way away away from here i'll be.tired and very cranky these past few days.
i have to change.
i cannot let everything i've worked for down the drain.
friendships. studies. cell group.
bible study. prayer conferences.
i cannot give in to the carnal now.
not now, not ever.
i must pray. one hour, two?
whatever it takes to get it back.
passion. fire. enthusiasm.
i cannot lose it so easily!
what the hell have i been doing with my life?
please, bring it back.
i beg of You. can you not see the heart crying out?
the tears coming down fast.
i need to go back. i need to go back to the warmth.
prayer. prayer. prayer.
the carnal is becoming stronger.
i slain you, carnal flesh!
you have no hold upon me.
please. please, let me have by spirit man back.
i cannot live without the Holy Spirit in me.
worthlessness, helplessness.
procrastination, negative thoughts.
no, i dont want to think about them anymore.
i will overcome.
i will overcome.
i will overcome!
you have no hold over me.
i wont be taken down so easily.
there's always a purpose.
ALWAYS a purpose. for everything.
i can overcome.
i will overcome.
no more. no more. no more.
whatever it takes.
i will get it back. i WILL get it back.
persistance. i will press in.
please, let me have it again.
im sorry for the things i've made it
when its all about you
all about you
Jesus...
xoxo, k.
way away away from here i'll be.