Run away with me to LONDON.

Sunday, October 26, 2008;

11:08 PM

sometimes I seriously don't get what is up with the people around me.

but since I decided to not complain so much, not be so judgemental, and stop flaring up at people, I shall be more understanding and change my character for the better. so I will do things without expecting anything in return (something that I realised I've not been doing) and no matter how many times I'm not appreciated for doing something good, I know there's my mega big and uber cool Father up there that gives me the thumbs up when I do something nice for someone!

well at least I actually admitted my flaws and didn't run from them.

xoxo, k.

Saturday, October 25, 2008;

12:18 AM

i do not like to talk about my math papers straight after my exams, thankyouverymuch.

and bell curve bell curve bell curve.
pfffffffffffft. (get over it)

yeah 'nuff said.

xoxo, k.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008;

11:50 AM

THIS IS DING! :D HAHA

Special post for Gabriel Ding! :D (guess who asked me to feature him on my blog) HAHA

Magdelene Lim has also blogged about gabby on hereshe-comes.blogspot.com! so please refer to content there (Thurs Oct 16) before reading my post!

okay here goes:

I LOVE GABBY! YAY!

Gabby can be Mag's boyfriend but (sorry ah gab) he's not MY boyfriend! 'Cause Kez already likes some other guy (which Mag, Fran, Jeyun, and Serena all knows. not secret anymore ah HAHA) so I don't have to share ding with Mag, Mag can have him all to herself! YAY

So, you know Miley Cyrus has this song 7 things (I hate about you) right? So here are 7 reasons why I LIKE Gabby:

1. 'Cause I'm nice and I like EVERYBODY

2. He can play really really really nice songs on the guitar!

3. He thinks I'm drop dead gorgeous (prettier than mag) HAHAHAHA please refer to mag's blog!

4. He has an iPhone that has the press-the-button-game which I played on the mrt with mag and it's fun LOL

5. He talk to me on MSN all the time :D

6. He thinks I rock more than mag! HAHAHA

anddddddddd...

7. He's seriously FUNNY can. :D

yay, I'm so nice! (seriously) LOL

xoxo, k.

Sunday, October 12, 2008;

4:48 PM

Come Back Down - Lifehouse

Staring right back in the face
A memory can't be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
and everything I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide

All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on

[Chorus]
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone
With what you're going through

Start to breathe and fake a smile
It's all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside

I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong

[Chorus]

You're coming back down
You say you feel lost, can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You're coming back down
You don't have to tell me what you're feeling
I know what you're going through
I won't be the one that lets go of you

I think it's time to just move on
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I think that... it's the family in w341 that has always been here for me no matter what happens. After all, they're the ones that could always tell whenever you're upset or going through a lot as they look beneath that plastered smile on the face.

Start to breathe and fake a smile
It's all the same after a while

Don't have to be alone
With what you're going through

xoxo, k.

Thursday, October 09, 2008;

7:56 PM

firstly, taytay is being annoying :D HAHA
HERE IS YOUR POST LA! :D

this is my VERY NICE friend :D (aiyo.)

As promised, I have written a special post for Carlos Tay Kian Hao! (see, I'm so nice)

CARLOS BULLIES ME EVERYDAY! HE IS MEAN. hahaha ok kidding.

Carlos is a really smart person (yours truely is smarter) that takes F&N, Geog and Amaths! He should've went to 4E1 cos his level position in Secondary 2 was lower than mine. But then again... if he went in, I'll be stuck in E2. hahaa He plays frisbee and he is DAMN FIT OKAY. He runs faster than me ): He has like, 4982394829042894891 frisbees at home and a special green and yellow (i think) frisbee from UK! Taytay studies with me, ally, ly, chan and bai so that he can score his A1s for O levels. :D DISTINCTIONS! His mom can bake CINNAMON CAKE :D! And he'll bake one for me soon (or else) HAHA. ohhh. i remember something. Carlos sounds damn funny over the phone especially when he just wakes up! curry curry :) He wants to be a pilot, missionary, sell fishball donuts, and ER I CAN'T REMEMBER. He is a very very very nice friend that endures my ego (SMALL ego) and he does lots of nice things and he lets me win when we compete in running! HAHAHA

So... Thank God I have nice friends (:

xoxo, k.

Tuesday, October 07, 2008;

8:39 PM

Stuck on: Depths Of Your Love - The Alternative Live

Before the earth
Before all days
You knew me
Formed in Your image
Made in Your likeness
You loved me
The light of Your word
The truth of Your promise guides me
The power of Your mercy
The love of Your grace deep inside of me

It's the depths of Your love
Moving in the depths of me

I believe
In the power of Your name
I believe
In the promise of faith
I believe
In the love of a God
Jesus my Saviour
I believe, I believe

Speaking to this mountain
To move into the ocean
Your authority given to me
No matter what happens
Here I am standing
On the hope of Your word Promised to me
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Sometimes I wonder if I'm too nice and gullible to the people around me.
Trust is a very important thing - Me losing the trust in you... you wouldn't want to know what will happen.
Thank God that I have a person in the entire wide universe that I will never ever ever lose my faith in. (:

sigh. back to studying!

xoxo, k.

Thursday, October 02, 2008;

7:35 PM

Left my fear by the side of the road

Hear You speak, won't let go

Stuck On: All I Need Is You - Hillsong United

Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak
Won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray

Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see
Is a glimpse of You

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

One more day and it's not the same
Your Spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again

Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that
You're watching over me

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold

You hold

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This song has always let me know He is always there when all else fails, or whenever I'm down and not feeling good enough for people. It lets me know how much I laid my life down and how much I've sacrificed for Him and for His Works. And He has neve once let me down or given up on me, but has welcomed me back with open arms time after time when I come back.

So I'm still learning lots of things - Controlling the anger beast inside (hoho), not letting things affect me too much, thinking positive and being a servant by serving others. Can't say I'm doing very very well :X but yep, still trying hard and keeping the confidence up! :)

Had a haircut recently (okay, like yesteday) and it's pretty nice okay. I guess. Initially I wanted to just... trim it a lil' shorter and the hairdresser was going all "I help you cut a new style, but still keeping your concave back." in CHINESE. being the cheena noob I am, I went "Hao, hao, ke yi, sui bian." and viola, I have a really really short back. Just fabulous. (sigh)

Before (taken on friday or somewhat then) with LY LEE LING EN :D

After with ALLY KOH JIE PING :D (taken today at macs!)

I don't look half bad I guess. (positive thinking positive thinking) Lydia says to look at the bright side and that at least a guy would like me for who I am, and not how I look like. Greeeeeat. :D HAHAHAHA okay well, looking on the bright side - at least I won't have to go school for 2 weeks until Os. Bad thing is - Mass lecture tmr with the entire cohort and Night class with may may. Everyone is going to see the haircut! gah. NEVERMIND I think my haircut rocks and its the best haircut in the entire world yay :D

Oh Franfran is greeeeeeat yay. Thank you for offering to get the keys for cell group tmr night! (: boyFran lol. He's the best best best.

Alright, I'm going to watch the gameshow "I survived A Japanese Gameshow" :D it is so damn funny. Must watch! see you guys arnd :)

xoxo, k.