Will you forsake ALL... and look forward to the top of that mountain?
Climbing up that high mountain
even if it means doing it without the people around you...
Leaving behind all that hold dear to you
leaving behind so many people...
Pressing on even when no one is doing it...
Being focused when everyone else isn't...

Because when you reach the peak of the mountain
You'll find a view more beautiful than no other.

That makes EVEYTHING worth it.

But... it all comes down to this: Will you forsake ALL?

HAHAHA auditions were like a disaster :/ I was so freaking nervous, I totally haven't been to such auditions before but ahhh what the heck I had fun :D Even though I know I probably won't get chosen or smth... but it was still quite the experience! And the place is actually quite nice as well. Nice chairs, nice lamp, nice wallpaper! :D Hoho.

Shopped at Bugis Junct. & Bugis St. after the auditions with Liz and we ate like so much food ): Bet I've gained weight or smth. That's not gooooooood I gotta go jog! Anyway went to the Sony shop and omg omg omg omg I saw an even better camera than the T77! $600 la, and it has bigger screen! So gonna get that... just need $300 more. Hahaha :D Saw Fish Leong (HAHAHA china inside joke) and then took a loooong rest at Macs 'cos my legs were hurting. HAHA. Talked lots with Liz about so many things and I really feel so motivated to change myself and change others for the better! :D

Oh yes that reminds me. Got a pretty cool watch (like finally) so that I can keep track of time :) Mom got me a black skirt from S&K too! Plus black and grey cotton leggings. Yeeessssssaaaaaaah :D More clothes! Now I just gotta get that rainbow clouds jacket I saw today... Poly's gonna be fun ;D

I hope I can really rise up during this period of time and help Rachel with w341 even though her time will be taken up by w483 members... :) Not because I want status or name, but I wanna see my cell group grow and mature! Even if strong winds and storms come, the younger members still won't be swayed away :) They'll be people who love God more than everrrrrr. Just like how 2 Kings 3 talk about preparing for increase, I want to equip and train my little sheep that has been given to me! :D

Need to get my gears working woohoo :) That means an early night and a fresh new day tomorrow to do more fruitful and productive things! Bye-bi~

My favourite cup broke today):


Back from DG! I'm supposed to call into Kang Wei's phone at 6am for prayer conference tmr morning... that is really pro-ness la :) When we were out fellowshipping he was so excited about morning prayer conferences, the rest of the DGs were like "Too early la too early" and Daryl was enjoying himself asking Kang Wei if he would like to go down to his house 4am for prayer meeting -_- And Kang Wei actually said yes! Hahahaha he has a lot of faith :D Oh oh oh and then Kang Wei told us his dog story at the playground which was seriously hilarious. I was laughing like crazy can. LOL but everyone was really really funny and I enjoyed the fellowship :D

DG has been reduced to about 9 people ): Many are called but few are chosen... but thank God Arabelle is still in the same DG group! GO DG 2! Whooooo

Okay I wanna post green shirt guy's backview here! (hahaha jeyun)

Okay lol, it's past midnight but I'm going to blog and edit the previous post :) If you have managed to see what I blogged in that last 4 hrs, good for you. HAHAHA.


Okay firstly, Jeyun this doesn't look retarded okay! You don't look unglam, I promised not to upload any unglam photos here :D Ehehehe. Shall upload all on FB though :D

Went kite flying at Marina Barrage yesterday :) It was really really funnnn! And thank God the weather was nice and cool, I was afraid it was going to rain or something. But there wasn't much sun (good thing or else we'll be sweaty and uncomfortable hehe) and it was super windy! The place was really nice as well, Jeyun and I both got a spot facing the sea and the Singapore Flyer :D We were both staring the at the flyer and wondering if it was moving la. Hahahha

We saw other people flying kites toooooo can you believe it. There was like a butterfly kite, a LION KITE WHOO, a batman kite :D, PANDA KITE!!, rainbow kites like mine, dragonfly kite, bee kite, and the Indian couple kite. :D HAHAHAHA.

I think I should make more sandwiches next time :D


Even kites fall ): Mine was weird, it kept having temperamental issues and flew a little haywire before dropping to the ground. Got the kite up 3 times in the air! Time check when me and yun tried to let it catch the wind for the last time was 6pm... it just didnt want to get up we tried to make it fly for an hour!! Then I realised the string from the middle part became unattached that's why it didn't fly up -_- And then finally at 715 or so the kite flewwwwwww for the last time on saturday evening :D

Mei-chan no Shitsuji Jdrama! :)

The guy that plays the S-rank butler is the same guy that acted as Namba-sempai in Hana Kimi Japan! Although I think his role in the latter suits his better, but this Jdrama is actually quite nice :) Can you see the hot twin butlers in the picture! Extreme right hand side! They're real twins in real life actually. Tagaki Manpei and Tagaki Shinpei. Hahahaha but the white butler Shinobu is the best :) Although he has a really bad personality in the show. Ah well.

Storyline goes like this... Shinonome Mei-san's (or -chan if you prefer) parents died in a fire that burned their udon house/shop down. The butler Shibata Rihito, who has been appointed to serve her, shows up one day and tells her she's the heir of the Hongo Family. She is forced to transfer to St. Lucia Girls' Academy, where all the students have butlers. Which is pretty cool. :D Mei-san meets this student called Lucia-sama (her real name is Hongo Shiori) and finds out that she is outstanding in all aspects, and also a heir to the Hongo Family. Thus both of them fights it out to be the successor :) Shiori plays dirty to get the role of the heir, and her butler Shinobu (kyahhhh :D) creates ways and means for Mei-san to be expelled or hated by her classmates.

But the hero, or in this case heroine, always wins and Shiori gets found out by certain students she had made used of eg. Mamahara Miruku and Ryuonji Izumi. They help Mei-san and she wins. (in the end) Shiori suckszxxzxs. Eheheeheh.

I hope Ep 6 subbed will come out sooooon :) Totally different plot from the manga itself but still niceeeeee. It's worth watching really.

OMG why can't you just throw your pride away?! Why! Why! Why!

Back from DG fellowship with Jo and the other DG people :) I smell nice after having a bath! (HAHA bainy) Had dinner at some shop I've never been before near Mind's Cafe and we talked quite a lot with Jo :) She told us all about her travels to Paris, London, NY, America and now I know that Paris actually isn't a very romantic place like how so many people have assumed. Sure, there's the Eiffel Tower but the queue there is uber long. And in their subway, there are people who plays the violin! Think that's romantic? Think again. Those people stop after a few seconds and then ask for money to continue. Seriously, I rather go to NY :)

Got interviewed by The Straits Time people when we were outside Plaza Sing... they had cameras and everything! Uberly kewwwl :D The person came up to me and then I was like "Er, I'm with those people." and then she asked Andy and Arabelle to come over. HAHAHA. Asked us about a couple of questions about the rising trend of teenage sex. And then the reporter asked "So d'you go to people other than your school teachers to know about sex?" and then we're said family, friends or church people... and then Andy omg was so funny. He went "I have a couple of friends that wants to try it out, but when I heard that, I actually scolded them!" then the reporter started laughing. HAHAHHAHAHA ftw (^-^)Y

Anyway, was talking to Arabelle on the way back home from Dhoby Ghaut and I do agree with her about certain points. Like how the feeling of betrayal is never hard to forget, and the million and one things they hide from us. And then there's the annoying feeling of others being nosy and poking into things people are reluctant to say.

Seriously, there's a time for everything. Even the bible says that. Geez.

Part 2 of Pst Kong's sermon yesterday was really funny and I remembered Linda telling us about how she should take up some of Daryl's fave sports to fulfil Men's Need No. 2: Recreational Companionship :) Daryl suggested Muay Thai! HAHAHA Linda's bones would probably break in the first minute lol. And then Serena asked me how I would like a guy to propose to me -_- Seriously, is that a Valentine's Day thing that's going arnd?! Hurhur.

And I really appreciate a special friend of mine that talks to me via MSN or text even after we're off to different schools after O levels :) I mean, she's really busy yet she still makes time and effort to talk. How nice is that! Although I have no idea if she reads my blog, but if she does... Thank you for being a great friend :)

And I really have to get to sleep earlier, I miss the early mornings when I woke up and the sky was dark and then it turned blue and then finally yellow :) The morning sky is niceeee and the air smells nice too. Ehehehe. Okay off to bed, see you around!

Happy Valentine's everyone :)

Vday just seems like another day to me. Although when I met Gabriel and Rachel to visit Ck I saw lots of couples. And very odd ones too... like the girl is really short and the guy's like two heads taller. I wonder how chan chan spent hers HAHAHA. (inside secret)

So anyway, gave Mag her LO but didn't have a scanner to scan it for a better quality picture but oh wells. Hahaha the one above is good enough :) It was super funny last tuesday when I went to buy the materials at MWL. I overheard a few GUYS going "Hey you think she'll like this? I can't decide... help me decide. Should I get this or this or both?" I seriously wanted to laugh. Hurhur.

I forgot what I wanted to blog about -_- aiya.

Oh oh oh yeah. I got a pretty cool London notebook from Mag (tyvm, ni hen hao) but now I have lots of notebooks. Hahaha but they're pretty and really cool.

I feel funny today, I seem to sleep a lot but still tired out. And I'm still not used to having a domestic helper in the house (I refuse to use the word maid) I come back home and find my bed tidied up -_- And the house looks very neat and clean too. I feel really bad when someone has to warm up my food and serve me for dinner.

Am I supposed to feel bad?! I've been raised not to be spoilt and get my own food + tidy up my own room, not used to this at all...

Anyway. Gabriel watches ANTM -_- I didn't know guys watched that. With the exception of MarcusK :) But then I realised ANTM is actually a faved show by a certain someone, and you connect a few links and you get your answer why Gab watches antm. HAHAHA sorry ah Gabriel, I just had to post this up here. I find it a bit hilarious.

My brother has been very nice today :) He came home and he asked if I would like some chocolate cake! Chocolate you know! So I happily ate my slice and then he commented that he couldn't eat the cake and didn't want to waste it, so he gave it to me. And then I felt like a rubbish bin. -_- HAHAHA.

Went out with Jeyun and Debra ytd to catch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button at The Cathay. We went to watch the movie at the Grand Cathay and OMG the theatre so BIG la! Big and red and gold and the seats were really comfy :) Overall the movie was an okayish kind of movie... but like no moral ending -_- Like you know some movies the couple falls in love in the end or the good guys win, but this one was seriously unrealistic. I mean, who is born as an old guy and dies a baby?! But Brad Pitt doesn't look bad when he was in his teenager yrs. :) But he's all blond and jeans and motorcycles... so not my type pffft. It's a nice movie to watch if you have the time though. The movie was like 3 hours long sheesh.

I took a bus down to City Hall (55 cents!) to meet the both of them before the movie started, and then I passed by PJC and thought I should play a joke on lee, bai and carlos. Bainy believed meeeeeee :) And Carlos was like so unresponsive. HAHAHAHA.

Ah well. I think I'm funny la can :)

Okay! There you go, an update of what happened in my life this past two days. Now I'm tired and want to head off for bed. Byebi~

You Found Me - The Fray

I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All along
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?"
He said, "Ask anything".

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Chorus:
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Chorus

Early morning
The city breaks
I've been callin'
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
Ya never send me no letters
You got some kinda nerve
Taking all my world

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why'd you have to wait?
To find me, to find me
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I finally finished the LO for mag's present! :) My first time doing it and it's pretty good! Spent over $50 on materials itself... really burnt a hole in my pocket man. But I'm really satisfied 'cos it really looks nice (for a first timer) and GUESS WHAT. My brother said it looked nice too :D Can you believe it! Getting a compliment from my brother is like the sun rising from the west to the east. Hurhur.

Shall post it up soon :) The picture of the LO of course. Can't do it now... Mag spies on my blog everyday x(

Something really funny happened yesterday :D I was rushing over to Riverwalk to meet Jo and I was actually late by like, a few minutes or something. But being late isn't good, even if it's just a few seconds! I was practically running up the escalators. I reached the front entrance of the... place (I forgot what's the name) and didn't really notice the people around. I walked REALLY QUICKLY through the glass doors and then someone went, "Hi Kezia!" I turned and then I saw Wenkai and I stopped in my tracks for a split second before giving him a punch on his arm and exclaimed really loudly, "OMG I thought I was late la!" And then I continued walking like nothing was wrong. It was only when I saw Kang Wei waiting together with the other leaders then I realised that... I ACTUALLY HIT A CGL OMG. I felt really bad after that. Ahahaha.

Had changes in my connect group once again... well at least Ladylene's in now. It's so much easier to see and help her grow like that. Bible study this week yay, finally I'm giving. Can't wait :)

I want to do more scrapbooking!! But materials are really so expensive... I need dough!

And I need more excitement in life. Staying at home isn't really all that fun. Can't wait for poly to start (and me learning animation! :) Storyboarding! University! All for the greater good) in April which sounds really far away. I might have to resort to reading my old science textbooks and history notes. Hahahahaha. And excitement doesn't mean having an anonymous person tagging on my tagboard, that's just him being deprived. Geez.

Okay bed, I'm tired :)

Some people like to act smart and think they know everything and try to be "right" all the time. Who are we to decide what is "right" and what is "wrong"? Insufferable know-it-all. At the end of the day, what do you hope to achieve? A sadistic feeling of seeing the victim suffer and made to feel inferior? I'm not one that gives you that satisfaction.

If you're feeling guilty now then yes, I am referring to you.

I know the post heading has nothing to do with the post itself... but I just felt like putting it as it is. Haha.

Prayer meeting this morning was good :) Although I do hope for the next 4 days I'll would be able to concentrate better, I've been too distracted lately. Everytime I think of distractions when praying, I'll remember Pst Meng's little drama of the many ways the devil will tempt you to lose focus :) It's really funny. Didn't go for the evening one (although I told myself I had to) and I felt really bad I couldn't meet up with Ladylene. Anyway after the morning prayer meeting I felt really annoyed at my sister... sometimes I don't understand how people can be so insensitive. What's worse is that they're insensitive AND oblivious to it at the same time. Pffft.

Well whatever.

I realised I really miss writing drama scripts for my cell group (and short stories) after finishing the script for Jerald. Those days where I could write and write and write and write... maybe I should start it up again since I do nothing but laze around at home. Letting the creative storylines flow and words to come out so easily. I should really start subscribing for Readers' Digest again. Sometimes it'll have little writing competitions that's really fun :)

I shall get out of the house tmr and have some fresh air before heading to Leaders' Mtg. Plus I need to get a few materials from MWL for Valentine's :) I really want to do some scrapbooking and thank God I still have some dough from CNY angpaos. Ehehehe.

'Kay it's late and there's pm again tmr morning, so I'm off to bed :) Bye-bi~

Skip Beat! Ever since Lydia told me about the manga in class, I'm been reading the online manga scans each month as a new chapter is released :) Episode 18 will be out tmr as well, yesssssssssah :D

Stories in manga don't normally come true right? After all... they're comics and purely fiction. I think I shouldn't read so much manga and get addicted on it. Hurhur.

D'you know cinnamon means Love? :) Hee

Well everyone knows I love Japanese music :) This is one of Bleach's openings... and the best so far actually.

My temperature has been dropping (oh thank God) and I actually slept halfway thru Skip Beat yesterday night. I must be really tired. Either that or my body has gone crazy.

I drank a whole kettle of water yesterday! And I want to go to Marina Barrage and have a picnic + fly kite :)

Man I sounded like a kid in the last post -_- Rant rant rant.

My sister has decided to psycho me into NYP's Foreign Bodies cca (dance dance) 'cause she's from there. Apparently she loves dance... But everyone knows drama is so much more <3

Ehehehe. Okay anyway the fever hasn't subsided much (in fact I think my temp rose), I'm still coughing my lungs out and still feeling like crap. ): Hopefully I'll get better soon, in time for service this week!

Digital Media Design... how on earth I ended up putting that as my 2nd choice I have no idea.

I feel like crap. So I'm going to whine and brawl and be a kid just because I WANT TO.

I hate this stupid flu/fever/cough rubbish and I seriously hope it'll be over soon. Why on earth is my body so weak! Did nothing the entire day 'cept sleep and cough out phlegm and blood (nah kidding about the blood OMG WHERE THE HELL IS MY SENSE OF HUMOR I think I threw it out of the window) and bum around in the house. By now you'll probably know how annoyed I am because of the freaking flu.

Last night was HORRID. Woke up every hour to cough my lungs out and to make my breathing sound normal. I think I sounded like having an asthma attack. Wheezing and panting and my lungs felt like it's gonna rip out of my chest. Woke up 530am (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, 530!!!) and got to the kitchen where my mom very nicely gave me food and medicine and listen to me complain about my night.

Woke up again at 9am to have my throat feeling sore and gritty and like it's been through the fire. So obviously today wasn't the best of days and I feel extremely feverish, annoyed, very tired and freezing cold. Cough cough cough I bet my throat is as red as BLOOD.

Maybe partly why I'm so annoyed that I'm sick is 'cos I'm missing the COC and CG prayer conferences at night! I am so very irritated, I wish I could just call in and pray and cast the sickness away but I can't even finish a sentence without my throat hacking and me coughing like crazy.

I feel really negative right now. (-) (-) (-) Like I'm swimming in negatism.

I WANT TO BE WELL NOW! So that I won't miss CG and SVC this week.... ):

I think it's a joy to make the little ones happy... you'll feel a sense of achievement and fulfilment when you see them laughing and enjoying themselves. At least that's what I think.

Did nothing today except sleep (a lot) with the cold pack on my forehead, watched Hana Yori Dango and Bleach and Teen Titans, read some mangas online, talked to carlos on msn (he ponned school that ponner HAHAHA okay kidding), coughed a lot, sneezed a lot, used a lot of tissues and still feel really sick ):

And I found out that I'm the only one in my school clique that's going to NYP. Ly, Bai and Carlos are at PJC, Chan and Ally heading off to NP... Kezia's all aloneeeeee. HAHAHAHA oh well. ): New beginnings won't be so bad I guess.

My nose feels like a leaking tap.

And it's time for me to get some more rest. I really feel like crap ):

the title says it all. extremely sweet!

thanks to a special friend that made me smile :)



Had my dose of panadol and it's time to chase after my nose. Bye-bi :)

After doing those ridiculous jumps at the rooftop yesterday after service while Wesley played his guitar, my calf muscles are now aching like crazy. ):

As usual, service today was fab :) Pst Kong continued his 2-part sermon on God and Ancient China... and I am once again amazed and awed by my God! Cultural mandate, penetrating into the soceity, being invited in the 3rd space, changing those at the top... it has always been in motion after all :)

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