April 14, 2008;
10:05 PM
Twilight by Stephanie Meyer rocks.
why are hot guys always vampires? -___-
in the manga series Vampire Knight also.
or maybe its because im reading too many vampire novels/manga.
its not those chiller, thriller kind of horror stories please.
:D
its a nice romantic novel.
im a romantist at heart okay.
(if thats how you spell the word)
oh that reminds me.
Vampire Knight anime series --- its out. (:
go watch it Lydia Lee! if you havent. LOL :D
okay, bye. im gonna read. :D
xoxo, k.
Sunday, April 13, 2008;
6:52 AM

rachelle's been teaching me french yesterday before cell group.
mince is actually pronounced as mahne and it means skinny!
lol. i kept saying min-cie to her. :X
i think i almost killed her in exasperation lol.
we are all called to teach anyways! :D
she can teach me french, and i can teach her chem.
what a nice person i am (:
eh, but french is a sexy language. hahahahaha
but .... i rather japanese than french.
i think japanese rocks. uber cool.
i want to go to japan one day. springspring! :D
and hot japanese guys.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha!
its another rainy day today. ):
xoxo, k.
Friday, April 11, 2008;
11:29 AM
memories. (:picture was taken during the indo-singapore camp last august.
to improve bilateral terms with indonesia, etcetc.
abt 12 people from my school were sent there!
we had fun, seriously. one of the best camps i've been to (except OBS! :D)
lol, i just realised im the only one the the picture that isnt malay.
okay, except grace (the one with the white specs)
i always wanted her kind of spectacles. hahahaha :D
yay, im glad i went to these kind of camps before i grad from sec 4.
UHM.
my USB cord is missing.
so for the meantime, there wont be new pictures to post up.
or new songs in my phone ):
roarrrrr.
thank God i finally had time off today.
its like an off-day today! :D
(hah, i sound like im working and dying in the office or something)
its an off-day from doing all the huge freaking load of homework.
and yes, naddz, if you have the same amt of homework as i have everyday,
you can study for 5 hours straight. :D
hohoho.
finally reached home early this week 4PM! :D
i've been going home everyday like effing 6PM?
thanks to the school -__- and classes.
had a good long nap, i really needed it.
i think i need to catch up on my books too.
havent been reading lately! ):
and i havent the time to finish mag's pride and prejudice.
hahahahahahaha, wtp.
well, at least i've gotten my social life back on track.
bleach ep 166 released today! (:
think im gonna relax and enjoy half an hour of watching Ichigo and Grimmjow fight, lol.
and the mangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D
hope its gonna come out today.
man, i think my life just revolves around God, church, studies, manga and anime.
what a ... boring life. -__-
i need time for drama! and plays! and Shakespere! and books!
everyday just seems like rushrushrush.
its a hectic week so far.
school/church, study, read, go online, sleep.
it always seem that i dont have enough time.
yeah, seriously i think 24 hours in a day is not enough ):
ST ANDREWS JUNIOR COLLEGE!
GET READY FOR ME. :D
(and i just realised robson goes to sajc xD he'll be like, my senior lol)
okay, ciao.
bleach 166. (:
xoxo, k.
Thursday, April 10, 2008;
12:13 AM
random thoughts in 6 minutes. -_____-
i want to read bleach manga!
but its not out yet ):
i need a break seriously.
i want to stop mugging every day like im a crazy nutty person.
but i cant, there's the biggggg O!
man that screws.
now that i think of it.
nerd, nerd, nerd.
nerding all for my 8 pts to SAJC.
its so effing far, but i dont care!
i want to go SAJC! whee :D
im getting my ss exam paper back tmrw!
someone in my class had 29/30, i hope its me.
after all im so smart and everything.
:D hiahiahia.
im really bored and not supposed to be online.
im supposed to be writing out my 50 lines that may tan gave us!
she's eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevil.
nick want to keeeeeeeell her! :D
reminds me of Achmed, lol.
silence! i kill you!hohohoho.
mug mug mug.
i cant believe im studying everyday from 7pm to 11pm.
i must be crazy okay.
so is the rest of my class.
okay. i must go and be disciplined and do my work.
like a good model student.
oh wait, im already a model student.
HAH, A MODEL STUDENT FLUNKING AMATH.
gosh that sucks.
or amath just sucks.
ahhhhhhhhh okay bye.
xoxo, k.
Sunday, April 06, 2008;
3:19 AM

reminds me of Phantom of The Opera.
just what is hiding behind your mask?
just what are you concealing from the world?
just what is it that you are afraid to show?
finished the online Pride and Prejudice ebook.
eh, no joke okay.
staring at the screen, reading 270+ pages gives you a headache.
but i didnt want to stop reading it. hoho.
its such a fab book. :D
manymany thanks to my uncle who actually told me to read the book during CNY.
and i've been procastinating until like, april? -___-
LOL. and after i heard pst tan's sermon, im like "okay, maybe i shld read it."
i read it a bit hastily, like just scanning thru the sentence.
i got the gist of the story anyways.
hmmmm. but i wanna read it again. haha.
more indepth la. :D
xiexie to arabelle, who decided to lend me her Pride and Prejudice book.
she has like, millions in her house? x)
all different versions one. lol.
but im glad im getting it this sunday. (:
when the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come...
giving bs getting started this week!
psycheeeed :D
im kinda nervous too can.
i mean, it might seem like fun giving bs but its actually quite tough also.
cos if you're not rooted fully in the word, and dont know it at your fingertips,
when people ask you questions, you wont be able to answer.
and then they'll have a bad impression.
see how serious it is?!
but im glad. cos it makes me rise up more to a great level of maturity.
you know, taking ownership and everything.
of course, we must never forget to go back to our first love. (:
back to the basics; fasting, praying, reading the bible ...
if we do it every night, there wouldnt be such thing as spiritual dryness in your life.
the only reason we're having spiritual dryness is because we dont talk to God.
and this really brought me back to the time when i first started to rise up.
i gave my time, my worship.
and when things got busier, i shoved His hand away.
imagine standing at the edge of the cliff.
you dont know you're gonna fall.
you dont know that you're on the edge.
His hand comes, and He tries to call you back.
"come back! it is dangerous. come back!"
yet, you shove the hand away.
"later! i'll come back later!"
how grieved and hurt God must have felt.
how ignorant we were of His love.
how many times have we said, "later! i'll do my quiet time later!"
or even said, "i'm busy studying now Lord. I'll do it later!"
how many times have we shoved His hand away?
im coming back to the heart of worship
when its all about You
all about you Jesus..
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008;
12:12 PM
ahhhhh.
i MUST blog.

Pride and Prejudice was oh my gosh SO NICE.
the movie was so beautiful okay.
i would watch it a hundred, a thousand, a million times more.
the story that revolves around different misunderstandings, unconditional love, care..
oh it was so beautiful.
i hope i meet a Mr Darcy when i grow up.
and how i wish i lived in the Victorian era.
this movie was so beautiful, the book will be even better i bet.
5/5 stars. (:
xoxo, k.
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8:13 AM

the sakura flowers in Japan has been blooming! (:
how pretty. one day i shall go to Japan during the spring season and take lots of photos.
sakuras normally comes in pink and white colour. hoho.
i think this is the rare few times that pink is actually okay for me. :D
Japan, here I come! (soon!)
gonna watch Pride and Prejudice movie (2005)!
then i shall go over to the cinemas and catch the Becoming Jane movie! (:
Jane Austin is really one of my fave authors.
i love pride and prejudice.
mr. darcy is so hot. :D
even if he's only a fictional character.
whatever. haa.
cant wait. i hope someone blesses me with a Pride and Prejudice novel soon.
(hint hint! :D)
i always wanted my own copy of it. haha.
school is pretty much normal.
today was really wasted. -_-
half of our subject teachers werent here.
like, waste time going to school today when i can be revising at home.
at least the 2.4km run in PE today wasnt so bad.
i passed, lol.
got chem midyears paper back.
dont wanna talk abt it. ha.
the grade was kind of expected seeing that i had only like,
one day to study.
hooooooooyeah.
ended at 2pm today. was so dang happy can.
normally we'll end school at 3pm.
its totally draining.
:D but i reached home at 230 so im happy today.
currently listening to Point Of Difference and Desperate People.
songs by Hillsongs! (: from their album All Of The Above.
i wanted to post it here, but it seems that imeem doesnt have the full song.
i recommend the CD!
so go get it if you dont have it and stop stealing it from the net. (:
my dad sells them, if you want a discount come to me. haaaa :D
its a really fab song.
the words will really speak to you i guess.
recommended!!
well okay.
gtg Pride and Prejudice is waiting for me. (:
and those
books! that calls me from my bag.
hah see you around!
i will take up my cross
and follow the way you lead me
xoxo, k.