Thursday, February 05, 2009;
8:31 PM
I feel like crap. So I'm going to whine and brawl and be a kid just because I WANT TO.
I hate this stupid flu/fever/cough rubbish and I seriously hope it'll be over soon. Why on earth is my body so weak! Did nothing the entire day 'cept sleep and cough out phlegm and blood (nah kidding about the blood OMG WHERE THE HELL IS MY SENSE OF HUMOR I think I threw it out of the window) and bum around in the house. By now you'll probably know how annoyed I am because of the freaking flu.
Last night was HORRID. Woke up every hour to cough my lungs out and to make my breathing sound normal. I think I sounded like having an asthma attack. Wheezing and panting and my lungs felt like it's gonna rip out of my chest. Woke up 530am (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, 530!!!) and got to the kitchen where my mom very nicely gave me food and medicine and listen to me complain about my night.
Woke up again at 9am to have my throat feeling sore and gritty and like it's been through the fire. So obviously today wasn't the best of days and I feel extremely feverish, annoyed, very tired and freezing cold. Cough cough cough I bet my throat is as red as BLOOD.
Maybe partly why I'm so annoyed that I'm sick is 'cos I'm missing the COC and CG prayer conferences at night! I am so very irritated, I wish I could just call in and pray and cast the sickness away but I can't even finish a sentence without my throat hacking and me coughing like crazy.
I feel really negative right now. (-) (-) (-) Like I'm swimming in negatism.
I WANT TO BE WELL NOW! So that I won't miss CG and SVC this week.... ):
xoxo, k.