Run away with me to LONDON.

Friday, July 04, 2008;

1:49 PM

sigh.

Goo Goo Dolls - Sympathy

Stranger than your sympathy,
And this is my apology
I Kill myself from the inside out,
And all my fears have pushed you out.
And I wished for things that I don't need.
All I wanted
And what I chase won't set me free.
It's all I wanted
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees.
Oh yeah, everything's all wrong , yeah.
Everything's all wrong, yeah.
Where the hell did i think i was?

And stranger than your sympathy.
I take these things so I don't feel.
I kill myself from the inside out,
And now my head's been filled with doubt.
And it's hard to lead the life you choose,
All I wanted
When all your luck's run out on you.
All I wanted
And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true.
Oh yeah, it's easy to forget, yeah.
And you choke on the regrets, yeah.
who the hell did i think i was?

And stranger than your sympathy,
And all these thoughts you stole from me.
And I'm not sure where I belong.
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong

And I wasn't all the things
I tried to make believe I was.
And I wouldn't be the one
To kneel before the dreams
I wanted And all the talking,
And all the lies
Were all the empty things disguised as me
mm Yeah
Stranger than your sympathy
Stranger than your sympathy

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to think that "at least im not the lowest in class for that test."
to think that "i cant possibly be someone who scores 9points."
to think that "i cant do it, there's to little time."
to think that "she's smarter than me, what can i do?"

you cant think that "at least im not the lowest."
question yourself: why you are not scoring the highest?
you cant think that "i cant possibly be someone who scores 9points."
question yourself: what else can you do to stretch myself to the 9 points?
you cant think that "i cant do it, there's too little time."
question yourself: how you are gonna plan your time out?
you cant think that "she's smarter than me, what can i do?"
question yourself: what exactly can i do to achieve more?

stop limiting yourself, stop thinking you cant do it, stop procastinating, stop yourself from having regrets.
start planning, start thinking, start expanding your capacity, start doing the things now, start the ball rolling.

And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true.
Oh yeah, it's easy to forget, yeah.
And you choke on the regrets, yeah.

'nuff said.

xoxo, k.