Friday, January 30, 2009;
4:44 PM
Life sucks, and then you die.
Yeah, I should be so lucky.
(Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn Pg 143)
Ah well. Que sera sera. No use moping and feeling like crap 'cos nothing's gonna change. Crying's not going to solve anything anyway. There's always a reason and a time for everything. My talents won't be wasted away. There'll be a future somewhere somehow.
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009;
3:20 PM
Hana Yori Dango... the korean version! :) FINALLY I found a website to watch this from!
I never thought that there'll be a korean version coming out, but apparently they just started airing at the beginning of this month! I really liked the Japanese Version (Well duh, Oguri Shun acted as Rui! HAHA) but the korean one is quite nice actually :)
And the guy acting as Yoon Ji Hoo (aka Hanazawa Rui) is Kim Hyun Joong! :DDD Really really hot and good looking HAHAHA. It's the guy with brown hair in the picture above btw. He should really get together with the lead actress... but obviously she'll end up with the curly hair Goo Joon Pyo aka Domyoji Tsukasa :) Ah well, maybe Joon Pyo will grow on me as I watch the rest of the episodes, just like how Domyoji did. Haha!
Kim Hyun Joong!! <3
Apparently he's the leader of the Korean boyband SS501 :) I shall listen to their songs after watching ep 6! Which is the lastest ep that was released a few days ago I think. Yay
Go watch it if you have the time!
And last but not least, Happy 17th Birthday to Alicia Koh! I hope you had a very happy birthday today :)
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009;
10:37 PM
Happy CNY everyone! :)
The picture is pretty nice, no? 9 out of 11 grandchildren together with my grandmother! Reub and Sam weren't around this year... I guess Sam had to go off tmr and couldn't afford to come. Oh well. Rest of the pictures will be uploaded to Facebook, so get it there :)
Shall talk about my really cool grandmother in the next post... I have an extremely hip picture of her too! :D Too tired to upload it today, shall sleep early and jog in the morning! Hee
Okay bye-bi~
xoxo, k.
Sunday, January 25, 2009;
10:24 PM
Finally cleaned up my room this morning and everything looks neat and feels clean. Hahaha. Just in time for CNY as well :) Relatives are coming over tomorrow evening for a visit... and I really wonder why our house of all places. New bedsheets, new pillowcases and a much emptier table! No more cluttered table. Hee :D
Went out with my sister to shop (or rather to escape cleaning the rest of the house) for her jeans and for my tops. Headed to Pull and Bear to get her stuff, and I waited for about an hour or so while she tried like EVERY single type of jeans in the shop -_- Finally she got one that made her butt look small, and then Lucas and my sister's guy friends came over to look for us. Walked everywhere to find something nice for Lucas' mom and he finally got a pretty green top from Topshop and accessories from Aldo (Aldo I think. I can't remember, it's some shop in Raffles City) It was so funny while we were there. My sister was choosing the best type of necklace to match the green top, and Lucas went like "Hey I think this looks nice, should we get it? Yeah okay, let's get this ring and another necklace too, how about earrings?" "I really like this rocker necklace, you think it'll look nice on me?" Then he stared really hard at this particular white striped ring. I went like "Do you want to get it?" And he takes it off the hook and bought it. Hahahaha :D Lucas kinda gives me an impression of a caring big brother can. :D My sister commented that if she was his mom, she'll feel really blessed! I think so too :)
HAHAHA AND AND AND he taught me how to say no to my sister! It's super funny. "Jie, NO." I was laughing all the way and he was telling me to use a lower and firmer voice when talking to my sister can. Hahahaha
Anyway, after they all left, my sister and I rushed down to Far East to get tops and her dress. By then almost all the shops were closed and my sister actually managed to decide on what dress she should get in 5 minutes. Hiong la can. Haha :D Got my top and then we rushed back home steamboat reunion dinner with family :)
Okay so yesterday I had reunion dinner with all my relatives... met up with my cute cousins! I shall upload pictures to Facebook once it's transferred from phone to laptop :) Marc was so cute.
I felt really bad that I had to go off straight after service yesterday to rush down to my grandmother's place for dinner instead of fellowshipping. But family before ministry! I hope everything turns out well between me and that certain cg member... But Rachel says our fear of God must be greater than our fear of men! If we've done the right thing there's nothing to be afraid of :)
Well, all in all I feel really great and it has been a good day! Looking forward for cny :)
xoxo, k.
Saturday, January 24, 2009;
2:29 AM
It's 2:32am in the morning and I've just finished watching Becoming Jane! :)
Rented it from some shop in BP Plaza for CNY (together with Stardust, Waterhorse and A Series of Unfortunate Events) and the movie was pretty good! I really loved it. You should catch it if you love the classics like Pride and Prejudice etc. The story revolves around Jane Austen, whether or not it is real I do not know, and how she met Tom Lefroy whom she had affections for and had almost ran away with him. But due to a letter from her servant who ardently loved her and Tom's family issues of providing for his siblings, the elopement was unsuccessful. Basically it made matters worse and she didn't get married to him! ): The guy was hot okay, like Darcy from Pride and Prejudice! Anyway, she remained unmarried and had the book Pride and Prejudice published (as shown in the movie) :)
And it was Mr. Wisley that had made the first line for Pride and Prejudice! "It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife." I never knew that... or maybe it isn't even true that Mr. Wisley said that. I shouldn't mix the movie and the writings in the book together. Hahahaha
I feel quite satisfied today! :)
xoxo, k.
Friday, January 23, 2009;
10:42 PM
Sometimes I feel that when something is gone... it'll be out of my grasp forever. And then I'll start crying.
I'm actually very fearful of certain things, like parting of ways or separation or rejection. I don't mean those kind of BGR breakups, but minor things. Like maybe not having eye contact when talking, or when your body actions state that you're upset with me. I could just see (my friend claimed I was sensitive... in a good way) and able to tell whenever a person is unhappy or disappointed, uncaring or unwilling. It hurts.
But even myself... I've hurt others and never considered their position, or even stood in their shoes. All I was concerned about was how *I* feel. Who am I to be called a friend? Who am I to be called someone that cares? Who am I that people have to give respect to? I'm just an ordinary person like everyone. I make mistakes and care too much on them. I'm not perfect but I try to be and it kills me.
If I had a million sorrys I would say it all to make it alright again...
I wish Mag was here. As well as... a certain friend whom would not probably bother about me now regardless of what I say. Maybe I'm just thinking the worst of everything now, that nothing could work out and everything will be in a mess...
(edit @ 12:14am) Actually, yeah I do have a bad habit of thinking the worst of everything and in the end it turns out okay. I'm relieved :)
xoxo, k.
Thursday, January 22, 2009;
11:28 PM
Went out to Sakae Sushi for lunch together with my siblings and aunt from HK! That's like the second time in the month I've ate sushi buffets. We had sashimi! I ate raw salmon and raw tuna and kaminabe and maki and soft shell crabs and soba and lots of fooooooooooooooooood :) The total cost was like, $125! But my aunt graciously took out her credit card and paid for it all. She even commented that she rather use the money for food instead of branded clothes (while subtly looking at my sister HAHA)
After that I went out to shop for CNY clothes and FINALLY I've gotten my Day 1 clothes! I bought this $45 shirt (heartpain can, that's a lot of money) that I liked a lot :) It's grey with the Free Parking sign thingy you see in Monopoly game boards printed on the shirt. It was just so cute haha! I just had to get it you know... But I'm kinda dreading my parent's reaction when they find out the cost of it :X I saw this really nice short sleeved jacket from Foxx, but the price was like O_O really fabulous as well. Hahaha. Ah well, I wanted to get pale coloured overalls but I can't find those affordable ones. I saw one that cost freaking $50 and I was like WHATTT. Total rip-off. Pffft.
Okay so I'm off to shop again on Sunday (my poor legs) together with my sister! Hopefully I'll get everything done by 4pm or so and then I'm off for reunion dinner with family :) I NEED CLOTHES!! ROAR
Watched Love Matters today during the evening and it wasn't as good as I expected to be. Seriously. Yeah there were funny parts and all... But I would have rather spent my money on Inkheart. The plot was all over the place and was so-so la. Watch it if you really don't have anything to do, or if you want to support local films. Haha.
Getting a new laptop sooooooooon! :D But it's a long way to fulfilling my desire of an iPod Touch. Hahahaha and my camera! ): Shall work and save up, don't care already ah. People promising it and then breaking their promises... I don't really want to rely on them anymore.
Okay well, pretty tired out after today so I'm off for bed. See you around!
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009;
9:58 PM
I'm armed with my sushi infront of me and ready to blog! Haha :) How I wish I can eat sushi everyday... and someday I'll travel to Japan to see Toyko Tower! And eat their food! And go for UVERworld's concerts!! Y(^-^)Y
Okay well, I changed my blogskin (quite obviously haha) 'cause I thought that the first day spent as a seventeen year old should be full with changes! Although technically my first day was on the 20th 'cos I was born in the morning, but better late than never right. Hahaha. I liked this skin a lot, and I'm starting to love piano classical music after listening to Yiruma yesterday night (and a few hours ago on Mag's blog) :) I remember it was during O levels that I forced myself to listen to calm and soothing tunes in order to concentrate better when studying... It helped a bit I guess. Haha
Today was a pretty okay day I guess. Helped my parents out for the CNY stuff, and ate a lot of pineapple tarts. :D Was supposed to head out to West Coast Park today to fly my kite with the others but they were not free/or was going to be late ): In the end, only Carlos could make it but well... by then my parents wanted to me to help them. Some other time I guess!
I really wanna catch Ink Heart, Bride Wars, Love Matters (It's NC16 can you believe it!) and Confessions of a Shopaholic when they're released here in Singaporeeeeeeee :) Anyone up for it?
Wasabi pwns. Haha okay I'm off to do QT and rewatch my Bleach! Bye-bi!
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009;
11:57 AM
Happy 17th Birthday to me! :D
Thanks to everyone who wished me a very happy birthday :) I woke up this morning and my phone had 16 new messages in a night! And some even wished me at unearthly hours of the morning like AT 6AM (then I realised they had school/work HAHAHA) and some wished a very unique kind of text message! Hahaha
Let's take Nick for example:
Oh no, I read this online, quoting the entire passage. 20th January 2009. A giant meteor looms overhead earth, threatening what seems to be an inevitable crash. The scale? A large explosion capable of destroying everything within a million mile radius. However in such bleak times, there seems to be a glimmer of hope among our people. We call it, Kezia. Apparently, born on this doomsday, written in ancient manuscripts, on her 17th birthday, upon blowing out the candles of her cake, she would prolong the disaster till the responsibility is passes on to another. It's unbelievable to imagine the fate of the entire world resting on one person's actions. I guess whether or not today's sunrise is the last we'll ever see is all up to Kezia. This is reporter John Evans, signing off. Thank you, hand happy birthday Kezia :)
I was literally laughing as I read it... Thank you Neeeeeeeeeek, you've made my day and earned a spot on my blogpost :D
Anyway, I signed on to Facebook and there were A LOT of happy birthdays on my Wall. I would feel really bad if I didn't thank them, so I actually went to each and every person's (that wrote to me) profile! Can you believe it... it took me super long :D
My 2009 Birthday feels like it has lasted for a week... I went and would be going out this entire week :D Thank you to everyone who had made time so that we could go out together! It's the bestest presents I've received, anata wa totemo shinsetsu-desu!
3 birthday cakes... 3 special wishes. Thank you all once again! and Thank you God for answering my prayers :)
xoxo, k.
Monday, January 19, 2009;
11:08 PM
Thank you Sarah, Haron, Nick, Lydia and Bainy for today's really really really nice birthday outing! :)
I never expected them to pay for my meal and they even had a chocolate muffin + icecream for me! So cute can. Hahaha
Okay so anyway. We were supposed to meet at Cck before heading off to The Cathay to watch Changeling. In the end we met at Cathay itself. Hahaha and Bainy was super early! I felt so bad leaving her there. x(
The movie (Changeling) itself was... pretty okay considering it was a true story in Los Angeles that happened during the 1940s time I think. When American people had trams instead of trains, those old kind of cars and every woman wore dresses that were as long as their ankles. It was kinda creepy when the guy murdered all the children (like blood on his face and clothes and that lunatic smile) and then he sang Silent Night right before he was hanged. Imagine Silent Night being cut off with a scream. Eeeeeish. 1/4 of the time I was hiding my face 'cos it was the murdering thingy part and Bainy was enjoying herself looking at my reaction -_- I don't think I'll ever like blood/gore/horror movies... I prefer chick flicks or funny kinds. HAHAHA. But! The movie wasn't all that bad 'cos in the end the WOMAN FOUGHT FOR HER RIGHTS! Go sisterhood! :D
Walked all the way to Art Friend to get my kite sticks and then off to Marina Square for dinner! Ate at Pizza Hut and they all insisted to pay for me :X I feel so bad can. AND THEN THE MEXICAN CHICKEN RUBBISH HAHAHA. I didn't even know until Nick told me after everything la! Anyway, we ate and ate and ate and then I was like thinking "Oh shucks, I think I'm going to be late." 'cos I was rushing off for Jo's DG meeting. But I felt so bad to leave at that moment bacause everyone made time to spend the day with me, so I decided to stay for a lil while longer. I mean like, a few minutes won't hurt right? :D AND THENNNN the lights dimmed and I remembered thinking "EH POWER CUT OFF AH." And then the birthday song started playing can! I was like NO WAYYYYY. Hahaha and I had a nice choc muffin + icecream cherry which taste reaaaally good V(^^) It was really unexpected la :D I just thought we were going to have dinner and that's it... But special people has special surprises eh. Hahahaha
Oh yeah. Before the rest of them paid the bill, Haron went "Okay those that need to pay come with me... those that don't need, Kezia you can just sit there." Hahahaha it's funny and cute la. And when we left, all the waiters and waitresses were like wishing me Happy Birthday. HAHAHA.
This year's birthday was really special 'cos I've never went out with schoolmates to celebrate my birthday before (Can you believe it, I only went with church people) and I was so touched la. Haha!
Okay so after that, I had to fly down to Toa Payoh for DG Meeting and I thought I was going to be late :X In the end I reached the same time as Arabelle and then we ran to Jo's house. Haha :D Prayer meeting was pretty good and then at the end of it all, the DGs had a special cake for me and Vincent and presents! The chocolate cake was really good as well (I'm weak against chocolate haha) but I had so much chocolate that I only had a slice. :D Fee-low-ship was great 'cos I got to know the rest of the DG people and Jo's house is really nice!! HAHAHA. Thanks to all the DG people who remembered... I was really glad :)
And thank you once again to Chan, Lee, Bai, Haron, and Nick for today! You've made my day really special <3
xoxo, k.
Sunday, January 18, 2009;
11:59 PM
I'm actually quite excited to give bible study :) I hope I can teach well next week and the weeks to follow!
Service today was great as Pst Tan preached how prayer should be second nature to us as we are a fusion of the spiritual and natural realm. It was like a whole different perspective of prayer and I learnt, and recapped abit, about various truths and God's patterns in our life. Went to fellowship (or FEE-LOW-SHIP as my mom would say) after lunch at the rooftop! Had a nice time camwhoring with Mag's DSLR at the playground and even at the 4th level lift mirrors :X
Oh and and and, the cell group celebrated my birthday today! Had a nice mango cake + Jeyun's bear-heart card + Honour's Reward by John Bevere! :DDDDD Thank you God! I wanted the John Bevere books so much after his sermons last week... I even cried when my parents said they couldn't get it. I'm really really really beyond glad that I had a wonderful present :) Thank you Mag for the black vest, the handmade card and the pretty notebook! Anata wa totemo shinsetsu-desu! And not forgetting Wesley's little card, it wasn't a birthday pressie but it was still pretty cute with the robot and everything :D
It's not even my birthday yet! Hahaha I feel really blessed :)
(I accept late presents okay! Haha!)
Well alright, it has been a pretty eventful day today and I look forward to the rest of the week! It's pretty late (1:24am but I'm posting this up at 11:59 :D) and I haven't done my QT yet! I need to sleep earlier seriously... and I won't procrastinate on praying my 45 minutes anymore :) Okay see you around!
xoxo, k.
Saturday, January 17, 2009;
11:49 PM
I am so annoyed. BEYOND annoyed.
How can anyone be so stupid?! So clueless and fickle-minded? It's beyond being dim-witted, it's become just plain stubborness. How I wish to yell and to inject some reality into your mind. Open up your eyes! Stop being so blind! Can't you see that the way you're going down will end to nothing except for destruction? It would only hurt you more! Why can't you see that you're reaching the edge of the cliff? Why can't you see that it is not going to work out? I really want to shake you out of the delusion you're in, how can you think or even hope that it will work out?! That decision you made was rash, stupid and seriously impulsive. You can't see, you can't think, you don't even know the consequences of your actions!
Your every action sickens me. I can't even look at you now. Whatever reproach I have towards you will be rendered useless. I don't even want to touch you. Every word from you felt like a lie.
I really really want you to wake up from your senses and look carefully! It's 'til the extent of being so desperate as not to let you fall that I'm willing to go on my knees and ask God to send conviction in your heart. Open your eyes! Don't be blinded by the temporary things... don't be a fool!
Please... I ask of you to think it through properly. Get out of it before it's too late.
xoxo, k.
Friday, January 16, 2009;
11:36 PM
TGIF :) Thank God It's Friday!
Thank God that He has brought me through the week, and will continue to lead the way as I appeal and as I wait for my posting results... Not my will, but Yours be done. EVERYTHING is possible if it's in God's will.
Had some pretty nice news today as well :) Rachel signed me up for Choir Ministry! And I'm pretty excited 'cos I can serve God on stage :D Hahaha and Mag, I promise to intro you to a hot guy in CHC Choir Ministry k. And I'm part of JOL's DG :) Yay to serving God more!
Okay so can't wait for tmr, Exhibition of Broken Relationships outing with Mag! :) Thanks for setting aside time to go out with me Magger! DSLR DSLR! Hee :)
Okay pretty tired out so see you around!
xoxo, k.
Thursday, January 15, 2009;
11:45 PM
First thought in my mind: I just want this week to be over soon.
Second thought: Ah heck, everything's gonna be okay.
Anyway, I've edited and changed the list to make it more affordable. HAHAHA.
List of things you can get for 20th January:
- 10.1 megapix Lime Green T77 Sony Cybershot
- iPod Touch HAHA.
- Honour's Reward by John Bevere
- Driven By Eternity by John Bevere
- 4th Dimensional Living by Dr. Yonggi Cho
- Thick White-band Watch with silver-grey border (From Lafond)
- Black Guess Leather wallet!
- Black Vest (Charlotte Fitted Vest! Click
here to see)
- Grey Boyfriend Shirt (From Cara, Click
here to see)
- Chunky Chain Necklace :) (Reference to the one I normally wear)
- Forever21 Trendy Girl Tunic
- Forever 21 The Beatles Tee
- Red (Large) Crumpler Sling<3
- Scrapbooking materials
- Vintage Paris Notebook (From Stationary Island)
- Vintage Paris cellphone-chain (From Stationary Island)
- Sheep Keychain (From Stationary Island)
- 'Raining' Nude-Sticker (From Stationary Island)
- K plush cellphone-chain (From Cool Little Things)
Actually, I'm fine with anything. The list is just for my own preference. Hahahaha :D But I think I need more clothes to dress sharper and nicer for church services :) (hint HAHA) I really really really want the spiritual books though...
I actually learnt quite a lot from Rachel everytime I talk to her about the different stuff I'm going through :) Praying 'till you have the peace of the Lord in your heart, looking forward and never looking back (Remember Lot's wife), being who I truely am, pursuing my dreams, doing much more for the cell group, and most of all, learning how to love and accept who I am :) A bit random to post this here but I just felt like saying it... so yeah. Hahas
Okay it's last day for JAE submission tmr! Aw shucks. Okay I'm off to sleep and forget about it until tmr morning :) Bye-bi~
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009;
9:00 AM
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you, says the LORD, and I will bring you back from your captivity; I will gather you from all the nations and from all the places where I have driven you, says the LORD, and I will bring you to the place from which I cause you to be carried away captive.Jeremiah 29:11-14 NKJVAfter a night of crying, pleading, seeking, finding, praying, many many many deeps breaths later, I...
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009;
9:48 AM
Actually... I would gladly throw my A1 in EL away. Those who had talked to me would know why.
xoxo, k.
Monday, January 12, 2009;
11:27 PM
Stuck on: Mighty to Save - Hillsong United
So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
You fill my life again.
Okay well, I promised myself not to cry today :)
On the lighter note... I had my A1 for English, A2 for Humanities and a B3 for Emath. Oh and I passed Amath after 2 long years of Mdm Tan's classes and mock exams that I kept failing. Which is quite an achievement for me! Actually, B3 for Emath is also an achievement considering that I've failed my Emath for the last 4 years. Haha! The rest of the subjects was kinda screwed. Hahaha. Was kinda (okay, really really) upset 'cos I expected so much more, especially for my sciences, but I'm not really going to appeal or anything 'cos I wouldn't want to make the same mistake I made in Secondary 2. I believe that everything happens for a reason, so I'll let God lead me instead of begging Him to change His mind :) I want to be like Queen Esther! She obeyed God and in the end she saved her people. Hee :)
And thank you Kian Hao for the encouraging verse :)
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. "
May the grace and wisdom and understanding of God be upon me whatever I do and decide, Amen. I believe that God will bring me to the school He wants me to be in :)
Okay, gotta check more options for me to apply so bye-bi!
xoxo, k.
Saturday, January 10, 2009;
11:46 PM
Sushi outing with Shelle and Mag @ CPF building Tanjong Pagar was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. :D Started camwhoring in the mrt stn (before we tapped out) and Mag was having fun with her DSLR. Hahas. We took like dunno how many pictures throughout the entire outing. Shall upload the one we took with Rachelle in the next post :) The rest of them has already been uploaded (or uploading soon) in Mag's facebook.
Anyway, we ate like A LOT of plates. And Seaweed Udon! And Takoyaki! And the high-class Fish Roe sushi that Mag didn't like. Hurhur. And we made her try wasabi :) It was actually quite funny to see her face turn red, and then she started fanning her nose and finally drinking some water. HAHA! Sakae Sushi at CPF Building was actually quite empty. We were the only ones left in the restaurant when we finally left at 5plus. Had a good time with Shelle and finally met after a long time! Yoshhh.
Walked over to Lau Pa Sat which was surprising near. Passed by lots of shops that were closed ON A SATURDAY! Even Starbucks! I wonder why. After walking to Lau Pa Sat we decided to go over to Fullerton Hotel/Esplanade and the Merlion! Hahaha. Took UBER lots of pictures including one that looked like the Merlion was spitting on us -__- LOL. As we walked over to Esplanade we saw this couple snogging right smack in the middle of the bridge, like what the pink. Hahaha and so we started going all crazy and sang Ultraviolet. I think the couple heard us... they pulled away from each other and looked at us. HAHAHA SO EMBARASSING. They were angmohs too O: I think Singaporeans wouldn't snog full-frontal right infront of people in public. We're more... closed up. I think. Hahaha
Anyway, there's lots of Art stuff in Esplanade! It's like HEAVEN :D seriously! Especially the exhibition of Broken Relationships. I saw the ad in the newspapers a few days ago and apparently it ends on the 18th! Noooo, I must go and take a look before then. While we were walking back to City Hall via the undergound pass, there was a kind of mini-gallery there titled My Father. It was actually pretty cool 'cos the photographer took lovely pictures of his Dad and his lifestory... it was tear-jerking I guess. But pretty cool as well :)
Was pretty tired at the end of the day as Mag and I took the red-line back home with Shelle... Although I just wanna leave a note for Rachelle here (hopefully she sees this, haha) and that is: I may not know fully what's going on with your life, but regardless of everything, I still hope to be a friend to you :) It doesn't really matter how many disappointments you had, I believe with each situation you go through you'll overcome it. Whenever you feel down or upset, just know that I'll lend a listening ear! You've helped me lots in 2008 in little ways and I really appreciate and love you :)
I'm talking to Gabby on the phone now! Hahaha He's hot, handsome, funny, cute and nice and nice and nice :) Guess who told me to say that. See Gabriel Ding, I didn't bracket anything ok :D
Okay well its service tmr and I'm pretty excited for it. Empowered to succeed~ I really feel motivated after Rachel's conferences... like I could do so much more for the cg and stuff. Okay its late, I'm tired out and I gotta sleep soon. Bye-bi! :)
My God is mighty to save...
xoxo, k.
Thursday, January 08, 2009;
8:02 PM
I didn't want to say it, but if I don't it'll probably be all bottled inside and it'll kill me slowly. Here goes:
I hate it when I have to go through so many disappointments due to broken promises. Seriously, don't bother making a promise if you're not going to keep it. You just raise my hopes and expectations and then crush it flat. I feel infuriated, annoyed and most of all, cheated. I trusted, I believed, and I was let down. I actually thought that it wouldn't be worth it to keep my expectations high with others after this incident... that's the only way I won't be disappointed. That was a horrible thought and I know that in life there'll be so many disappointments, it's just how you handle it. There are times I handle it in a fleshly way, and times I won't even bat an eyelid over. Sometimes... just sometimes, I wish disappointments weren't so big. That's all.
Now to get all fear and insecurities away. I need to commit my time back to God.
Okay I'm done ranting. On a lighter note... O level results day next monday 2pm! Hurhur can't wait.
Sentosa outing with (half of) 4E1 was pretty fun I guess. Even though we were there at 1pm and the sun was burning hot, the sand smoldered our feet and most of us ended up sunburnt, it was an enjoyable trip. Poor Ly got scammed AND THEN dunked :) And she just had to drag me into the water together with Haron and the rest after that. Thanks ah. Hahaha played the-person-who-can-stay-underwater-the-longest game, ended up laughing and choking on salty water. It was damn gross. I mean, imagine how many people spit into the sea?! And then Lydia become my horsey (HEE HAW HEE HAW) hahahaha :D Alicia had half of her limbs buried in the sand!
Headed to Vivo for dinner and then it was the straight bus home for me. Was pretty tired out and I totally zonked out in the bus. Alicia said my head didn't move at all and complained that hers keep dropping and hitting her bag -_- And then there was an annoying woman that kept hitting the back of my seat, but I was too exhausted to tell her off. I turned, glared at her with half closed eyes and then faced the front and went back to sleep. Hoho.
I actually slept before 1am yesterday and I'm pretty proud of that! Hahaha :)
Okay I'm off to take a bath, do QT and then it's prayer conference with the cell group. Oh i forgotten to mention. The rest of the pictures taken in sentosa is already up at Facebook so I won't be uploading everything here. There's like 60 pictures -_- I'll probably flood my post. LOL.
Kayyyyyy I hope my aunt's gonna get me the iPod Touch I requested HAHAHA. Hey c'mon, she asked what I wanted for my birthday! xD Hahas okay Byebyeeeeee~
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, January 06, 2009;
10:09 PM
I've been blog hopping and it seems like everyone's playing Hilary Duff songs! O_O What is up with that. Haha but Hilary Duff songs are like teenbopper songs... Well, they're okay I guess.
Stayed home the whole day and watched Raise Your Voice, Lovewrecked and What A Girl Wants movies online :) Oliver James! Hahaha too bad he's like 27 or smth now. The movie theme songs were quite okay (I guess) and so now I have a list of songs to d/l and transfer into my phone. Hurhur.
I think I need to start sleeping before 1am. I feel like a noctural animal. Well maybe I sleep in the day to escape from the naggings and unreasonable demands from a particular parent during the day. BUT! I have to fulfill my new year resolutions so... I guess I'll at least make an effort :)
OKAY HELLO GABBY :)
It's a lazy day today and I'm looking forward to tmr's class outing @ Sentosa! :) At least I'll be out with Lee Bai and Chan (she'd better go HURHUR) like finally. HAHAHA ok and I've updated gift list! And I've just realised I'll be 17 in like 14 days time. Seventeen seems so old...
Hahaha okay off to make CNY goodies with Dad :) Bye-bi!
Big girls don't cry...
xoxo, k.
Monday, January 05, 2009;
11:36 PM
Went back to school this morning to get my cheque of $150 from the school :) It's a blessing in disguise, seriously. Anyway, I've finally returned Mr Wee his copy of A Midsummer Night's Dream which I've held on ever since june 08. It's a nice lit book! And I'm glad Hermia and Lysander got together in the end. Haha :D It's nice to be back in school and we had a nice talk with probably the best english teacher in the world (I'm biased of course HAHA) I hope he gets well soon! :)
Ate canteen food for lunch and omg, I couldn't finish my food la. That's kinda like a big thing for me 'cos I've always finished my plate of rice + veg + curry potato + meat everyday for the past 4 years! Today I actually felt it was too much O_O Kenny commented that it was probably 'cos we were so used eating outside food (like $3 chicken rice that has unbelievably small portions) that we couldn't handle the cheap big portions in the school. EH SARAH, I ATE CHAO DAN (scrambled eggs if my pinyin sucks) TODAY! YOU TOTALLY MISSED IT. Hahahaha it's monday! chao dan and tofu day :DD
Hung out with Azyan, Yu han, Jia xuan and the rest before heading off to the library to chui aircon. Blow aircon. Haha! It was super hot out and since Girl Guides didn't need any help in their booth I slacked off. Hurhur. Bai was great, she accompanied me everywhere :) Xie xie! And I read the National Geographic magazines in the library! Can you believe it. But it's really interesting. Well okay, the copy I read was about China but YES IT IS STILL NICE. :) Was thinking of subscribing for monthly copies... sigh shall see how. Hahaha higher brain knowledge = read more!
Was pretty tired when I got back home, I've forgotten how tiring it was in 2007/2008 when I got back home from school. Slept for an hour or so and I woke up VERY annoyed. The plumber guy came back and my sister started yelling at him in chinese and my dad went all demanding etcetcetc. Yeah well pffft. Long story, don't ask.
Going out with Rachelle this sat :) Missed her loads, I haven't got a chance to catch up with her ever since cg multiplied. We're eating sushi wheeee :D Finally someone to eat sushi with me. Hahaha
Okay shall do QT and then I'm gonna catch the Hilary Duff movie Raise Your Voice :) Bye-bi!
xoxo, k.
Saturday, January 03, 2009;
11:45 PM
Firstly, thanks Gabby for today :)
I actually miss the make up and costumes for POS. Hahaha I can't wait for Emerge 2009!
Went out with PHPPS Humility 6 alumni today (only 1/4 of the class showed up, but still it's pretty good) and I was half an hour late! I didn't realise prayer meeting at my house would end later than I had expected :X But anyway, when I reached DG mrt stn, I found out all of them were waiting for me for quite a long time. Hurhur. I got hit by Vivian ): Haha we went over to DB's Mind's Cafe, but it was so crowded that we booked a table at another outlet - opposite National Library! I didn't even realise that there was one there. Hahaha :D we walked quite an okay distance... But the rest of them was complaining. Funny them :D And Dominic was supposed to be the sports school swimmer guy that is FIT, but was complaining how his legs hurt. Well, okay everyone else (incl. me) was grumbling by then... HAHA :D
Anyhoo, we played some Big-Taboo kinda game, which was like an "upgraded" version of Taboo that was pictionary, taboo and charades all in one. EH, IT WAS ACTUALLY FUN LA. HAHAHA and my team won! Ruth was the most pro in pictionary, Dom in charades/15 words, Yu kai in 15 words, and me in taboo :)
I haven't met up with them for like 2-4 years already, so it was actually quite fun to get together :D I seriously hope we have more of these even when we're in our JCs. And speaking of O levels and JC, everyone starting talking about that when we were playing and then they were discussing how many points they wanted and stuff. All I can say is... I was surrounded by SJI, NUS Math and Science, FMSS, S'pore Sports School, RI people. Hoho. So they're aiming for pretty low points :) David was commenting that he didn't have to talk O levels -_- roarrrr ahaha
OH OH OH, AND MOST OF THEM TOOK CLB! HAHAHA
It was super funny when some cheena china guy came up to us and explained the game in chinese. David had that pained and confused look on his face. PRICELESS. SERIOUSLY. Hahaha and when he tried to speak in chinese... Hahaha it was hilarious.
Overall, today has been a happy day for me so yesssssssssah and I can't wait for tmr's service :)
Oh yes, one last thing: WELCOME BACK MAG! :)
xoxo, k.
Friday, January 02, 2009;
11:59 PM
Yeah well, pfffft.
Sometimes... I just wish for a happy normal family.
Is that too much to ask?
xoxo, k.
Thursday, January 01, 2009;
1:44 AM
It's 1:44am right now and I'm supposed to be zonking out in bed due to the fact that I didn't sleep yesterday night ('cept for the stingy 3hrs of sleep at 10am yesterday morning) but I've just finished watching Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. Yes, it came out like ages ago... but I didn't get the chance to watch it.
And yes mag, i agree now that Aaron Johnson is hot :D And he's only 18! But then again, almost all the guys in the movie looked really really good. The guy that played Dave (Tommy Bostow) looked pretty good when he spiked his hair! Hahaha Liam Hess isn't bad for a 16 year old too! But Aaron Johnson's appearence... beats every guy I've met in my entire life HANDS DOWN.
Oh my gosh can, British guys = hot :)
