Saturday, January 17, 2009;
11:49 PM
I am so annoyed. BEYOND annoyed.
How can anyone be so stupid?! So clueless and fickle-minded? It's beyond being dim-witted, it's become just plain stubborness. How I wish to yell and to inject some reality into your mind. Open up your eyes! Stop being so blind! Can't you see that the way you're going down will end to nothing except for destruction? It would only hurt you more! Why can't you see that you're reaching the edge of the cliff? Why can't you see that it is not going to work out? I really want to shake you out of the delusion you're in, how can you think or even hope that it will work out?! That decision you made was rash, stupid and seriously impulsive. You can't see, you can't think, you don't even know the consequences of your actions!
Your every action sickens me. I can't even look at you now. Whatever reproach I have towards you will be rendered useless. I don't even want to touch you. Every word from you felt like a lie.
I really really want you to wake up from your senses and look carefully! It's 'til the extent of being so desperate as not to let you fall that I'm willing to go on my knees and ask God to send conviction in your heart. Open your eyes! Don't be blinded by the temporary things... don't be a fool!
Please... I ask of you to think it through properly. Get out of it before it's too late.
xoxo, k.
