Well, I'm in no position to comment on a certain person's stupidity.

Relient K - Up and up

Yesterday is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more

Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history and what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (what you see)
And though I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on whatI know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be a better version of me for you
A better version of meFor you

To be prosperous
Would not require much of me
You see contentment is the one thingIt entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
I'm moving past the past
Where I have failed

But I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be oh

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me for you
A better version of me for you

You never cease
To supply me with
What I need for a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why

I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me for you
(Trying to be a better version of me for you)
----

This is one of my faved song from Relient K... (: It's now on repeat in my iTunes lol.

It really speaks a lot, so do take a listen to it!

"Ichigo, what's the difference between a King and his horse? I don't mean kiddy shit like 'One's a person and one's an animal' or 'One has two legs and one has four'. If their form, ability, and power were exactly the same, why is it that one becomes the King and controls the battle, while the other becomes the horse and carries the King?! There's only one answer; INSTINCT!"

"I don't know about Zangetsu, but I sure as hell won't tolerate a king who's weaker than me, getting on my back, running around and getting us both killed. I'll crush you, if you're weaker then me... I'll become the King!"

"...but don't you forget, the king and his horse can change places at any time. If I see even a slight opening I'll buck you off and crush your skull!"

Well okay I thought what Hollow Ichigo said was pretty cool.


But Ulquiorra died ):

Okay it didn't specifically said that he died, but with a cero from Ichigo that huge, who'll be able to survive it? Unless Ichi goes all sympathatic and remembers his true nature etcetc and misses Ulq at the last second. Other than that Ulq pretty much screwed. I hope next week's chapter is going to be good - Ichigo's inner talk with Hollow Ichi and all.

Anyway. I'm an absolute sucker for Japanese manga and anime. I really hope I can draw as well as Kubo soon!

I have so much thoughts that I want to pour out right now, but I'm afraid that it might not come out the way I want it to.

Although I haven't met him for about 2 to 3 years already, I still frequently visit the blog of a friend of mine. He probably won't know who I am or that I've been following on his posts for the last 2 years, but I really look up to this guy. His language, his thoughts, his way of expressing feelings are so... fascinating. I am very much envious of him. He is in every aspect what I like in a person. By just his posts alone he encourages me, motivates me, spur me on and gave me strength to have faith in myself and in the language I love. Although his posts doesn't mention a thing about me, but his way of writing is really impels me to enjoy the English Language and to write.

It feels like the emotions when he was writing the posts just course through me. It's an indescribable feeling.

He writes thought-provoking, sophisticated words that just seems to flow out so easily and casually. It was like using words like 'stragem', 'cocotte', 'provocative', 'chagrin' etc in normal everyday sentences. It was a nice and refreshing change to indulge myself in such posts rather than some blogs that are... utterly disgusting. I would love to be surrounded by people that uses nice profound words to express their feelings fully, rather than to comment that it was just 'nice' or 'good'. I mean, out of the entire English Language you say words like 'good' or 'exciting'? What about 'congenial' or 'satisfying'?

Of course, I am just as guilty for using poor words in my speech and stories. I shall change myself and not be so contradictory.

I am very envious of such people who can write fantastically well. I feel like an utter failure in writing whenever I re-read the short stories I've written.

And to top it all off, he is the kind of person that makes your heart beat faster if he's attracted to you. I'm not talking in terms of how he looks, although he is a pretty average looking guy. Rather it is the way he thinks and expresses himself, the tenderness of it all. I can barely find the words to describe this, so excuse my poor vocabulary. It's like... I could literally feel the way he felt when he wrote those words. The heartache, the longing, the love, the gentleness, all his different emotions. You could see he put a lot of thought into his every action. And even though the precious girl he likes does not share a mutual feeling, he would still go to great lengths to make her happy. Unconditional love. Sigh. But looking at the way she treats him, I think the girl doesn't really deserve such a great guy.

He makes me feel that there are guys out there that are completely sensitive and ready to give their heart to the one girl that makes them feel special. And that not all guys are completely jackasses and jerks that plays around with a girl's heart.

Basically he makes me feel that loving another special person of the other gender isn't as bad as I always thought it was.

Past experiences has shaped the way I feel towards a relationship between 2 people, how I've always wondered if the kind of sweet pleasant love could actually exist, how two very much in love could stare in each other's eyes and never tire out from it. Like Mr Darcy and Elizabeth Bennet. Men in the olden days thought a lot into their actions, and rarely show affection unless they feel absolutely drawn to the lady. It's sweet in its own way. I guess you can never truely write love stories or poems or a drama play without actually having experience love before. You could copy it, try to re-enact it or simply follow its actions but can never fully express the real feeling of love.

This is one of the rare occasions that my post reveals my true emotions and my thoughts... There are things I can't fully express unless I write them out anyway. And I realised I took an hour and a half to write these out.

I shall try harder to make my life be one worth looking back to and smiling at in the future!

Labels: inner feelings

I shall refrain from going to blogs that make me really SERIOUSLY disgusted when I read them.

Today was a pretty fab day (it rained in the afternoon! :D) and I got a little bit more of drawing done. Riverwalk is a surprisingly hard place to draw with all the tiny details, and I felt that I would do no justice to the picture if I drew the cool white bridge there. My drawings are so amatuerish! But I guess it's to be expected because I haven't drawn a decent picture since Secondary 2... Ah well. Practice makes perfect! I can see my pictures slowly improving though. Guess those art lessons I took when I was young hasn't gone to waste :)

I feel like drawing at the Art Museum next... the interior design is pretty cool. It's very Pride-and-Prejudice-era-ish :) Seriously. With all the long flap out windows (is that what they're called?) and hinges and the white washed walls makes it look so pretty. And the last time I went there was... december? I saw a pretty neat empty room that didn't have any exhibitions in it that time. It had spotlights, grey flap out windows, dark brown wood floor and white walls! It looks like a place where models would do photoshoots at. I was like ohhhh loved. I so would like that kind of room in my house in the future!

And also the red swinging chandeliars there! The white staircases! The photograph filled wall!

Okay I shall stop going on and on :D

Anyway, went for BS today at Riverwalk and it was a pretty cool lesson. I do have lots of think about what I've learnt and I really don't want to procrastinate anymore. Hearing from God isn't something that you can do without having a intimate relationship with Him. I do want to hear from God, to open my spiritual ears and edify others with the gift of prophesy. There's so much to learn, and I'm pretty excited for the next lesson! We're going on to The Apostles... so YAYYY

I watched Confessions Of A Shopaholic online! I think it just opened in cinemas today... it's a pretty nice show :) I really want to read the book now. Bainy says I should never read the book before watching the movie 'cause I'll just hate and complain about the movie. xD Well the Twilight movie sucked. Ahahaha

Oh anyway. Went to Marina Barrage yesterday with Yun :) It was pretty nice of her since it was a really short notice when I decided to head there... but I'm glad she came along anyway. Was supposed to get some drawing done, but Jeyun was distracting me by looking at the black Ralph Laurant shirt guy! (Don't deny it okay HAHAHA) No la no la, but they were staring at us for no apparent reason. And Yun's ham and sausages sandwiches are really nice! :D

When I finally started on my drawing, this little girl came up to me and started staring at what I was doing. She stood like reeeeeally near and I was like 'Ni Yao Hua Hua Ma?' (Do you want to draw?) and then she was like nodding her head. So I drew a lion, and she tried to imitate it... but fail ah xD I mean, how can a 5 year old kid be compared to ME! HAHAHAHAH no la no la. She was pretty happy in the end when she left so... :) And then these Indian or Blangadash guys came up to me and Yun and asked if they could borrow my kite to fly and take pictures. They flew it really well la!!! *envious* Hahahaha

Went off at 710 and met Ian on the way out! I haven't seen Ian in ages... I didn't even notice him lol. I was busy untying the knot in the string of my kite. It was only until his friend (i think) talked REALLY loudly and I looked up to see who it was and then I went "AYE? HI~" And then (as quoted from Jeyun) "He smiled and waved at you and didn't smile at me la!" HAHAHAHA :D In the end he texted her and not me can! LOL. Anyway, we missed the last shuttle bus back to Marina Bay and had to walk back -_- Somemore we went the wrong direction, sang off tune, jogged to improve our stamina, laughed like crazy while running across the road, spoke in Japanese to seem like foreigners to the Banglahs there, and then.... THERE WAS THIS HUGE BUG ON JEYUN and I screamed like a girl O: You know... those high pitched screams. Then the Banglahs on the other side of the road stared at us. And then Jeyun continued screaming so I felt bad for running away from her and swept the bug off her. SEE, I'M SO NICE~ And then she complained I hit her so hard ): I saved you okayyyyyyyyyy. LOL.

Okay Taytay wants me to blog about him :) See, I still remember la!

Oh wait... I can't find a picture of him! Okay see this is what happens when we don't go out often and then we can't take pictures. Carlos Tay Kian Hao, when are we going out for Starbucks! (you treat okay :D) We all haven't gone out for ages together with Lydia Bai Chan :( Even JC muggers need a break from studying~

I think I got to brush up and perfect my drawings a little bit more before school starts. I wonder when I have to hand it in :/ Shall blog about it if I ever get around to scanning my drawings and uploading 'em to the laptop.

OHHHHH WHEN IS MY MACBOOK PRO COMING~

You know you're not alone in this terrible valley when people inconvenience themselves to spend time with you. Thanks Jeyun and Mag for today :)

Although staying a little longer with me would have caused you to be late for your family event, tyvm Mag for not rushing off so obviously (which some other ppl do haha) but taking your time getting the Gap shirt with me! And tyvm Yun for catching the movie together even though the cinema wasn't really near your house and that it was really late too :)

I'm really glad that I have really nice members 8D 'cos sometimes I see friends of mine leaving church because they didn't feel loved or cared for in their cg, every member was so caught up in their own personal lives that they don't bother to care about other people. I do hope that I'll become someone that influences and change my members to be people that are caring and are truely concerned abt the lives of others instead of being caught up by things like 'eh you coming for svc?' and thats it :)

No more black nails! :) And a huge change from other things as well...

Okay haven't been updating since... monday? :)

Evangelism Explosion with Pst Aries was pretty good and I've learn lots about having mercy and caring for the friends. But something I realised is that, this doesn't only apply only to friends but to our cell group members as well. There will be times when normal cg members are blind and can't see the vision, are sick and dry in the spirit, are injured and in need of inner healing... but we are so caught up that we don't notice it. :/ and so I don't want to be the kind of friend that "chooses" my friends, but one that is open with everyone :) I guess I still have a long way more before I can become someone I want to be, but step by step I'm gradually learning!

Okay anyway, lunch @ Hotpot Culture with my aunt and cousins tdy :) Eat eat eat until my stomach hurts la. But I did eat more than $20 worth of food (which is more than what we're supposed to pay per person, ahaha omg sounds so cheap la) Hahahaha and had choc fondue :D Still had the taste of the chocolate even after meeting Liz Guna and Val for dinner :/ Okay well once in a lifetime lunch buffet, have to make full use what. Lol :D

Okay pictures! Was taken by Joel (my cute 7 year old cousin!) so might be a lil blur :)

I realised today that I haven't listened to the radio since O levels ended lol :)

Okay so now I have BLACK painted nails and wore a PINK top for church yesterday, I think there must be smth wrong with me :/ Maybe the sky fell without me noticing. Situations around you do shape your life and way of thinking... and I'm starting to think I've been cooped up at home for way too long.

So how do you actually run away from life? :/ I'm sick and tired of being... sick and tired.

Okay I'm actually quite pleased that I won't be home that often for the rest of the week :) Church tmr and wed, Lunch with my aunt and then chilling with Liz and the others on thursday, lunch and movie with Lydia Chan Bai and Ally on friday, and then I'm off for my cousin's wedding on saturday!

Home is like... a lake of fire.

Well I guess parents are always the ones that can get away with the words "You're too young to understand." I didn't know SEVENTEEN was young. Or young enough not to understand.

Mei-chan no Shitsuji EP 9 :) The subbed vers. came out earlier! Happy~ And the twin butlers made an appearance in the episode again HAHAHA :D

Back home from BGM at Riverwalk :) Now I have pretty black nails, henna drawing on my arm and a nice bracelet.

Would have loved to come back home later though, I'm really starting to dislike this house (hence the change of blogskin & blogsong) and the habitants in it. Nothing ever seems right in here. Got yelled at the minute I stepped into the house. Great. And then my parents telling me to sleep early. Don't they know the reason why I DON'T wanna sleep early 'cause it's nice and peaceful at night... beats the sound of their stupid arguments everyday. Plus waking up late in the morning prevents me from listening to their quarrels. I really wish one day they'll look at my blog and realise how much disappointment they're causing. Geez.

Okay I have to stay positive and get those negative thoughts out of my head, but frankly speaking, I'm really tired and exhausted from all these crap. I'm human too you know, sometimes I really need a break and find myself again. I'm not perfect or so understanding. Although I would love to be like that. But that's besides the point. I'm just really sick of this whole family. And I really wish they could just be put on mute 24/7. Seriously.

Moving on from the depressing stuff (lol), lately I'm really getting hooked back to the songs I've used to listen :) Like empty apartment, it ends tonight, dance inside... I think the lyrics are really nice. I shall start downloading my songs soon! Can't wait for my laptop :)

It's such a pain to actually find a new blogskin whenever I get tired of my old one. I'm actually very picky and I don't really like most skins :/ I hope school starts soon, I wanna draw and learn the codes etcetc and then I'll start doing my very own blogskin that I'm totally satisfied with. Hurhur. And I won't be home so often too yay. What a nice change from the stupid life at home.

I should actually start blogging more regularly. Hahaha sometimes I'm just too lazy to update x/

Okay I need to make my post less wordy and more pictury (don't think there's such a word) so here goes:

ULQUIORRA! In his 2nd released form :DDD

Sorry la, I'm a manga and anime geek can :) Hehehehe.

Anyway, YESSSSSSS THIS WEEK'S SHONEN JUMP MANGA WAS EPIC!

After 439 chapters of Naruto, Minato finally appears and Naruto goes 8 tails (pretty siiiiiiiiiick WHOO)~ The drawing's really great and all. Next up is Naruto's history and totalt ownage over Pain :D The chapter was fab la.

And Bleach omg. Although this week's chap kinda sucked (with Inoue crying for 3/4 of the chap :/), I so didn't expect Ishida's arm to be sliced off and Ulquiorra to look so dang BADASS! Y(^-^)Y Yes he is my fave character ok. :D Hollow Ichigo is finally appearing in next wk's chap I guess, and Ulq's ass is gonna be kicked BUT HAHA WHO CARES ICHI GOT OWNED AND HE PRETTY MUCH DIED WITH THE WHOLE HOLE IN HEART SHITZZZXXX :DDD

YAYYYYY

Overall it has been an pretty good day 'cos fab manga made my day :)

It Ends Tonight - All American Rejects

Your subtleties, they strangle me
I can't explain myself at all
And all the wants, and all the needs
All I don't want to need at all

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight

A falling star, lest I fall alone
I can't explain what you can explain
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe its best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight, it ends tonight

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side

It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

Whne darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight

It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight
It ends tonight

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
----

When did I start surviving instead living?

I'm kinda sick and tired of life right row.

Never again will I leave my poly enrolment or any other enrolment/submission of documents to the last minute! The weekend was so incredibly hectic ):

Finally finished my enrolment stuff (and to think that tdy's the deadline... heng ah) but I kinda cheated on the CPF form thing. x( Was supposed to attach the approval of CPF board to use CPF but I attached my request form instead. It takes 2 days to process la! If I wait, my place in NYP might be taken awayyyy ): Well whatever, it'd done so it's done.

I can't believe I forgot to do so much stuff... Like writing my spiritual report to Jo or updating my QT timings ): Multi-tasking is so not efficient. Must do it all today and have a planner and a to-do list soon!

Went for the medical checkup ytd and had to pay $50 over for the whole thing >:( and Wilson said he paid only $25! So ASKDJFEIEI!!$^#!)@ I wasted so much money. But waiting time wasn't so bad. I guess. Anyway, the doctor said my heart talks! HAHAHAHA. And for that, I have to go down to NUH to see a cardiologist in June -_- My mom freaked out pretty bad. I bet it's nothing wrong la, just that my superpowers are starting to be dormant in my life and you'll see me shooting laser from my eyes soon and fighting baddies! YAYYY

Life was never exciting enough if we all didn't have superpowers anyway :)

And now I'm feeling really sleepy due to the fact I slept at 3am ytd and woke up at 830 :/ I need rest!!

Hello to the yellow bananas! :)

Finally got my school fees paid and I have like, 4 days to finish up my enrolment stuff -_- gotta visit the doctor for the whole medical checkup on monday!

Anyway. I went to the UOB bank tdy at Bukit Panjang Plaza :) Saw Kenny on my way there and whacked him on the arm. Ehehe xD okay so I had to queue like for half an hr or so before I could see the banker. And smth reeeeally interesting happened. There was this lady talking SUPER loudly to the banker, insisting that she didn't draw out a particular amount of money from her bank acc, yet it was missing. Everyone was seriously staring at her. She made a really big fuss and when she left, all the other bankers were giving each other the whatthepink? look. HAHAHA. Actually ah... I think bankers are scary and they want everything to be CHOP CHOP done!

Went to the supermarket after that to get a mango drink :) You know how supermarkets have signs that says 'Shampoo" or "Canned Food" and things like that to show what's on the shelves in that aisle right?

I saw a sign that said "Hobbies" so I looked curiously down that aisle and I saw.... SANITARY PADS on the shelves. And I was like... WHAT THE HECK?! o_o

And that's not all la. I walked past the lingerie section and I saw 3 old women giggling over a purple bra -_- I am really convinced that this world is really weird after all.

And I'm getting hooked on Ultraviolet again which is playing from Bainy's blog~ I think I wanna go watch Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging again :)

Okay so the usual tdy, CG at night (it ended early wow) and then Skip Beat on teevee! Waiting for the new EP subbed to be released on monday online 8D And Mei-chan no Shitsuji subbed tmr night! Then Bleach and ToGetHer subbed on wednesday! And thennnnn Bleach and all my other manga on friday :) YAY

Got this from my ex-teacher's blog and thought it was pretty funny! :) It would definately brighten up your day!

- LESSON 1:
A priest offered a nun a lift.
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?"
The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?"
The priest apologized, "Sorry sister but the flesh is weak."
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, "Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory."

MORAL OF STORY:
If you are not well informed of your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

-LESSON 2:
A sales representative, an administrative clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, "I'll give each of you just one wish."
"Me first! Me first!" says the clerk. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world."
Poof! She's gone.
"Me next! Me next!" says the sales representative. "I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life."
Poof! He's gone.
"Ok, you're up," the Genie says to the manager.
The manager says, "I want those two back in my office after lunch."

MORAL OF STORY:
Always let your boss have the first say.

- LESSON 3:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I sit like you and do nothing?"
The eagle answered, "Sure! Why not?"
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested.
All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

MORAL OF STORY:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

- LESSON 4:
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
"I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got any energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him down from the tree.

MORAL OF STORY:
Bull shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

- LESSON 5:
A little bird was flying south for the winter.
It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the ground, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

MORAL OF STORY:
Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut.
---

Happy TGIF everyone :) Have a great weekend!

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill...

Miriam and the children of Israel prayed for many nights to God but those prayers seem to remain unanswered, and they wonder if they are wasting their time. Nevertheless, they realize that although times may be difficult, "there can be miracles when you believe" in God.

You will when you believe...

AHAHAHAHA I have proof that Mag wants to go after Francis!! :D :D :D click to enlarge! You won't regret clicking! Ehehehe.

Mag... you know, I'll always support you and yr decisions. I'm sure Francis would be a wonderful person to spend yr whole entire life with :) I hope you have a happy and fulfilling life with him! Wo yong yuan zhi chi ni!

Hee hee hee heeee this made my stomach hurt from laughing so much la xD

Quick update before I head for bed :) My head is pounding due to the lack of sleep and I might just zonk off on top of my laptop keyboard.

Went to Riverwalk tdy to hear a special sermon frm Pst Aries and I'm really excited for the next few weeks of outreaching for Easter! I really can't wait for Easter :D Saw CH at Riverwalk as well as Liz's old cg members and cgl. Ended at about 9 or so, and then we had Leaders' Meeting with Jo. It ended reeeeally late... like around 11pm~ My eyes were feeling like it's gonna close any moment and I had to force myself to stay awake and listen to Jo's voice x( w341 is really different now that a few of them had transferred over to help, and so many changes are gonna be implanted in here. I really hope I won't fall sick or be so busy to talk or go out with my members! This is such a critical time... and I really want to pull the cg together as one too :) A brand new connect group, new duties as one of the 5 pillars IC, and new revelation. Can't wait!

Woke up at 1230pm tdy and I had no idea why. I thought I would be up by 2pm or smth due to the fact I slept 6am in the morning and stayed up all night to talk to Lizzie. It was like 2am plus and I was on the phone plus talking to Rachel and Jeyun online plus taking down notes all at the same time. ): multi-tasking is such hard work. I actually repeated point 4 as point 2!! Ahh. But talking to Liz was pretty fun :) Ehehe.

Okay other than the stuff above plus the fact that I watched ToGetHer EP 3 tdy and talking on the phone with Rachel in the afternoon for 2hours, nothing really happened. And I need cash! I need to work! Building fund! Roar!

My sister told me yesterday morning that I was talking in my sleep and said "Why must it be me!" in the morning while she was preparing to go out. I found it awfully familiar... and then I realised that the whole i-wish-i-was-in-jc and i-feel-useless and why-must-it-be-me and i-should-have-done-so-and-so-then was what I was thinking before I went to bed that night. Plus Mag's emo blog song was... really depressing. Hahahaha but I think I'm over it anyway.

Before I forget, Happy 13th Birthday to Yujing! :)

Okay that's it, it's only 1am but I'm at my limit of staying awake. I must sleep before 12am (resolution!!) 'cause all these late nights has been causing uber outbreaks on my face ): okay byebyeee

AHHHHHH. :D :D :D :D :D :D

Happy weekend everyone :) Lately I can't be bothered to update my weekdays... that's because NOTHING ever happens from tuesday to friday.

CINNAMON!

I'm a superhero in disguise so shhh, don't tell my mom. Join the fight against Ben 10!

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