Sunday, December 21, 2008;
11:59 PM
David Cook - Fall back Into MeWe've been here before
We'll be here again so go on and rest your head
Before you lose it again
We're leaning on each other
Or at least I can pretend
That we didn't lose it all again
It could have been different
It could have all been the same
But now I'm standing at your front door, singing,
When everything's the same
And nothing ever changes
Will you fall back into me, oh
You see, everything's estranged
A million empty faces
So will you fall back into me?
Congratulations
You left me a little jaded and rejected
And so I lost it again
You chew me up, you throw away
As I continue to pretend
That we didn't lose it all again
I guess it's never different
I guess it's all the same
So now I'm bloodied by my fist, clenched, swinging
When everything's the same
And nothing ever changes
Will you fall back into me, oh
You see, everything's estranged
A million empty faces
So will you fall back into me?
I was a name across your lips
It's time to spit me out
I play the game; when my heart rips
It's time to hear me out
(Never do without)
When everything's the same
And nothing ever changes
Will you fall back into me
See, everything's estranged
A million empty faces
So will you fall back into me?
We're leaning on each other
Or at least I can pretend
That we didn't lose it all again, all again
Lose it all again
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Speaks of current mood now. It's actually 130am monday morning, but I shall post it up under 21st Dec as I got home pretty late after sending Mag off to the airport with Gabby :)
Had talked pretty much with Rachel as well as other people today about different stuffs that got me thinking. I realized that I never really talked about the human feelings inside of me, like liking some other guy or smth, to others. (And I mean really liking someone and not admiring a certain someone. There's a difference) I guess I had locked up those emotions, threw them inside a box and flung the key away. The confusion of thoughts in my head and the endless What Ifs... I've been thinking much much more than I would have usually would.
I guess it really doesn't matter at the end of the day, 'cos it would probably be my own choice on whom the special someone would be. I don't want to go through the whole process of getting together with multiple guys and breaking up. (seen my sister went thru that, so nada for me) Aiya I don't know, I'll probably be so dense and clueless that I won't even know if some fish in the pond is attracted la, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know!
Why am I even bothering to blog about this where millions of people would see... -_-
Okay so update about Changi airport T3 with Mag and Gabby shall wait until that ding sends me the pictures (:
Prayer conf 9am in the morning! Gotta sleep :) See you all tmr
xoxo, k.
