Friday, August 22, 2008;
2:41 PM
"Life sucks, and then you die." - Jacob Black.yeah, i know what you mean.
tired beyond belief. and i'm really not kidding. having weird mood swings and getting pissed at people for no reason. and after that i feel really really really bad. i'm just really thankful bainy, lydia, carlos, chan and ally dont get mad at me. ahhhhh i have to work on suppresing the bad stuff. sometimes i really wonder what do i deserve to have them. haha they're great people :D it's really unbelivable though. i'm letting things that have never affected me before get under my skin. what happened to positive thinking? what happened to Greater is He in me than of the world? what happened to the confidence? i guess i just have to stop once in a while in the life race and get recharged and refreshed with God once again. and that reminds me... i miss cell group ): and mag, and franfran and wes. we used to have late night phone conferences and talk abt our problems and stuff... now we're all so busy and far apart. sigh.
i need God's presence back in my life, i can't go on alone.
well okay. prelim results are officially out. LIR5 was horrible, but im totally sure i can ace my subjects during Os. :D had an A2 (72% overall) for ENGLISH so thank God :) although i was hoping for an A1, but an A2 is good enough for prelims. hahaha shall get my A1 for Os. anw, mock exams are back and i'm actually doing my math tys. haha i must be really anxious to get my B3 for math. MATH IS FUN! MATH IS NICE! MATH IS MY BEST FRIEND! ugh. haha gonna get more assessment books later on... sept hols is in 2 weeks! dang, O levels are coming so fast.
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out
just brought me back to how i cried when i heard this song in FOP. haha
okay... gotta go, night class later and i wanna take a much needed nap. :D
xoxo, k.