Monday, June 29, 2009;
11:49 PM

Omg Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen is seriously FAB. Like seriously serious. The visual effects, animation... whooooo. I'm so glad I won that Transformers ticket from SIDM lol. Go catch it! It's good.
I think the people who made the transformers posters are really going for the whole Megan-Fox-is-hot-watch-her thing. I mean, look at the poster above! Megan is totally looming over the lead actor (who played a much bigger role than her) =.= I guess guys go more for sex appeal than action. HAHAHA
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009;
10:37 AM
You promised we'll go audition together. You promised we'll get in together. You promised we'll appear infront of everyone together.
So why am I the one left behind facing your ecstatic screams when you heard you got in? How the hell do you expect me to react to it? Be happy? Be considerate? No I'm sorry I can't. Not when it feels like you turned your back on me.
You promised and you broke it.
I'm just angry over myself.I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009;
11:47 PM


Yes I totally love Feng Zhu's works 'cos they're absolute awesomeness :)
After 4 days of chalets, I'm so officially tired and sleepy! Reached home at about 230pm and watched Atashinchi no Danchi~ Didn't get a chance to watch it on like, sunday ): And next week is the finale episode alreadyyyy roar. Okay I had a seriously splitting headache so I slept like a log after that and then dinner! whee
Now I have a ton of assignments to be done 'cause I slacked too much (screw procrastination and facebook boooooo). So much for making a timetable and trying to stick to it HAHA. Bet my classmates are way faster than I am... including those that slacked more than me during school lol. I haven't finished ANYTHING! Oh well.
4E1's class chalet at Changi was pretty fun although the whole not sleeping and doing homework under the fan and no aircon was sticky and uncomfortable. HAHAHA. The class went off to see the sunrise at 6 freaking AM (omgzz) and I took lots of brilliant pictures! But the rest of them went back to the house before the real orangyred sun rose and didn't see the pretty pretty sky with me, ally, isaac and ben ):
Which reminds me... pictures will be up on FB after Mag sends them to me :)
I realised that poly students (namely my class people... SU people are cool :D) aren't really like secondary school ones at all... I always felt that there's a hint of competitiveness and not-so-trusting air in class :/ Maybe it's because it's only been a few months and I'm closer to my mates in ZSS. But even beyond that, I think even my church people are so much better than the ones in my class. I'm not saying that I dislike them 'cos I don't. They are pretty fabulous people. Just not close enough i think.
Kinda lazy to blog about everything actually. But Rasa Sentosa Resort beds are SERIOUSLY GOOD MAN. Climbed the big rock at Siloso beach (argh and to think i'm going back there this weekend again. too much beaching) and it was damn nice okay. Talked and talked to Wayne there and well I guess I'm not the only one going thru the crappy stuff in the cg and church. Doesn't hurt to have a friend around haha :) Had breakfast by the rocks and it was windyyy. Imagine open air breakfast whooo. And then buffet breakfast on the 2nd day! :D :D Eat until shuang la can. There were fruitloops cereal and I didn't see it until yun and I were walking out!!! NOOOO ):
I miss scrapbooking with my thickers and pictures and stickers and pretty papers.
OMG YES I HAVE NO SCHOOL NEXT WEEK!!! THANK YOU GOD! AND H1N1! HAHA I LOVE LIFE~
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009;
11:22 PM
FINALLY ALL THE PICTURES ARE UPLOADED. WHEW.

I realised that my posts were super wordy for the past few weeks. And NOW I know why! Hahaha it'a totally 'cause nothing picture worthy has been happening in my life (i'm in school like 24/7 pfft) and now that there's HOLIDAYS I've been out pretty much :) Unfortunately today is the day I have to get started on ALL my work... if not I won't be able to finish them on time lol.
Okay so last monday I went out with Xiu, Ariel, Jose, Belle and Mag for sushi buffet~! $24 for free flow sushi and sashimi! SASHIMI OKAYYY DROOL. HAHAHA. So I ate till whaaaooo. I want to go back there again :D Mag brought her DSLR so get ready for a whole load of photos below :}
AND I HAVE REAL BANGS RIGHT NOW! I actually went to the hairdressers and got them to snip it right lol. Tired of the uneven fake bangs HAHA.
Okay so after Sushi at Cineleisure, we went to Bugis to get my conte sticks for school, and then Mag and I headed off to Esplanade to camwhore :D Changed our mind halfway when we passed by Raffles Hotel and started exploring the place instead. Omg it's really cool can. The place has a chill-out kinda area where there's open air bar and kitchen plus lots of seats... I told Mag that I totally wanted to hold my 21st there :) But there's the monehhh issue (well it wouldnt be an issue if I start saving up now) and then the whole big fuss abt 21st birthdays :/ Tiring to plan can. Hahaha
After that Mag and I headed down to the 4 chopsticks (which is a WW2 thing incase you didnt know) :D Or rather I dragged her down there HAHAHA. Anyway we were so tired by then that we flopped down on the grass beside the pavement and road and cars and traffic light and people without caring lol. There were like people playing frisbee behind us! PJC AND ACS PEOPLE! GUESS WHO WAS PLAYING THERE! IT WAS TAYTAYYYY! AND I DIDN'T EVEN SEE HIM -_-
And then it was off to home 'cause our legs hurt like crazy ):
Okay pictures are up and the first 4 pictures were supposed to be at the bottom but I'm seriously lazy to drag it all the way down. I should really upload photos in the order I want pfft. Okay here goes




Btw I really love my bangs now :D
HAHAHAHAHA and this was total win Y(^^)Y Was trying to renact the scene during Easter Drama this year... and guess where we took this - at a bus stop at ORCHARD oh em gee. There were people staring o_o so embarrasing HAHA

SUSHI BUFFET AND TAKOYAKI AND RAW TUNA AND RAW SALMON AND JELLY FISH AND LOTS OF GOOD FOOD!
And now you don't! :) heeee
I was laughing at this couple lol. It was like they were walking down the DARK DARK path of Marriage. HEE
Okay yes so that was monday! :) More pictures up on facebook... I can't possibly post a hundred over of them here~ It would take ages
Okay last friday during Ms Jeri's class we were camwhoring (as usual) and half of my class was either on facebook or watching youtube videos -_- But no worries it was a free and easy consultation class~ Mag dropped by my school and we had lunch together before heading off to the IT Fair and then to church for BS :)
And... this is Amanda, my extremely retarded friend who's currently dating a guy *winkwink*

CAUGHT ON FACEBOOK AND YOUTUBE HAHAHAHA :D


Okay I thought this was pretty funny 'cause we were doing the peace signs without each of us knowing the other did it. Hahaha and ZP's pic was supposed to be up but because I deleted it 3 freaking times and it screws up the rest of my post so I'm not going to post it anymoreeeeeee
Okay that's all I'm off to bed~ :)
xoxo, k.
Sunday, June 14, 2009;
10:47 AM
Holidays?
Design Fundamentals:Redo 8 weeks worth of work (to get rid of the annoying F grade)
Drawing Fundamentals: Refining perspective drawing work
Utopian City Creation - A3 sheet worth of thumbnails and real drawing
Audio and Visual:Video editing of trailer
Communication Skills:get ICA 3 done for big presentation
Animation Fundamentals:Redo 8 weeks worth of work (to get rid of my stupid C grades)
Assignment One:Redo static panels and video clip (OH FANTASTIC.)
Assignment Two:Hahahaha... this isn't even remotely funny...
What holidays?
xoxo, k.
Saturday, June 13, 2009;
12:55 AM
Until the day breaks
And the shadows flee away,
I will go my way to the mountain of myrrh
And to the hill of frankicense.
-
King Solomon (Song of Solomon 4:6)It's funny how everything fits in the end.
Every single question I had for the past few months have been answered by a simple sentence. Why did I go to NYP? Why did I get certain grades for certain subjects? Why wasn't I put into a JC? Why aren't I doing well? It was all so simple after all...
Pst Kong mentioned in the Song of Solomon BS today that each and every single one of us are like bottles of perfume. If we're not broken, the annointing and the sweet smelling aroma in us wouldn't come out. Neither would the annointing flow into our lives. And brokeness only comes after a huge trial we all have to go through.
It is only by the work of God that brokeness comes, and no one knows when this trial will come. But through it all, through it ALL, once we're broken, annointing will just flow out abundantly more than we can ever ask or imagine.
Although it really is frustrating to not know why you're put through this situations, ultimately what Mordecai said in the book of Esther is true. "Maybe you were put here for a reason." It's just like how Mag was telling me that shit happens in life and there might be a reason behind it but we just don't know it. And I told her "Yeah I don't understand at all. I don't understand what's God's reason for doing it . I don't understand why I have to go through it."
After today... I do understand why. And how important it is.
The presence was so strong when knees were bent and tears were flowing. Even guys were crying left right center. The Song of Solomon series is really awesome... it is as if it's the right word for the right season for most of us in the church. I can't wait for the remaining 2 sessions! :)
Labels: Song of Solomon
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009;
6:15 PM
Where The Love Lasts Forever - Hillsong UnitedYour mercy found me
Upon the broken road
And lifted me beyond my failing
Into Your glory
My sin and shame dissolved
And now forever Yours I’ll stand
In love never to end
To call You more than Lord
Glorious friend
(Chorus)
So I throw my life upon all You are
‘Cause I know You gave it all for me
And when all else fadesMy soul will dance with YouWhere the love lasts forever
(Bridge)
And forever I will sing
Lord forever I will sing
Of how You gave Your life away
Just to save me
Lord You saved me
With You, where the love lasts forever
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Love, Kezia.
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009;
10:30 PM
Words shape our world.So before I step out of the house every morning I would tell the world that it'll be a bright sunny day with lots of happy and sad experiences that I go through to help me grow, and that I will continue to trust in God even thru the darkest valley!
And guess what... Abigail gave me Kinder Joy today :) Blessings come in little ways, and I thank God for that :)
xoxo, k.
Monday, June 08, 2009;
10:06 PM
Ok I need a break from all the annoying lousy grades, the stupid sarcastic remarks I've made, the betrayal of secrets, the insensitiveness and the effort of making a close friend in school.
Seriously... I want my strong spiritual leader ministry back in my life. Don't like all that's happening now.
xoxo, k.
Sunday, June 07, 2009;
8:40 PM
There must be something wrong with me. I SERIOUSLY can't believe I've forgotten to sign up for the YOG co-ordinators slot. And to think I was so enthusiastic about Student Union.
:/ Actually I think it's becoming to the point where it's freaky... I've been forgetting to bring things to school too. I need to refer to my planner more often! (thanks liz for the panda planner btw -HEARTS-)
Well I guess it won't really matter anyway, I'm sure there are more upcoming events for me to SHINE in SU! I'm so totally aiming for Exco. And at least all Bs for my modules by the end of semester one. Animation is a tough course to battle in.
On the up side... Ying lent me her PSP! (: PATAPON HERE I COME!
xoxo, k.
Friday, June 05, 2009;
11:52 PM
For lo, the winter is past,
The rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth;
The time of singing has come,
And the voice of the turtledove
Is heard in our land.
O my dove, in the clefts of the rock,
In the secret places of the cliff,
Let me see your face,
Let me hear your voice;
For your voice is sweet,
And your face is lovely.
-
King Solomon (Song of Solomon 2:11-12, 2:14)
Behold, spring has come...
Labels: Song of Solomon
xoxo, k.
Wednesday, June 03, 2009;
10:42 PM

I'm totally going to miss my 01 BBC fantabulous SU orientation group members after today!
Student Union meeting was pretty okayish 'cept for the fact that the awesome BBC group has been scattered into different groups ): And lucky to those who got into groups with people they knew already. But no worries, I'll probably be a pretty cool person in my group 'cos its only the first meeting and I've met a nursing person 8D she totally reminds me of the horror ghost story the OGLs told us during the orientation lol. But she's cool :)
OH AND DESIGN FUNDAMENTALS WAS A BIG SCREW UP HAHAHA. In the end I really got my F. Oh well at least I have the 2 weeks of term break to redo it all and aim for at least a B. :) I seriously hope my GPA won't get less than a 2.5 or smth.
So a few things happened today in school and I gave it a lot of thought about the whole OTL situation... and seriously, the whole thing literally drains me of my strength. Imagine you trying to find a needle in Koufu! Or getting your hopes up for the littlest gestures your OTL makes. I rather focus everything on Animation and forget about the whole affair lol.
Ardent love will come in a way you'll never expect anyway. Just look at Elizabeth Bennet and Darcy!
Okay they might be fictional characters but STILL. It exists out there :D
So my heart checkup is tomorrow at SGH and I'm feeling kinda nervous. Hopefully the murmur wouldn't mean anything and that I can find that appointment paper the nurse gave me a few months ago :/ I have no idea where I dumped it. And I feel really bad that I cancelled last minute on Mervin, somehow I got the feeling he's feeling mad even though he says he isn't. Dang dang.
Okay well I don't want to dwell so much on it, thinking too much will increase the chances of getting wrinkles. I shall sleep it all away :) See you around~
xoxo, k.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009;
10:28 PM

It's already JUNE! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!
And what better way to start the month by getting back the grade of your work lol. I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY ACHIEVED A B FOR MY DRAWING FUNDAMENTALS! You are hereby required to celebrate with me by jumping up and down while shouting "BANZAI KEZIA!" for 10 minutes :D
This week's pretty good 'cause I haven't gotten any new assignments so far - that means more time for fellowship on sunday :) Although tmr's Design Fundamentals lecture wouldn't be so great... our term results will be out gah. Maybe some unseen miracle will happen and I'll pass. Maybe. Hahaha
And have you seen Charlie The Unicorn from Youtube?! It's so retardedly stupid that you'll literally laugh your nuts out :D
K class at 8 tmr so I gotta sleeeeeeep~
xoxo, k.