Thursday, December 18, 2008;
10:58 PM
I don't know what I should have done.
I honestly don't know.
All I know is... It really hurt to be ignored like that.
Yell at me, shout at me, scream, hit, slap me, tell me what I did wrong. To me, that is probably a thousand times better than to be thrown aside and ignored. It's like a doll that the child has lost interest in. If the doll had feelings, it would probably feel an incredible sense of sadness. Sadness that makes it weep and ask itself, "What did I did wrong?"
It hurts. It hurts so much to be tossed aside. That incredible sense of sadness that overwelms.
Perhaps it would be better if the doll didn't have too many friends that are close to her. Closeness in friends... It seemed like it has only made the hurt much deeper and painful.
But as the Word of God says,
For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.- Romans 8:38-39There will always be a love that will never fail. And as one door closes, another one will always open. A hurt will heal, and the doll will learn that to praise God even in the darkest times! For He shall always lead you back to the right path once again. PTL :)
Hear my cry
I sing for You alone...
xoxo, k.
